Chapter 3: Every Happiness, Sometimes Might Be A Lie.

Chapter 3: Every Happiness, Sometimes Might Be A Lie.

It's been a weeks since I started attending here, nothing really happened something special its like some normal day.

Well, Hikari always approached me, Yamada, became my friend, but I am not favor introducing me to his other friends, that's not my intention.

But today, as I was sitting and eating in the roof top, I saw Yamada, with his friends, in the ground, its like Yamada, have something in mind.

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After the class, Yamada and his group, decided to have a party to one of Yamada friends.

And so, they are celebrating one of his friends birthday, but its not some normal celebration.. Alcohol, and they smoking cigarettes, and they all underaged.

"Oi, Yamada, you should try drinking this." His friend have an alcohol.

"N-No its fine." Yamada declined.

"Are you really our friends? Its a celebration, have a drinks." and so one of his friends forced him to drink alcohol, even though Yamada declined.

And so Yamada chugged the cup of alcohol, and they cheer on Yamada

"Its bitter." Yamada said.

"HAHAHA! Well its alcohol."

And so, that person passed him a cigarettes that his using currently.

"Here try this."

"Eh, I don't want too." Yamada refused again.

"Don't worry, you in my house, no one will rat you out, because were all friends here."

And so were on, Yamada finally inhale the cigarettes.

*Cough! Cough!*

"So?" The one of Yamada friends asked him.

"I am not a fan of it." Yamada said.

"HAHAHA! You will get used to it."

A few hours of celebration, alcohol after, alcohol, they all enjoyed the words of friendship..

Suddenly.... One of Yamada friends have just arrived, and bought a drunk lady.

"Oi, what's with her?" One of Yamada asked.

"Well, she is a bit of drunk, so I bought her here." He said.

And so, the unconscious lady been lay down the couch.

Therefore, they been thinking what they will gonna do with her.

Suddenly.. One of Yamada get up from sitting in the floor, and sit with the drunk girl.

"So she is drunk right?" He asked.

"Duh." One of Yamada friends said.

Suddenly that guy who sit beside the girl touched the chest of the girl.

"This means once she sober up, she will never remembered a thing."

"Good thinking."

"Oi, Oi, what are you doing?!" Yamada said.

"What else, its a waste if we didn't do anything." And so were on, Yamada friends undress, and so they all play with the lady.

But Yamada been commanded to film them.

And so a few hours of having fun, they all done about what kind of task they doing.

Yamada is just shocked about this.

"Let me see the video Yamada."

And suddenly.. The women become unconscious.

"W-What hap- Who are you?!" One of Yamada friends cover up the lady mouth so she can't not scream.

Suddenly the girl bite his hands, and been let go, and suddenly the lady has been get up planning to ran away.

In panic of getting away, one of Yamada smacked the lady heads, with a empty bottle.

And so, the girl drop down the floor and her head is bleeding.

All of them is shocked about this.

"What the hell did you do?!?!" The leader of the group.

"Well she is getting away, so I panic." He said.

And so, they checked the women, and so the women pulse still beating.

"Shit we need to cover up this."

"H-How about bring her to the hospital?" Yamada said.

"No way! Once she been treating, she will accused us!"

And so they all thinking what will they do.

"Put her inside my father car." The owner son said, who is celebrating his birthday.

"W-What are you planning?" Yamada asked.

And He replied. "All we need to do is buried her in the deep forest, in the mountain." He mentioned.

And so were on, they all put the unconscious lady who have a bloody head inside of the trunk.

Therefore, they all drove about 2 hours towards the mountain.

A few minutes of climbing and walking in the deep of the forest, they found a spot.

And so they all dug up the dirt were they will drop the lady body.

"Throw the lady, quickly." And so they all throwed it.

And so, Yamada still looking at the girl, and the girl eyes, opened and looked at him, with a weak strength the stretch out her hands.

And so Yamada looked at her.

"She regain conscious." Yamada said.

"Then cover up faster."

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A few weeks have passed, I realized the spot where Yamada and his friends who is chilling is not there everyday, I heard that Yamada is absent this passed few weeks, but his friends acting weird.

