Im scared im so scared after crying in my shower last night then jumping up and down wIth joy im scared im on the bus and next to me is the person of my dreams. Im in dire need its been eating me up i love you. But instead of declaring my love i say "uh... hi um do you wanna get coffee after school". In the most chill manner to chill i felt l was dying they just say "oh let me text my mom". I respond "oh...ok". Like OMFG GIRRRRL GET YOUR FUCKING ACT TOGETHER. As soon as they start to " my mom said y-". I yell " I LOVE YOU". Now im fucking god damn shaking like they stand there stunned. "uh i like you but... love is a strong term mabye lets have our first date over coffe" they said then they winked. I DONT THINK LOVE IS STRONG ENOUGH FOR WHAT I FEEL, I FEEL LIKE ITS THE 4 OF JULY BUT IN MY HEART WHEN I SEE THEM.