He tried to grasp and hold onto it as he felt Trey’s tongue dive deeper and heard moans from his own lips he didn’t know he possessed. This emotion he had never felt before, it was something that wasn’t just one word worth of description. It was desperate, calming, peaceful, tormenting, needing, and yet left a security inside of him. It was full of contradictions Blaine couldn’t explain.

As Trey withdrew and brought his tip to his entrance, his eyes showed a burning of something that wasn’t just desire and lust, but also something desperate and emotional. Blaine then realized what it was he was feeling. He was really in love with him, wasn’t he?

It was as if the moment had become his clarity, realizing that this minx of his had finally managed to capture him. Even though Blaine had shot him, hurt him more to keep him away than to punish him, Trey had returned to his side.

The night that Blaine had shot him, he had brewed with thoughts on how he was going to handle Trey moving forward. He had deep feelings for Dean, but it was just a connection compared to the burning and longing he held for Trey. Trey made him loose his shit, before he even knew him, just by breathing the same air in the same room once.

The thought made him debate dark thoughts on hundreds of ways to alleviate his torment without acting out. When Blaine realized he couldn’t do that without threatening his relationship with him, he thought about just calling it off or ignoring the whole thing all together until Trey made a move on him.

Then he remembered that Trey ran on his own desires and schedule, so waiting wasn’t a great choice. He couldn’t handle the thought of killing him, even just in passing, which wasn’t a normal thing for him. He normally wasn’t possessive or latched onto his muses. Apparently, love changes that.

Trey moved to put a condom on, and without Blaine even speaking or realizing what his body was doing, his hand stopped his. There was a moment of hesitation as their eyes met before Trey threw it away and leaned into him, pushing inside him in one slow movement.

Blaine let out moans of pleasure as he felt him go all the way inside, encouraging Trey’s lips to land on his own and tangle their tongues together. He slowly stroked himself inside Blaine as their mouths remained glued, breathing only through their noses as their tongues continued to dance.

When his tongue made a swift change and suddenly swiped against Blaine’s upper lip and the inside of his mouth, Blaine’s body responded to the tingling going down his spine. He sucked on his lips before moving to his neck and then his chest, starting to stroke faster as his hands wove around Blaine’s ankles.

Once Trey grabbed ahold of his ankles, he shoved his legs up and pushed him back until he was thrusting into him intensely. He kept hitting his sensitive spot, which made his eyes roll up and his mouth open wide in desperate need to let out his screams of ecstasy.

His pounding became deeper and more intense, the thrust coming so fast he couldn’t even focus on holding himself together before he started dripping. His orgasm from his ass shook his whole body with anticipation as his cock remained rock hard. That was until Trey started stroking it with his hand.

He couldn’t even register his sounds anymore as it all drowned out against the heat and pleasure. He was lost in the sensation, knowing they were both sweating profusely as droplets dripped and skin slid against each other, but not caring in the slightest.

He felt Trey begin to lower himself, also losing himself in the sensation as he tried to remain connected to Blaine by thrusting like a beast in heat. If Trey felt like he could ever compare himself to a rabbit humping its mate, it was right now.

Blaine didn’t know what came over him, but his arms wrapped around him in a similar effort to keep Trey close. The action only urged Trey, and Blaine felt his large cock convulse violently inside him as his hips and legs shook from the tension.

Trey took a moment to breath before looking back up into his eyes. The deep swaying of emotion was still there, as if he already knew it wasn’t enough. Whatever this connection was that they were sharing, Blaine was feeling it right down into his core.

The result was four more times, thrusting and taking him until he was sore and couldn’t handle the pressure building inside himself. Still, the sweat and feeling of Trey’s skin against his own, made him wish it would never end.

Afterwards, Trey carried him to the bath and washed him. Then he carried him back and gave him some pain relievers before intimately offering a deep kiss of affection Blaine hadn’t had before. He was right, something significant had changed between them. The feeling was different and not just charged with lust and need anymore.

“Goodnight dove.” There was only one way to move forward now that Trey had stepped back to his side.

“Goodnight minx.”

