Make it Better
Jan 26, 2023
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I feel strongly about taking medication. I want to be on it and improve myself, but I despise taking pills. It is something that absolutely terrifies me at times. I've gotten better, but God it was hard. No one seems to get it, and that frustrates me. I may have exaggerated at times in this piece, but it's fairly accurate in most ways. The smell, but especially the taste often has driven me away from taking my pills when I need to. Recently I gathered all the loose pills I could find in my room, that were supposed to be taken. It was a concerningly large pile.
I am very stubborn with myself at times, forcing myself to do things I don't want to do, but that help me significantly. Sometimes, though, the thought of feeling the results of taking it wrong is enough to scare me out of it. The medication I've been taking the longest I'm taking in two half doses so the pills are smaller, and I recently bumped it up to 3 to hopefully increase the effectiveness. I don't know when I'll ever get over it, if ever, but I'm not letting an option being not taking them. I don't expect anyone who reads this to do anything, I'm just venting into a void because I have nothing else to do. Thank you for reading. :)
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Your helped me to understand better my friends who are struggling with the same problem. I want to help them, but it is hard sometimes without knowing what may be happening inside their minds...
I hope You will get better and this void will eventually disappear.
Thank You for sharing Your feelings :)
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