I feel like to do anything I have to walk through I giant wall of jello. Like the jello house in Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. 

I hate it. It makes me hate myself. I was doing so much yesterday, and enjoying all the things I did! I like calculus and chemistry, learning is fun. Why is doing anything so hard today? I didn't even want to write a response for an rp! I've just been floating around like a moth with too many lights around it. But the moth eventually lives and flies away. I just want to implode and scream and break everything. Typing feels nice so I decided to at least write something. I want to update my comic and work on my other projects but I haven't done that either. It's all so frustrating. 

Hopefully I can finish applying for a job. That would be good. I'm going to go knit now. I need to let my brain shut off for a little while, cry even. 

Is it like this for all ADHDers?