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13-Secret relationship
Nick's pov
Ugh, it's morning already. It's annoying when you wake up to your alarm reminding you today we're going back to school after our break.
I get up from my bed and I'm ready to do my usual things to get ready for school when I notice someone else in my bed.
Oh yeah! How the hell can I be this dumb? Ezra slept over tonight. F**k...they probably heard us but I doubt they did because they would've come to bother me.
Ezra is still soundly asleep but I have to wake him up before the others in the house know he slept over when there's literally school today.
F**k...I'm not in trouble am I? Wait...no my parents won't mind...Ezra is after all a...guy.
Oh yes! I can hide everything from them! They would never think Ezra and I are together.
Speaking of that, the mention of dating him...ugh, it makes me blush.
It seems like that's what wakes up Ezra.
"What are you blushing about this early?" He smiles upon seeing me blush.
"Um, it's nothing." He smirks at my growing flustering.
"Doesn't seem like nothing to me. Does the mention of us dating make you that flustered?" And of course, I blush even more.
He laughs but then he gives a quick kiss and gets up from the bed. Through I remember that I haven't disclosed the details of our relationship yet.
"Ezra...If this is all real...we can't go public." His smile drops immediately.
"Why not?"
"Ugh, you know why."
"Fine...but I guess it'll be all honky-dory as long as I get to be with you sometimes." He says with a hint of a smile but seriousness too.
"Yeah...I'm fine with that too."
Thank goodness he agreed! What a relief! Through this, I remember our current situation and reality.
"We have to get dressed."
Seeing him out from the bed reminds me he's still naked from last night and I blush of course...
"Wait..you're seriously not getting hard just by seeing my bum?" Oh f**k I forgot I'm naked too.
"No.."
"Don't deny it. I can see everything. What were you saying about that?" He smiles brightly.
"Um..we have to get dressed fast..they don't know you're here.."
Then suddenly he comes closer to me and kneels in front of me.
"What the f**k are you doing?!"
"We have to take care of that little silly thing.'' He teases my hard dick already.
"Yeah..but we don't have time.."
"I'll make sure to do it in a jiffy, besides I'm a pro at it." Ugh, I can't say no to this.
"Ok..."
It doesn't take long but this is definitely the feeling of heaven. I get to have this and have him as my boyfriend? Damn, I must be really lucky.
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I get inside the school with a bright smile but deep down I'm a bit bummed. It sucks that my time with Ezra has been cut short and now I can't see him at school, like at all.
Regardless thinking about last night makes me smile even more.
I still can't believe this is all real. I really am dating Ezra. I thought it would've been impossible with the circumstances but I made it happen, ok no he finally made it happen.
Ugh, I'm thinking about Ezra again. When he isn't in a serious mood, he really is a teasing bastard. He always teases me all the time. I would've never known that guy at school could turn out like that.
Right now, I just want to be with him but it stinks I can't even be near him, because of the guys...Speaking of them here they are.
"Nick! My man! How are you doing?" Seriously Leo?
"Ohhhh, look at that he seems to be in a good mood. Did something happen with Taylor? No better yet you two did it?" Aaron asks teasingly.
Just hearing that makes me lose my smile. When are they gonna understand I'm not with her? It's pointless to explain it to them they won't listen anyways but they are right in some way. I did the naughty stuff with someone, not Taylor but rather...Ezra.
"Really? You're gonna share the details with us?" The f**k Leo?
"It's nothing really special." I try to laugh to shrug it off.
"It doesn't seem nothing to me. Nick, in a good mood like that? It's so rare!" Leo says loudly.
Am I in a bad mood that often?
"Ah, it really is nothing. What did you guys do during the break?"
I certainly didn't miss them. Thank goodness I managed to not see them all break long.
"Oh, a lot of things! I went to Paris!" What? Lucky him but it's not like I care really about Leo's business.
"What? How the hell wasn't I aware of that?!" Of course, Aaron is mad about it.
"Chillax. He was having a great time with his parents. Besides his parents aren't there all the time." Oh, sh*t...why did Dominic have to mention that? Leo's smile drops.
"So? Why did you have to point that out?"
"Just pointing out you had a good time."
"What about you? Had fun with your girlfriend?"
"Yeah, yeah, I did satisfied?" Leo pouts.
"Am I the only one that didn't have fun?" We all turn our attention to Myung.
"What? What happened to you to make you say that?"
"I had to work..my parents wanted me to help out so.."
"Oh, sh*t that must've been rough! I'm glad I don't need to work!" Does Leo seriously have to rub it on Myung? I think he knows.
