Ayan Pov~

“So, do you know how to get home from here?” I asked after my much-needed cry session. I don’t know how long I cried, but the sun was no longer blazing, and the air was chilling. 

Aithne stood up, retying her hair up. “Yeah, somewhere around here is a landmark for lost hikers.”  

“How do you know that?” 

“My dad used to take me hiking all around the woods for the sole reason if I ever got lost, I could find my way back.” Aithne waved her arms back and forward. “And this part of the woods I know like the back of my hands,” 

 “Is that how you found us so fast?” 

“Yes,” 

I swallowed. “Where were you? I mean, you weren’t answering anybody and just… disappeared.” I said, trailing off at the end. 

Aithne stared at me with those eyes that usually held a storm filled with pain and chaos, but when I looked at them this time, they were different. They were… calm. 

But not a peaceful calm, more like acceptable or defeat of something maybe. The air around her almost made you sad. 

“Aithne, what happened?” 

“Nothing of importance anymore.”

I shook my head. “Don’t do this. Don’t shut me out.” I pleaded. Something was wrong. I needed to know. 

“No, you don’t.” Aithne said firmly. “ you don’t need to know anything.” 

I took a step back. That hurt. I tried not to show it, but my poker face wasn’t as good as I thought. 

“Ayan listen-” Aithne started, but I raised my hand and cut her off. 

“No.” I said with a calm void. “It’s none of my business, so let’s leave it alone.” 

I didn’t let her get another word and turned and walked away. I followed a random trail that looked like it was in the right direction home. I must've been right because Aithne didn't correct me once. 

I wasn’t going to break it. So we walked for quite some time, a dark cloud hanging over us. I was too busy wallowing in self-pity and hurt. 

I kept walking, putting one foot in front of the other. Left foot, right foot, left foot on repeat. The destination of home was the only true thing on my mind for the moment.  

That was until my mate grabbed me by the arm, spun me around, and pulled me against her.  

“I’m sorry.” 

When I didn’t say anything, she squeezed me tighter and tried again but this time through the bond. 

A swell of guilt floods the link. I'm sorry, bunny, and I should've snapped at you. You have every right to know where I went yesterday. 

My face heated slightly, and I tried not to show how much the mate's part meant to me. 

“Please forgive me.” she said out loud this time, still holding me tight. 

“It really hurt my feelings when you snapped at me.” 

“What do I need to do to earn your forgiveness?” she pulled back enough to meet my eyes. “I’ll do anything.” 

I know for a fact aithne felt the wicked feeling come up in the bond, and I didn’t even try to fight back my grin. 

“Anything you say?” 

“Your tone makes me hesitant a bit but anything.” 

I dismissed her words with a wave. “don’t worry, you’ll be all right, and I know the just the thing for you.” 

“Hmph.” 

*** 

“Harder.” I moaned. Oh god, this was amazing. “There! There!” she hit the spot. 

“Right here?” she asked, digging her fingers harder into the arch of my foot. 

“Yessssss.” I hissed. 

My mate laughed at me. “Is it safe to say I’m forgiven?” 

“Hmmm, in another 20 minutes, maybe.” 

“We don’t have another twenty,” she chuckled. “The sun is going down, and it’ll become harder to navigate the trees.” 

“Hmmm,” I contemplated. “Butttt how about— oooo! Right there, right there!!!”

My mate laughed again and stood up.

I frowned, “hey, you weren’t done.” 

“We have to gooo,’ she said, laughing still. 

I tapped my lips with my index finger.  “Hmmmmmmmmmmmm no.” 

I looked at my mate, hopefully using whatever mate charm I could. I want- no, I need her to finish that foot massage. Fuck the dark. She was an Alpha. She could beat bitches up left and right. 

“So you’re gonna make this hard for me, huh?” she semi-asked, dusting her pants off.  

I smiled a goofy smile. “And if I do?

“Hmm.” was all I got because I was thrown over her shoulder before I knew it like a sack of potatoes. 

“Ma’am! Ma’am!” I pounded my fist on her back. “Put my thick ass down! Just who do you think you are!’ 

