I started to think to myself: why did I let this happen? Why did I just sit there a and cry at my beloved's death? Am I to blame for her death? Did I cause this deception of Lilith in front of my family and neighbors? Is it wrong to be intimate with the same sex? Why is it wrong, we didn't even hurt people with our displays of affection towards each other. Am I next since I partook in forbidden realationship?
All these questions scatter my brain. I didn't even notice my mother hovering over me a sad smile. She saw me shivering with anxiety. Barely breathing, hands shaking, quivering non-stop and my thought racing. My mother holds me close and says; "Ye be fine; breathe slowly. Trust thou mother."
"I... No, I'll never be fine. Lilith's—" I say as tears start to fall again. My mother...why is she here? I think. Cowering over me again, she tries to pull me up to stand, but I don't budge.
"No. Let me stay here for a while longer, mother." I tell her. She stops pulling me up. Of course, she crouches down to sit beside me.
Totally not having a mental breakdown @ Marybeth. 😗
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Anyways so, I might've forgotten to post a hiatus notice...oops 🙃, but I'm just busy with uni work and homework. So, I just work on the story and plot more in my free time. For which, it's surprising that I'm even working on it rn lol.
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Also, I totally didn't purposely scheduled the due date on Valentine's day lol.
Lilith a immortal witch during the Salem Witch Trials, being burned at the stake. Will she ever see her lover ever again? You must read to know what happens!
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