And so, the breaktime, have passed, I get back to my class.

A few hours have passed, the school is done, I been called out by Inasuki-sensei.

And so, I arrived at the cubicle.

"Do you need something from me, Inasuki-sensei?" I asked her.

"Are you closed to Yamada-kun?" She asked me.

"I can't tell, maybe? and?" I asked.

"So you are closed to him, quit pretending kid. Look, Yamada-kun is been absent for a few weeks, and his family is worried for him, that he always shut inside of his room."

"Really, so what you want me to do?" I asked, because I assumed Inasuke-sensei called me to help her.

"Can you, check on him, with Hikari-san right now, Hikari is on the way here, so wait her here."

"Okay."

And so were on, I waited for Hikari.

Inasuki gave Yamada address to us.

And so, were both walked there.

A few minutes have passed, were arrived at his house.

Hikari ring the intercom.

And a lady voice have spoke. "Yes, do you need something?"

"Oh, I am Yamada friends Hikari."

And so, the door have been opened and we been greet by his mother, in the living room, were sitting and one of Yamada brother, called him.

"How long Yamada been inside of his room? Or what the last time he got home, and start acting like this." Hikari asked.

"Its been, what a couple weeks since his best friend birthday I think, he mentioned to me."

I see, looks like the caused is his friends, but I don't know what the topic of it.

A few minutes have passed, still Yamada didn't get out his room.

"Well looks like, we been coming back here tomorrow, pleased tell Yamada-kun, that we visited him."

And suddenly his father got pissed about Yamada acting, so the father walked and force to open the door.

"K-Kamito!!!" His father shouted.

And so the mother walked up stair because she was trying to stop his husband.

"AHH! KAMITO!!" And so, suddenly Hikari run up.

And so, I followed behind her.

Suddenly Hikari is shocked, I didn't see it, why because I was a few step back from her. Suddenly inside of Yamada room....

A hanging body, and its Yamada.. Hikari eyes tear up.

And so, I called the police and the ambulance..

The caused of death is suffocation.

A few days have passed, seen Yamada body first discovered, by his father.

Me and Hikari and Inasuki-onee-san has been attending his last day of funeral.

Even the five friends he have, has been attending the last day.

But Yamada little brother has created a commotion.

"Everyone! Stop the five guys over there for leaving this is the last wish of my big brother! Pleased watched this!!" And so, in his laptop a video of him, about the celebration.

-1 Week after the incident, I been involved, I thought their smiled are genuine, all the memories we been creating, since were all elementary, all of those are just a lie.-

-3 Week, I just realized life is meaningless, every happiness we felt, sometimes might lead to sadness.-

-5 Week after the incident I been involved, even if we buried her, and if know one find her, I can't get rid of the sin and guilt I have been, and for what sin I been done, I most punished for it.-

And so, that's the last day of Yamada, 1 week have passed before that after we been visited, that how long Yamada has been hanging.

Hikari have been cry.

The five friends of Yamada have been stop, and Yamada father called the police.

Yamada If life is sure meaningless, so is that the statement it is so... The meaning and purpose of life, is living but we can live without any meaning.

I know you found life as harsh, and meaningless, why just live by it, without recognizing it, just live through absurd like myself.

Every morning, I always decided what will I do in this day, should I commit suicide to escape the word of meaningless, or I just read some book, and take a cup of tea.

But you gave yourself, a meaning towards meaningless life, that meaning is committing suicide, in your state, you should face the absurd. I will not pity you, I will not be anger at your decision, I will not be happy towards your decision if that's what you feel. All I can do is face your coffin, and walked away, and continued living into this meaningless life.

You should just, let the trial decide your fate, and live on by it, even if its a death penalty. At least you didn't run away from responsibility, but death is death nothing more.

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A few weeks since the arrest of Yamada five friends, the police found the body, that Yamada put to his death letter is the location of it.

I heard those guys will put to death penalty.

  You cannot search and find, for eternal happiness at this meaningless world, because we already have it from the start, and its our own life. Realize this, you will be happy till the end of the day.

With all of this happened, all I can do is to continued living into this meaningless life.