'God he's sexy!' Even my Angel ogles at the wonderful sight before us. I shake both of them off and immediately realize that I might have been boring holes in face with my stare!!
He smirks at me and then goes on his knees.... taking out a ring....
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Just kidding!
He does kneel down, but only to grab his Pup into a bone-crushing hug... he looks in my direction again while wiggling his brows playfully... and then, this modern Greek God had the audacity to wink and smile his signature heavenly smile!
God, please turn me into a rabbit, dog or anything!!! I just want to burrow myself right here, right now!
(It was nice meeting y'all!)
'Oh stop being a wimp and jump him already!' my Devil says encouragingly.
I finally gathered my scattered confidence and take a peek at Dan again and I catch the most sweet moment of the father-son duo, Dan had brought Jan into a tight hug and then lifted him, throwing him in air then catching him and showering the cute butt with a bunch of kisses, earning sweet laughter from his Pup.
What a pure and beautiful site to behold!
My heart skips a when my eyes land on Dan's features after bathing myself in Jan's eternal sunshine. Gone is the flirty and goofy Dan which I often see all I'm witnessing right now is a father full of Love, pure and serine Love for his son!
Although this kind of face lasts only for minutes, right now it's like a movie scene playing in slow motion where except for the duo everyone else turns inanimate... and this might be one of the many unknown reasons I keep gettong pulled back towards them.
"Dadda, Lexie came to play! Today Jan went to help Lexie at his work, and....and Emy gave Jan Icecream, she's my new friend!" Jan tells his Dad beaming with joy. Though visibly confused, Dan tries to play along with his son... Just then the son has something unexpected to say...
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"Dadda, hug Lexie too!" He says suddenly... Jumping down from his dad's arms Jan dashes towards me. He holds my hand leads me towards his Dadda. I pick him up since he keps stumbling with all the excitement. I frantically look around and notice Arthur a standing a little far just watching us with amusement while the receptionist is lost in her world attending call from a tenant about certain bills. My brain is still processing Jan's words and what's about to happen...
These damn creatures in my head go mute at the most important time too... Atleast help me with an escape plan you dumb-beats!
I think Dan will just find an excuse or change the topic, but there he's standing with his stupid grin doing absolutely nothing. His ears are tinged red but he immediately composes himself and spreads his long arms wide open...!
I wreck my brains for a last minute escape, but I'm greeted with dark silence... I accept my defeat and do the walk of shame while chanting 'Lets just do a side hug and run!'
'I can't help exaggerating ok?'
Welp the chant fall on dead ears since Dan slowly wraps his arms around us, "us" since I'm holding on to Jan for my dear life, thanks heavens for that!
"You're really cute" Dan mumbles under his breath so softly that I almost think of it as my mind playing tricks on me...
His body feels warm even through all the layers of clothing... One of his huge hand rests on my small back losely so as tomnot crush our baby Bear while with the other hand he strokes the back of my head as if petting Jan. My Honeybun finds the moment amusing being squashed in between us, since he can't seem to stop giggling...
To my surprise, instead of getting all anxious and fidgety my body felt calm and safe... And and as if something turned a switch on inside me, my eyes start to sting and before I can even put up a fight, tears start running down my cheeks.
God! I feel so stupid!
I need to stop. I can't let my babybear watch me cry... But it was like the walls of my dam had come crashing down... I just couldn't help it. I heard footsteps shuffling near me hurriedly and it was Arthur, he took Jan from my arms and started distracting him with some talk of their own...Their voices slowly faded away into nothingness and all this while Dan had shielded my face with his body so that Jan won't be able to see me, for which I was thankful to him.
"Shhh... it's alright Alex, everything's fine" he tries calming my nerves in a soothing voice while still stroking my hair... My mind ceases to register our surroundings as it concentrates on the racing hearts of ours that slowly begin to even with each passing minute...
"Do you want to take a walk in the garden before going up? Don't worry there won't be anyone else, it's a private one" He says with his fatherly tone, as I come out of his arms sniffling and maybe looking like a pufferfish.
Yesss, I'm an ugly crier!
I just nod, thanking him inside my head for not asking any questions...
Though he might think I'm just a weirdo, I'm too scared to open my mouth right now... And even if I did try I'll just end up causing another flood here... besides, I just want to quickly disappear from the public's eyes and freshen up before going to my Chocopie to recharge my batteries!
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We enter the backyard of the apartment complex and we are met with huge glass windows which have fine design making them opalescent, though the greenish hue gives away that the inisdes might be all green... Dan has been holding onto my hand through the entire way.
'Maybe he thinks I'm just a little kid after all...' I affirm to myself.
He opens the secured door and we walk into a mini garden and its drop dead beautif! The roof is missing, which in my opinion is an absolutely best decision since the natural sunlight seems to pour in the mornings while also providing an excellent sky view! There was a round table with four chairs around it similar to the ivory white furniture in his dining hall, also there was a long red leather couch which seemed to stand out beautifully with the greenery and other white furniture complementing the red-white tea set on the table.
Dan finally lets go off my hand and sits in the middle of the grand couch. He pats on the empty space beside him, which I take a hint and bury myself in but rather than sitting close I decide to grab the corner.
He chuckles at my antiques and looks at me with flickering emotions in his eyes defying his beautiful smile.
"Lexie....... do I scare you that much???" He asks still plastering the fake smile with a glint of sadness in his eyes.
'Why does he look sad? Did I say anything while I was crying???' I wreck my brains trying to remember the events.
'Yeah, you wiped your snot on his favourite suit!' my inner Devil finally makes an appearance...
'No, I haven't!' I revert....
And... To answer this Pup Dad's question, yes he does scare me, but that's just because I don't know anything about him, especially the Danielle part of him....As Jan's father he is nothing but a lovingly adorable guy who keeps pulling on to my heart strings while making an entire zoo dance in my stomach!
"It's not that....... that...I'm super scared of you... But..I don't know...... anything about you." I say while stealing glances at his face in between, which holds a totally focused look.
"All that I know is you're a super rich person who loves his son so much which is actually ....adorable" I whisper the last part, concentrating my gaze at the interesting finely cut lawn grass under my feet fidgeting with my fingers waiting for some kinda holy acceptance from the God like figure beside me...
Over exaggeration??? Yeah that's my part-time job!
But instead, I receive beyond two minutes of silence. I start panicking...With sirens alarming in the background feat_my inner Angel!
'Wow! Adios dumb bitch' my Devil laughs humouring himself at my unknown stupid words.
Praying for my safety I glance at Dan, and for some reason a deep red blush is coating his cheeks which he's trying to cover with his huge hand while smiling ear to ear.
Really now???
"Hey Alex" he finally breaks the silence with his iconic deep voice and almost straight face...
Maybe its because of the lack of distance between us, coz his voice is sounding sexierrr!
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"Can I kiss you???"
'My Angel : And that's how my miserable life came to an end... with the last 2 days being spent in happiness, I have no regrets. See you all in next.........'
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Oh shut up Angel!!
.......So where was I ???
Inner Devil : Everyone is instructed to evacuate this building immediately, it's about to crash... I repeat...
Sirens playing in the background~~~!!!
My Angel : This way gentlemen...'
HOLD ON A DAMN SECOND DUMBASSESSSS!!!
I swear to God I'm gonna thrash my head in the nearest wall if that's gonna help me kill these evil bitches inside my head!!!!!!
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(~ TO BE CONTINUED.....)
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