That was to reveal the relationships with his family one at a time to Trey and hope he made it through to the other side. If he managed to do that, then there was only two things that could stand in their way.

The first was his deepest, darkest secret that no one but two other people and he knew about. The second, was his grandfather and his relentless need to control his choices. If his grandfather knew he was contemplating making Trey his life partner and also his successor, there would be blood running along all the streets leading to Blaine. He just had to make sure none of that blood belonged to Trey.

***

This was beyond frustrating, at least for Blaine as he sat across from Magnolia. He had said to Dean that he wasn’t going to converse with his siblings unless Trey was with him. Unfortunately, Trey had been rather busy for the past few weeks which led to two of their meetings with Magnolia being canceled. The result was her making her own meeting and showing up without Trey present.

While Blaine was uncomfortable, he wasn’t going to keep canceling because of Trey. It looked bad on Blaine’s end and he couldn’t afford Magnolia going off the deep end by interpreting the action as rejection.

Magnolia was a force to be reckoned with in her industry, which was corporate business and legal affairs. If she wanted to, she could make his life a living hell for a while even if she didn’t succeed.

She was dressed in formal attire from head to toe, her striped suit made her features stand out but also provided a majestic quality. While Blaine could never tell her why, he was quite proud of her and her accomplishments.

“Your partner isn’t attending?” she questioned.

“Trey is a very busy man. I’m truly sorry, it was out of our hands.” His apology seemed to appease her more than he anticipated. He wondered why she was being so lax, it wasn’t her normal approach.

“I accept your apology, though I do understand that he is highly valued and in demand. It makes sense that he wouldn’t be able to attend on such short notice.”

“Again, I apologize.”

She waved him off and took a sip of her tea. While Magnolia had always been the main sibling to poison his food and drinks, she had always trusted him not to do the same. It was really odd, but the act made him truly believe that she trusted him deep down.

“So, you wished to discuss something with me?”

“Yes, it is about Trey and I. I would like to know what you want in exchange for his acceptance into our family.” She paused and gave him a considerate look before folding one leg over another and leaning back into the comforter.

“I think you’re aware of what I want. Still, Dean has explained to me that you weren’t receptive to the idea. He only offered that you had your personal reasons for it. I think I would like a real explanation in order to continue this discussion.” Magnolia wasn’t one to avoid sensitive topics, which was something Blaine appreciated greatly in situations like the one they were in.

“Well, for starters, I’m gay.” He let that sink in before he continued, waiting to see if she was going to interrupt. When she didn’t, he continued. “Even though there are many different ways to inseminate and impregnate a woman, this means any physical means are out.”

He didn’t say the real reason why he wouldn’t do such a thing with her, but it was still a good one and one of many he had. He made sure to think on this before approaching to talk with her at all.

“As for nonphysical means, my reason for not doing so is simple. You’re my sister and the act is morally wrong. You know better than anyone how much I’ve tried to change our father’s ways after I took over. This is one of them.” She took a sip of her tea before speaking, her voice firm and unconvinced.

“Morality has never been an issue in our family, we abandoned it long ago. As for the physical reason, I certainly understand that. However, if Trey is going to be your partner and I am to accept him as part of the loyalty structure we abide by, then why can’t he?”

Blaine swallowed, knowing he couldn’t argue as well as he wanted to with her. Anything he said right now would come off as bratty and personal. Still, it was personal and he didn’t want to accept anyone being with Blaine other than himself.

“I don’t want to share him.”

Her eyebrows rose at the comment, realizing how serious he was saying this statement to her of all people. After all, she was the one who kidnapped all his lovers in the past and messed with them in order to get his attention.

“Well, if you don’t want to share, I don’t know what you want to hear? This is the way I am and I won’t change just because you don’t accept me.” Blaine felt guilt start to seep in, he didn’t want her to feel that way.

“Magnolia, I accept you, I just cannot willingly manage to give something I cherish to someone else. While it is true I wish you weren’t so stuck on the old ways, I know that it is probably too late to change your ways completely.”

“I understand, truly, but we need to find common ground if we are going to get anywhere.”

