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The Alienated Man.

Chapter 6: Love Your Fate I.

Chapter 6: Love Your Fate I.

Mar 24, 2023

  Love Your Fate I.

I am resting my head at my table, wearing my earphone, resting, waiting for the class to start.

Suddenly outside the room, a commotion started so loud that the sound of them leak into my earphones.

  Suddenly I feel like I want to go to the bathroom.

I stand up from my chair and headed to the corridor, suddenly a bunch of guys blocked the way to the bathroom.

  Suddenly I glimpsed Hikari and some girls in the middle of the hallway.

"Hikari, I will surpass you!" She shouted at Hikari and looked determined.

  Suddenly Hikari gave a confused look, right now she is an airhead. "Oh, I see then good luck." And so her aura has been released.

  "AHH!! MY EYES!" Some guys said.

And so Hikari walked passed the guys, even me, and headed inside the classroom.

  Therefore I continued to walk down the hallway.

As I was walking. "Did you see, Kaguya-san, saw Hikari-san as a rival." Some gossip said.

  But I ignored it.

I went inside the room, and suddenly Hikari was surrounded by our classmates.

  "What do you think of Kaguya-san?" A girl asking Hikari looks like being interviewed, by some journalist members they're the one who's running the newspaper club.

And so, Hikari just smiling, not being bothered by it.

"Kaguya-san is a wonderful girl, she is pretty, I know she is prettier than me." She replied.

  I walked to my chair and just sit.

And so were on, Inasuki-sensei have arrived.

  The class finally continued.

"Today, you all going to write an essay about your dreams for the future." Inasuke-sensei said.

  "Pass the paper behind." And so I finally got the paper to write into.

-Title: Our Future Plan.-

  [I don't have any dreams nor I didn't plan for my future, I know the future might lie to me someday in life. What I was planning for is the present itself, should I have a cup of coffee in the morning, or a cup of tea in the morning?

I know it's short essay, but I don't know anything from future itself, the future we think its just an ideal we made, to blind ourselves from reality, its not really future itself, but an white-lies, and ideal. All I am aware of is the reality itself.]

I am not seriously taking this essay, but I have a dream too. Is to rebel towards this absurd world, and live.

And so were on, I passed my paper.

Inasuke-sensei, gave me the looks.

But I ignored her, and sit back down to my chair.

A few minutes have passed, a lot of student passed their paper.

"What did you put there?" Some of my classmates asking her neighbor.

"Ehh~ I am embarrassed to tell you." She replied to her friends.

"Then I tell you mine, and you will tell yours. My dream is to be an rich person, or becoming a doctor. " She said back to her.

"Then, mine is a little bit embarrassing. My dream is to be a housewife." She said and looking embarrassed as she said that.

And so they continued to talk to each other.

I just realized now from their conversation. Were two people in one body, right here, and somewhere else out there.

Suddenly beside me..

"Asahi-kun, what did you wrote do your future plan." And yes it's Hikari, with her enthusiastic aura.

"Some normal dream." I said.

"Really like what?" Her enthusiastic aura, and curiosity are leaking.

She really putting me into the corner of the ring.

"For example, ahh, buying books later." I said.

"Eh, is that a dream?" She gave me a confused looks.

"Well a little bit, its ahead of time because, I will head there later after school. Because future is far ahead of us." I said

"I think it's not really a future at all, it's more like a present, but advance a little." She said.

"Really, I thought future ahead of time, because I will really buy one later. See, I achieve my dream easily." Said her.

And so, I ended the conversation, and Hikari looks want me to asked her about her dream.  "What did you put in your?" I asked her.

"Ehh~ It's not that special, and it's embarrassing." She said, and fidgeting.

"Really, I treat mine special too." I said.

She put her both hands in her chest and said "Then I tell you, because you told me yours. My dream is to move to the countryside, and becoming a kindergarten, teacher."

She really determined towards this dream she want, I can tell by looking at her.

And so, the class for today is done. Liked I said earlier, I will buy a new book.

I was walking down the hallway, I was late, Inasuke-sensei scolded me because of my essay but, I explained it to her about the essay I made, and in the end she accepted.

I headed to the shoe locker.

As I opened my show locker, a letter falls and landed at the floor, I pick it up.

You can tell this is a love letter from a girl, the decoration and the hand writing. "Its love letter." First time receiving one, no I received a lot, but it's a prank letter.

  -I always having a strange feeling every time I see you at this school, I thought I was becoming crazy at first, but I talked about the feeling with my mother, and she said to me why, now I want to let you know why, all I know that this is fate. pleased meet me at the school roof top.

    To: Asahi Kuromi.-

Yeah it's really a love letter.

And so I walked to head to the school rooftop.

I finally arrived at the door, of it. And so I opened it, suddenly a wind hits me.

And so, I saw a girl standing not facing me, looking at the landscape.

  I stand here and quietly.

And so she turned around, to face me.

  Turns out, she is Shizuki Akari, one of the known name at the school, even her family, her family owned a big company.

Her eyes are sparkling, and she was smiling.

"Looks like you rea-" I cut off her sentence, and said. "Sure why not." I said.

"Eh, didn't said anything yet." She said to me.

  "You will confess your love to me right." I said.

  "Eh! Wait are you really sure? I was thinking you will think it for a sec." She s

  Without second thoughts. "Yeah I accepted it." I said.

"Are you really, really sure?" The hell, she cute.

  "Well time is ticking, I don't have any time for decision making towards love, if fates bring it to me, I accept it, so yeah I am now your boyfriend, and your my girlfriend. Let's take care of each other." I said to her.

And so were on, we walking down the street as a new couple.

  She looking kind of shy. But for me, I act like normal when we walking together.

"Umm, Asahi, are you sure about this?" She asked me.

  "What accepting your confession, yeah I am sure about that." I said

"Then what about Hikari-san and you?" She asked me.

  "I am just a friend of her, and she was a friend of mine. Right now I am focusing to be your boyfriend." I said to her.

  "T-Then pleased take care of me, for now on." She said to me.

"Leave the rest to me." I said.

And so, she laughed at me. "Hehe, what a strange replied."

To be honest, I don't know the real reason why she fall in love with me. All I know that she confess to me, and no need to dig deep to find out why. Because fate bring this and all I need to do is to accept it and love it, and is to enjoy this at the very last.

  Therefore, I known to myself, I will enjoy this maybe.

    And so we continued to walked and we separated paths.

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Asami Cazai

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#nonfiction #youth #academy #psychology #slice_of_life #romance #philosophy #drama #Highschool

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