Or your intentions....

I just have a faded memory of what we used to be like or how we talked...

Other then that,That day feels like a false memory..

which I had probably imagined all to myself..

If only I could go back 18 years ago...

I would probaby stop myself from that incident which caused history..

That incident I keep playing to myself for 18 years..

Every evening..

Every night..

Every Morning..

As if it's some old 90's love song on a radio...

I still regret

That..

BLUNDER MISTAKE.

____11th_January____

___Year_2019______

That day was probably not a 'very-ordinary-day' for it was cold and foggy..

My father dropped me off at the school gate as usual

It was about 8 a.m...

As foggy as it could be,i walked through the school gate where the watchman looked at me suspiciously and asked yet gently"Are you a 10th grader?"

'Are you blind and out of your mind at the same time?'

is what I wanted to ask back but as I peeked behind the gate,in the fog,I saw the figure of senior's having a friendly conversation with the headmistress. 

I understood in an instant and replied"No no no sir.I am here for the science exhibition,as ma'am told us to report by 8"

The watchman who looked quite worried yet allowed me to pass through.

Ofcourse he would be worried, a little kid me walking around the school was absolutely worysome for him and just in case i magically disappeared, he will be the first person with the job of his on the line.

anyways, i walked the steady path to school,as i walked by,many of the seniors peeked at me time to time during their conversation and at times I would become the topic of it.

I kept walking untill i reached the huge immobile building,lifeless for the little laughs and cries that used to ring from within were abscent and so was the life of bricks and sand. A little walk after getting inside was the auditorium where was my belonging project,excited to go and look around without anyone disturbing,just before the busy crowd will appear,I thought maybe some super-early  freaks might have already set up before me as i was and am still not an early bird yet as i went closer all I saw was a-

"LOCK?,"indeed shoked at the same time disappointed i was. Once (or twice) I tried breaking the lock but im not that strong i guess..

As i was 18 years back, my decision would have been to stay there untill someone comes and opens the lock as well as find my rotten and frozen carcass for how cold it was but i said to myself to not be that much of a dumb child and decided to  go up to my class or something or maybe take a tour of the school and find answers to the schools most famouse mystries (just kidding,my school dosen't have spooky mystries).As i was daydreaming of being nina the explorer, i was climbing the stairs,the sound of my footsteps scared me myself. Pin drop scilence all around,the huge concrete floor,the empty classes in each of them was a rare feeling.

As i approached close to my class room, I,from a distance ,saw a charger pluged to the switched board,i was alert.

Many things were going around my mind-

Maybe it's a serial killer who is charging his phone,maybe he has killed someone and put the dead body in a potato bag and is going to call his partner to sell it to his client  who is actually a caniable!!

Or maybe its FBI waiting for our teacher to come who is actually the caniable client and arrest her!!!

Thus,many things were going round and round in my mind.

I slowly approached the maindoor to the class, at the speed of 1steps per 5 seconds,the rolled handkerchief in my hand,holding as if a top class spy holding up his gun, I sticked my back to the wall and tried to hear if there was really a serial killer there.I heard a bit of rustle but it stoped and i heard light,soft steps toward the main door,the target was aware of my presence,there was no more time for hiding,my cover was blown and with a swirling speed as i entered the main door and pointed my gu-handkerchief towards him it was-

"Saem?"

Saem was there,hands in the air freeked of as if police had found him out with 2kg of cocaine.

"what the-" 

"Nina?",a voice from behind me said as if relived as well as angry.

I didn't  even have to turn to see who it was"Prince?",I asked.

We both interogated-"What are you doing here so damn early?"

We looked at each other"That's my question",we both claimed together as we looked at each other with anger of revenge of the past.

"Fewhh,atleast it was not ma'am rosa",Saem sighed as if trying to break the awkwardness.

As I looked around I saw that it wasn't the phone of our ma'am or a serial killer or a caniable that was pluged to charge but was a glue gun!

I noticed that they had made a small dog(not sure but atleast it has four legs so i assume it's a dog) by using a big cell and a few wires and stuff(Don't he impresed, it's the size of your ring fingure.)  and they were attaching them with the glue.

"Hah!",I scoffed,"Guess someone didn't get enough of 24 hours to do their projects to have to do it now",I kept my bag on the desk and sat down.They both looked so moked that it triggered me to poke more"Guess that's group work for ya"

Even through I was(and am) a good example of failure myself i never hesitated to make fun of other's failure and mainly those two's.

"Knockit off already,don't get ahead of yourself",Prince said with an angry tone.

"Someone's got some temper",I mocked him back as I laughed.

"Got a big mouth,don't you",he laughed back.

"ops, we are back to fighting again",Saem moved back.

"You can't even catch an eraser",Prince  taunted.

"Well,well,Who was the one beaten to death by ma'am rosa, bet those strikes were delicious",I laughed.

"wanna taste  them too?",He looked at me angrily.

"Guys,You need to stop, our project is not done ye-"Shut it!",we both shouted.

"Fine!!geez!",Saem moved away.

"So,where were we?",I looked at him.

"I was about to punch your face",Prince moved closer

"that is-",I stood up, "If you can catch me!"and ran away

"hey you!",Prince chased behind me as he laughed.

As the thick fog started getting lighter,the rays of sun touched the grass and lurked by the windows, those old desk and benches with the emptiness and dust,running and chasing between as we both reached near the windows,he stoped and looked out,"what happened?",I asked as i breathed heavily,i came closer and  peeked out of the window,"They are here",Prince said with a straight face. 

I saw a crowd of teachers heading towards the school building.I looked at Saem and then at Pince,"Ma'am rosa is not..in the crowd".Prince sighed in relief,"Well that probably means that she is still not her ye-

From a distance we heard the sound of footsteps approaching and the sound of ma'aml rosa talking in the phone.

"Sh*t!She is already here?"Saem exclaimed.

Prince rushed to the glue gun and the project of their,"Quick,I will hold,You will glue,we should be done by the time she is here"

"Who was the one wasting time",Saem switched on the glue gun.

And what did I do?

Well,what could I have done?

Not to brag but I was preety good of an artist back then

and preety much NOT a social cat.

I went near the blackboard and started writing with my terrible handwritting-

'PARENTS-TEACHERS MEETING AND SCIENCE EXHIBITION DAY'

Soon I heard her climbing the stairs,before I could turn and inform those two,they were already hiding(?),One behind the door and the other under one of the desks.

I didn't have the time to hide,I just kept staring at the main door terrified and freezed.

Ma'am Rosa was only a few steps away and as she entered-

MA'AM MORNING GOOD-I-I MEAN-GOOD MORNING MA'AM!!

Ma'am rosa stood there with her phone in one hand and a big handybag as well as a file in the other hand and just looked at me for a second.

"good morning..."she walked to her desk"Nina",said as she tilted her head down and looked up to me.

And as I turned my eyes I saw both of them behind me,"Morning ma'am!",they said as if they were not hiding a while ago.

"morning,morning",ma'am turned to her work and didn't even looked away.

It was as if we were expecting an atom bomb to blast but it defused because someone spilt water on it.

After a while, we heard the grill gate of the auditorium open, we three greeted the teacher bye and walked out of the classrom as if heroes of a holywood movie.

The fog had disappeared already,the sun was beaming and people were coming to visit.

I looked out to the sky and my gut whispered to me,

That it was probably not 'a-very-ordinary' day.

___To_be_continued____