Oct 21, 2021
Dear Diary,
It's been a week since I told my friends about my crush and they've started getting fed up with my constant gushing, I haven't dared to walk up to Ashton and speak to her because I thought I was too ugly and she'll probably think I'm dirt which is unlike me since I usually have faux confidence when it comes to people I want. Lou wanted to go talk to the girl but I told him it'd be weird for my brother to go meet my crush and he got upset and that I didn't want him involved. Santi said he'll talk me up to Ashton but he was extremely reluctant to do so and he didn't even offer me an explanation as to why. Maybe he has a crush on her or she has a crush on him but as far as I'm concerned they are both gay soooo I have no clue what's going on.
Present day( Continuation)
Business class was quite uneventful, we just went through the scheme of work and handed in our winter break assignments but I had a wonderful time with Betty. We instantly clicked and talked about so many things, I found out that she and her older cousins had just moved to the city and all three of them were enrolled in the school. I guessed that the two new faces I had seen earlier in the day were her cousins and I hoped I didn't have to cross paths with them but I secretly hoped I could be held again by the girl from earlier.
We were currently at my locker, and Betty was putting her stuff in my locker because she said she was too lazy to get to hers. It was time for lunch and we were heading to the cafeteria.
"Why aren't you dropping your backpack in your locker, we're going to eat aren't we Riona?"
"Tiddddd, I told you it's fine to call me Rio, and also I never drop my bag, there is too much important stuff inside and it's become like a shield to hide behind"
"Okayyy, Riooo. I'm hungry so take me to the cafeteria so I can eat and meet your friends okayyy, I want to see if they're as amazing as I am so lets gooo"
I scoffed and grabbed her hand, pulling her towards the cafeteria. As we walked students in the hallway moved out of our way and stopped to stare, they were probably shocked that I was talking to someone other than my friend group since I'm always rude to everyone else and the fact that Betty was new didn't make the matter better.
I texted the group chat beforehand to let them know I was inviting a new student over and they all gave weird responses about how our usual table was going to be interesting today but I ignored them. Betty and I had just arrived at the cafeteria door and before I could announce we had arrived she burst through the door.
"Tid, you can't just go around banging doors, that's noisy, and besides do you even know where you're going?"
I grabbed her hand and led her towards my usual table at the far end close to the windows, the hall went quiet when we stepped in and people were visibly staring and pointing. I spotted my usual group waving at us and completely ignored the look I was getting from Ashton as I walked past her table, all that was on my mind was getting to my seat and eating. We finally arrived at the table and I noticed that Sumi and Taylor(whom we call Tyler or Ty) were missing.
I looked back to introduce Tid to my friends when I noticed that she was pulling me away from my table, I didn't know where she was taking me but I assumed she saw something interesting so I just let her drag me until I realized we were heading straight for Ashton's table.
"Ummmm, Tid, why are you headed towards that table? I'm not friendly with most of the people sitting there"
"Rio I want to introduce you to my cousin, he told me to meet him when I got to school and he's sitting on that table with that girl that's been looking at you and I can't tell if she wants to fuck you or kill you, maybe both"
I was stunned at her words, I knew it was Ashton that had been staring at me but what did she mean she looked like she wanted to fuck me or kill me. I barely had the energy to tell her that I wasn't into any gay shit and probably some offensive stuff, all that was going through my head was the very idea of Ashton fucking me, I hated her for sure and I didn't intend on yielding or doing some dumb shit like doing a girl, especially her, and also after becoming the most homophobic bitch ever but the very idea brought fleeting memories back to mind, Ash and I skipping lunch to have fun in empty classrooms, her hand around my neck as she forces me to bend down as we kiss whilst her other hand was down my pants play......
"Riona!"
I gasped and looked around wondering what was going on, I looked at Tiddy to see what was going on and that's when I realized that it wasn't her that shouted my name, she was talking to her cousin and she kept looking at me worried and that's when I saw Santiago in front of me with a worried expression, he was asking if I was all right and I noticed everyone on the table was looking at me, some worried, some confused, one person in particular just looked disgusted at my presence and the person besides that one was just staring and when I caught their eye they looked away.
"Santiago I'm fine, what's it to you anyways? I was just thinking about something, Tid are you ready to go ?"
"Riona you were spaced out for almost 5 mins and your face was increasingly getting red, sorry that I'm a decent human being and I'm concerned to know if you're secretly dying" Santiago huffed, he looked as if he wasn't sure if he wanted to rush me to the sick room and get me checked or slap me for my blatant rudeness.
"Rio, this is my cousin Grant, he has a twin and she's Maisie but she's sitting with her tour guide and their friends, Grant doesn't seem to like you and he's not telling me why" Betty rushed out, she looked around at the people at the table and it seemed like she wanted to leave immediately. "Are you okay, you looked red and you weren't answering me, we can go to your table now if you want?" I noticed her discomfort and led her away from Ashton's table, I barely acknowledged her cousin and left Santiago standing baffled by my lack of response, I was in such a hurry to leave that I barely registered that her other cousin Maisie was sitting with her tour guide and if I had paid attention, I would've realized that Sumi was her other cousin's tour guide and that would indicate she was currently at my table.
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