June 15 2016

"if you'd stop breaking the control we wouldn't have to keep doing this Arianna" My uncle said tying me to a table "please I don't like this" I said tears falling from my eyes. "you left me no choice Arianna, you managed to break out of my mind control 3 times already the last option is to mix it with classic brain washing" he said arrogantly. 

my wrists and ankles were tied to a table that was standing vertically so I'd be able to look at a screen. a loud noise filled the room as the lights went out and the screen began flashing with hundreds of different pictures not even staying on the screen for a second.

I was there for days upon days, eventually I was allowed to leave that horrible room, but not for long. I'd eat I'd sleep if go back into the room. it never ended. I began to give up, to shut down, and that's when he knew he won. but it never ended. it was like for 2 years until I was 14 then he began what he called training.

my days were still cycles but he began to test me see how far he could control me, figure out a line. then use his power to control me more, to amplify the conditioning already on my brain. 

February 22 2018

"Alright Arianna do you see that hamster" he said pointing his hand at a small pen with a hamster in it. I nodded. "suck the air out of it" he said coldly I turned and walked towards the pen. I kneeled down and tilted my head at hamster as I saw it running around without a care in the world. "Arianna!" he said in an impatient tone. I put my hand up and began to concentrate on the hamster running around. 

the hamster began heaving, attempting to get breath in but being unable. after a long minute the hamster finally stopped moving. dying from lack of air. "good job" my uncle said walking over to me and slowly clapping. I turned my head to face him as I continued to kneel on the floor. "now do it again" he said with a smile gesturing over to another pen. 

I stood up and slowly walked over to the pen once again kneeling down and watching the tiny little animal run around it's pen. I didn't want to kill it. but something compelled me to, something made me want to. 

I once again lifted my arm once again and did the same thing, and the same thing happened. the hamster began heaving, and after another much longer feeling minute the hamster stopped moving.

that was my only the first step. he wanted to get me used to the idea of killing. he wanted to gradually over time push me to feel emotionless when killing so even if he didn't control me I could do it. starting off with a small hamster I didn't think it would change much but it did. after the hamster was the bird after the bird was a chicken, then a pig, then cats and dogs. 

the animals only continued to get bigger and bigger until I finally and eventually got to people. that was only a year later. and things only got worse from there.

April 2 2019

"HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO USE MY ABILITY ON YOU FOR YOU TO LISTEN TO ME ARIANNA" my uncle yelled after slapping me in the face "NO ONE ELSE GIVES ME ANY TROUBLE WITH THIS ITS ONLY FUCKING YOU!" he yelled even louder "I W-Wont do it" I snapped back attempting to fight his control on me "then you leave me no other choice" he said glaring down at me "Bring it in!" he shouted at the door. 

a second later a young man came in with a whip and handed it to my uncle "I didn't want to have to use this method on my own niece but it seems I have no other choice" he said holding the whip in one hand and feeling it with the other. 

"last chance Arianna... Kill the grandma or I'll have to use the whip to enforce my control" he said coldly "Fuck off" I said looking up at him "Hold her down" he said and two more men entered the room. "NO, NO, DONT TOUCH ME!" I yelled as they grabbed me and pushed me down onto the floor holding me down.

CRACK

I heard them felt a sudden pain on my back "Ahh" I screamed as the pain took over my body 

CRACK

"Ahh, please, please stop" I cried 

"are you going to do as I told you?" he asked stopping for a moment. I didn't answer

CRACK 

"ANSWER ME DAMMIT" he yelled whipping me again

"NO!" I yelled crying in pain 

CRACK 

it continued for hours, whip after whip more and more pain. eventually he did stop "she still refuses after all this" he said looking down at me. "let her suffer in pain for 3 days then send Wendy to heal her" he said throwing the whip to the ground and turning around "now take her back to her room don't bandage her either like I said let her suffer" he continued then walked away slamming the door behind him as he left the room.

the 2 men who held me down picked me up by my arms and dragged me back to the room I was forced to stay in. I laid on my belly, my bed giving me little comfort as all I could feel was pain. I was tired but I couldn't sleep, or I refused to sleep even Im not sure. but I feared that if I closed my eyes for even a second that I wouldn't be able to open them again.

he won. I never wanted to feel this type of pain again, so I made a decision that I thought was the only real way to be able to survive. and I shut down. I shutdown so I wouldn't have to feel pain, but I would soon come to realize that doing that, only gave him what he wanted.

To Be Continued