He knew Magnolia understood, she always had everything she loved taken away by Helena. Helena was his sister who had killed herself shortly after their father passed. Helena had always tormented her relentlessly, and he knew the real reason why. While he couldn’t tell Magnolia, he had told himself that one day he would make sure she was no longer tormented. Helena’s death solved that issue.

“I know, and I was hoping to come up with some other ideas.”

“If you plan on bringing in a third party, then the answer is no. I will only do insemination with Trey or you. I have no attachments to people I don’t trust. What about Trey, what does he say about all this?”

That was one thing Blaine wasn’t prepared to talk about. He had briefly talked with Trey about it, but he wasn’t keen on having children.

“Trey has expressed he’s not ready for children, I don’t want to press the issue.”

“Still, it doesn’t mean he won’t consider the act.”

Blaine knew she was right, but didn’t like it. Still, Trey would need an heir eventually. Being with Blaine wouldn’t give him that since they were both men.

Blaine was crazy enough to undergo surgery to have an implantation, but it wasn’t a path he wanted to follow unless he was desperate enough. After all, it would take a long time to cultivate an organ from his DNA and then he would have to undergo surgery just to have it inserted. It would take too long and wasn’t a viable option in this situation.

His thoughts began to scatter, letting himself get distracted. Magnolia noticed this about Blaine often when he overthought on something that really bothered him, but never said anything.

“Is it really that repulsive to you?” she asked. Her tone was flat, but he could sense her hesitation. He didn’t want to hurt her, but he needed to be honest.

“It isn’t repulsive as it is something I have never considered. I don’t want to do the same things our father did, I want to change.” She seemed to give it some thought, shifting her tea cup around as she did so.

“If Trey is willing, then I will offer my support. If he is willing, but isn’t ready to impregnate me, I can wait a stipulated amount of time. Of course, this will all be under contract and the responsible parties will be held liable if they don’t uphold their end of the deal.”

Blaine knew this was probably the best he could get from her, but he still didn’t like it. He would have to talk with Trey about this and see what he wanted to do. While he didn’t want to accept that Trey would be open minded to the idea, he knew he was already.

“I will speak with him and let you know personally.” A light smile appeared and she set her tea down on the table.

“Thank you, I look forward to your response then.”

Later that evening, Trey showed up disheveled and ready to pass out. It wasn’t abnormal for him to drop by without a call, but it was in such a state. He had let Leonard know that Trey was welcome regardless if he was home or not just in case he needed a shower or a power nap.

“I wasn’t expecting to see you tonight?”

“Sorry, had a long day and need a shower.”

“No apology necessary, are you hungry?”

“Yes.”

“What would you like?”

“Anything light, my stomach feels like it’s going to burst right now.” Blaine looked up at him slightly alarmed as Trey started to head to the shower.

“Are you alright?”

“I’ll live.”

Blaine set down his book and headed after him to the shower room. He waivered in front of the door as he watched Trey undress. Normally, his naked appearance would stir a deeper feeling inside him, but tonight he couldn’t help but noticed the deep bruising covering his ribs and sides.

“What the hell happened to you?”

“A 7 foot man build like a bulldozer and practiced in judo is what happened. Don’t worry, I’ve crossed paths with Elly before and I gave as much as I got.”

“Elly?”

“Hired Merc and bodyguard, exceptionally good at his job and a pain in the ass when I have hits attached to him like glue.”

Blaine took in a sharp breath, not happy with seeing Trey in such a state. Trey noticed his aggravation and slowly walked over to him naked. He placed his hands on each side of his cheeks and kissed his lips.

“Don’t go killing him now, Elly was just doing his job. If you want to be pissed at someone, be pissed at his employer.”

“Noted, who is that?”

Trey had actually been joking, but after seeing Blaine’s serious face, the joke went flat and he chuckled as he kissed his lips once more. A metallic taste swirled on Blaine’s lips that spurred his anger.

“You’re so cute when you’re irked like this for my sake.” He then pulled away and continued into the walk-in shower.

Blaine left the room promptly and went into the kitchen. He got some ingredients out and cooked them in a sauce pan before adding them into a broth. It had been a while since he last cooked himself, but it didn’t mean he couldn’t do it.