"Yeah.." Myung awkwardly laughs. There's where I realize that Aaron has been awfully quiet about what he did.
"So Aaron what about you?" Suddenly his smile drops but it comes back so fast I almost couldn't catch that.
"What? What about me?"
"Hey...I just noticed. Where are the girls?" Good point out Myung.
"Ah..about that.." Why does suddenly everyone except Myung and I suddenly so silent? What happened?
"It's over with Sydney." Myung and I look at Aaron shocked.
"What?!"
"Huh?"
"What happened? I thought everything was going well with you two?"
"I guess she got tired of my bullsh*t." Yeah, that kind of makes sense.
"Um, what about Maryka? Where is she?"
"She stands with Sydney since they are best friends and all. So she won't hang out with us either." Dom answers.
"Wait you didn't break up with her too?!"
"No! Stop assuming things. They just won't hang around us anymore. I'll see Maryka separately for now."
"You're letting her do that!?" I yell still surprised by that.
"Yeah? It's her choice?" Dom asks confused and I just glare back.
I can't believe Dominic is letting such a thing happen. If I were Dom I wouldn't let Maryka decide for him like that.
"Besides it doesn't really matter because you mostly hang out with her without us anyways so.." Dom glares at Leo. Oh, now that's what bothers him?
"Wow...I didn't think that would happen..."
"Me neither. How come I'm only hearing about this now?"
"Dude! You ignored all of our calls! You didn't want to come to any party so don't go complaining." Geez do they need to be like that so early in the day?
"What about Livia?"
"Oh! She's still visiting her family a few states from here."
"When will she be back?"
"Eh, I don't know."
"Dude, it's literally your girlfriend you should know."
"Yeah, yeah she didn't tell me. She'll probably be back in a few days anyways."
"Sure" Dominic looks at Leo nonplussed.
"So no girls?" As if on cue Taylor finally arrives.
"Um..where are all the other girls?" She asks all confused.
"Livia is still on vacation!"
"And it's over with Sydney. You know the rest." Dom answers for Aaron. Wow, I didn't think it would affect him this much.
"Oh...so..."
"Yup, the only girl for now!" Ugh, stupid Leo. I guess I better protect Taylor from them from now on.
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We just had our first game since spring break and we didn't win...we lost...Damn, I knew it was a big deal what was going on with the guys but I didn't think it would affect them that much! Even though I couldn't help but yell at them earlier for being incompetent. Oh dear lord.
I just got out of the changing room. I know for a fact I ain't dropping off one of the guys. I already have an idea in my head.
It's hard being in a secret relationship. I never knew it would be that tough. I wanted to go see Ezra and kiss him so bad today but I couldn't all day long. Now that the game is over I finally can!
I knew the consequences but I didn't think it would be that bad. Trust me I've been in a secret relationship in the past but it wasn't the same..he was my best friend but we weren't in the same school.
Anyways, I was only 14 back then! Now I'm 19! Things aren't the same and Ezra isn't like him at all.
He used to be very private but Ezra wants to show the entire world everything. What a change.
But I can't think about him, he's my past and Ezra is mine in the present. I don't want to begin to feel guilty again. Feeling guilty for something is annoying.
I text Ezra to make sure he doesn't leave the school grounds. I know that it's risky to talk to him at school but I had to wait till the guys left school grounds. At least today they didn't question anything.
Nick: Still at school?
Ezra: Yeah why?
Nick: I want to drop you off
Ezra: Really? Cool then. I'm in
Thank goodness he's still here.
I walk in the direction of the door right at the parking lot outside and wait till he arrives. The others already left so everything is fine. Then, Ezra finally catches up to me.
"Couldn't wait to see me so you want to drop me off?" He smirks. Ugh, why is he always teasing me?
"Yeah..that's what it is." Ezra comes closer and tries to kiss me. I stop him from doing so.
"Don't, we'll do it once we get in the car." I smile and he fakes a pout in return.
"Fine let's go then!"
We walk till we get in my car and then we put our seat belt on.
"Keep your hair on, how did you do without me, my lush boyfriend?" He smirks and I blush. Ugh, the jerk.
"You know how."
"I saw you today, you had a bright smile, like the sod you are." I forget what he says and reply.
"Yeah, thanks to you." I kiss his chin then I start the car and we leave the parking lot.
"Being daring are we?" I look brightly before focusing on the road.
"Sure. So I'm dropping you off?" I smile.
"Actually, how about we do something fun together?"
"You missed me that much?"
"How can I not? You're my boyfriend Nick." He smirks. Ugh, he knows how much this makes me flustered. I'll never get used to that fact.
"Ezra!"