‘Your mate.” she tightened her grip when I started trying to flop out of hers like a fish. “And.” she slapped my ass, and I stilled. “Anddd we have to make it back before it gets too dark.” 

I was stunned. All I could focus on was the delicious burn on my ass. 

Temptation came creeping in, and I let it. The thought of her spanking my ass as she shoved her fing—

A moan tumbled out, and my body started heating up. I couldn’t stop myself. I started rubbing my crotch up against her arm. Aithne froze, but that didn’t stop me. 

The heat was traveling up my body fast. I rubbed harder, and another moan came out. 

My ass felt different…. 

“Stop.” 

I froze. 

The sheer command in her voice washed over me like a cold bucket of water. 

Aithne slowly lowered me to the ground. I didn’t meet her eyes as mine started to water from shame. 

But before I could open my mouth to apologize, a hand grabbed my face. All I saw was gold before lips smashed into mine. 

I melted instantly into the kiss surrendering everything over to my mate. 

Our mouths locked together in a fierce, passionate way. She dominated my mouth, took control of everything, and happily welcomed it 

I moaned for what felt like the hundredth time and gently swirled my tongue around her now-dropped fangs before I sucked. 

A harsh body shiver ran through her before she growled and grabbed my ass. Hard. 

I took that as an invitation and started roaming my hands under her shift.

I gasped for breath when we broke apart. The need for air is too much to ignore.

But that didn't stop her hands from moving into my pants, and it didn't stop my hands from wandering toward their target. 

“Grab them,” She ordered in a raspy voice. 

I met her eyes, making sure I heard her right. They were bright gold specs of brown that told Aithne, and her wolf were both in control. 

She dipped her head once. 

With permission, I slide both my hands up and grab her breast. 

My mouth watered when I did. They were so soft and full. 

I wonder what they tasted like. 

“Then find out,” she said. 

Not wasting a second, I pulled her shirt over her head. 

She helped me unhook her bra when she felt my struggle. 

My breath caught again when I saw them. 

But I didn’t give myself much time to admire them, for I felt like I starved omega, and I had to have a taste. 

I drove forward and captured one of her nipples in my mouth. 

It tasted of skin and salt water from the river. 

I was obsessed. 

Aithne threw her back and moaned/growled. 

The sound went straight to my ass. 

I tease, bit, suck, and swirl around her nipple switch to give the other one the same treatment. 

I kept going back and forth to each boob, leaving marks in my wake. 

But Aithne had enough and wrenched my head back. 

In seconds I was face down on the ground with my ass high in the air. My pants ripped off seconds later. 

I trembled when the cold air hit my skin. 

Aithne’s palms on my ass, spreading my cheeks far apart. 

She growled in approval at what she saw. 

I shivered in arousal.

“Please.” I whimpered. “Pleasseees.” I pushed my ass back as far as she would let me. 

She chuckled. “No worries, pup, I won't make you wait today.” 

I moaned high and loud, then sighed in relief when she finally gave me what I wanted. 

*****

“Do you regret it?” I asked my mate while lying on her chest after my much-needed shower. 

I've been pondering this since after our lovemaking once we made it home.

She didn’t really say much afterward. After I came down from my high, she comforted me, gave me all the attention I needed, and then walked the rest of the way home.

After both our parents passed over us and he finally let us shower, we’re not laying in my pad, and I can’t help but get  the answer I need

“No,” she said slowly. “I just don't like that our first time doing something like that was in the place we did.” 

“I don't.” I looked up and saw her beautiful hazel-gray eyes. “I don't for one second.” 

She stayed silent. 

 I checked the bond, and true to her word, there was no regret, just a bit of sadness.

I stayed silent, knowing that I couldn’t do much to fix that silence. 

“I'm glad we made it home,” I said after some time. 

“Me too.” 

“Will you stay the night?”

“Yes.” 

I laid my head back down on her chest. 

I traced circles on her tummy as sleep called my name. 

My eyelids became heavy, and I knew I was safe and home, so I didn’t fight it. 

“I really don’t regret it. I loved every second, and that’s all that should matter.” I whisper before I close my eyes and let sleep take over.

N/A~ soooooo, what do we think??? Ummm, my first writing something semi-spicy. I hope you like itttttt. 

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