He stops abruptly in front of me, bending down to brush a tear from my face with his hand.
He startles in anger and horror at the same time, mumbling something to himself and touching his ears.
Suddenly, he turns back into the fox.
"Now you know. If you touch my ears, even in this form, I will turn back into the chain." He sighs and shakes his head.
He catches my worried look.
"Did my grandmother experience things like I did?"
He shakes his head.
"Tsukumogami?"
"Objects that take on a life of their own. Perhaps you noticed that as a child?"
"Yes, now that you mention it. Was there really an incident?"
"I have to admit"—his fluffy tail moves from right to left and under his snout—"that even for me, the situation is new. Acting in the background was uncomplicated for me. And much less stressful for you."
I ask him anyway, although my mind already knows the answer.
"Will this spitting ever come to an end?" I have an uneasy feeling about this question.
He hesitates a little. He closes his muzzle a few times and opens it again. Then he scratches his head with his paw. "I'm probably not making myself clear in some places. My master has chosen me as a gift to your bloodline. I will stay with you and the rest of the unborn until I reach the highest rank."
For some inexplicable reason, his answer makes me angry.
I stop.
As I stand there, panting and clutching the ball, I realize that running away won't solve anything.

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