"Call me..baby." Baby? Does he like that nickname?
"Baby?"
"Yeah"
Then he smiles brighter and I understand what he means by that. It only makes me blush.
"Stop distracting me! My eyes aren't on the road because of you!"
"That's because you can't resist me." He smirks and I get flustered again. Why am I the one being flustered? I hate this.
"So does this means we are going on a date." Ezra makes a face at that.
"A date? How cringe."
"Cringe?"
"Dates aren't fun they are just for lovers to do which is quite cheesy."
"But we are.."
"That's not the type of couple we are." Guess I can't argue with that.
"So..no dates?"
"I still want to go to wherever you'll take me, I just don't like traditional dates. Let's do...something cheeky!"
Oh dear lord, he'll be the death of me. He really isn't ashamed of anything, is he?
"Ok.." He noticed my sudden down mood but he doesn't say anything about it.
"Where are you bringing me? I'm curious." Honestly, I have no clue.
"You'll see it's a surprise."
"Then I can't wait to see that."
At least he's interested in what I want to do. It seems like everything for Ezra is boring. I'm glad to see I'm not, seeing that he still hangs around me that much.
"Why did you make me go to the mall last time? You didn't actually need to buy stuff did you?"
"Oh, that?" He seems to recoil from what happened and then, he grins.
"I just wanted to see if you were boyfriend material."
"What?!" How can he say that so nonchalantly as if it's nothing?
"Yeah"
"You were already thinking about..but you still said you didn't have any interest in me."
"Oh that, I kinda lied."
"What? You're so cruel!"
"What? I couldn't bring myself to tell you."
"I don't get it why?"
"Forget about it. You should be happy we're together now that's what matters."
"Yeah..."
We go into silence and I continue driving.
—————
After spending some time with Ezra I thought I wouldn't be able to leave him. Gosh, I hate the fact I can't even say a single word to him at school. Secret relationships are definitely a bummer.
The upside of dating Ezra is that I get to have lots of sexual fun. All my pent-up frustrations definitely disappear thanks to him. He's so good at it! Damnit!
Now I want to be by his side again! Instead, I have to get to school with those homophobic jerks. What a pain.
As long as the other guys don't dare to lay a finger on him, everything will be fine. They can trash talk him all they want but no way am I letting them do what they did to him those last few times again.
He's my boyfriend damnit! I can't let that happen! It's my duty as a basketball captain to keep peace and I certainly haven't respected that lately!
I get inside those school walls and sit at our usual table.
"Gosh, you're smiling again? Come on there must be something going on with you and Taylor." Leo teases me as soon as he sees me and I just glare at him back.
"Oh chillax with the glares this morning. I'm not touching your girl." I glare some more.
"Leo leave him alone. He clearly doesn't want to talk about what's making him this happy, so leave it." Dom says. Oh for once he helps me here.
"But what? He's the only one with girl gossip!" Dominic and Aaron's brows raise up.
Well..it's not the same but I have boy gossip and that starts with the fact Ezra is finally my boyfriend. That will remain a secret.
"What about Livia?" Myung asks.
"She's on vacation!"
"You can still talk to her right?" Myung says.
"Yeah, but she's busy alright!?" Damn, ok.
"Suit yourself, Leo." Leo glares at Dominic.
"So what's with Maryka after all? You're all happy that you get Maryka all to yourself?"
"Oh shut up Leo. It's none of your business. You don't get girls and it shows."
"What?!"
"Yo did you all forget about me?!" Great timing Aaron but finally he said a word I was starting to think he wasn't there.
"Yeah, we were! Why are you so silent? Still not over Sydney?" Aaron glares at me.
"It's over between Sydney and me, that's it. No need to say more."
"Yeah? It doesn't seem like it."
He glares some more but suddenly someone appears in school. I instantly forget about the current conversation and instantly look at that person. I definitely know who it is, Ezra...Ugh, of course, the guys noticed him too.
"Hey, do you see that?" Aaron says.
"Huh? What are you pointing out?"
"It's that gay guy." They still don't know his name?
They all turn around and notice him.
"Ugh, I thought he would learn his lesson," Arron says.
"Well, that didn't happen thanks to you, Nick," Leo says and they all look at me. Oh lord...
"Yeah, yeah. Keep saying that. He'll never listen to you guys anyways." They all glare at me.
Luckily it doesn't take long before they start trash-talking him instead of being mad at me.
My blood is still boiling in anger at what they said about Ezra and I but it's not like I can do anything about it. I wish I could shut them up...
F**k, is this really what it'll be like being in a secret relationship? Is this really what I'll have to deal with every single day? Because I already hate it.
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