And Jenny's keep pestering me about Doc Manley.

"You said, "I just want to make it clear that I'm going to the follow up because it's necessary, okay? Not because of him! Not because I have a crush on him! Okay?" I frowned at her.

"Then? Because it is! I'm gonna buried my immature feelings deep within the Pacific ocean!" This idiot. She can't stop laughing as if I'm telling her a joke.

"Go ahead, defend yourself."

"As if!" I leave her and went straight to the room and lay down.

Exhausting!

I took my cellphone from the bag and opened it. Doc Manley wearing a lab gown is my wallpaper. He's all smiles. You can tell right away that he loves his job.

"Haay, I wonder how it feels to be loved by you." I fell down and buried my face in the pillow.

Why is life complicated? I didn't believe that age doesn't matter before. Because it's gross imagining the age difference.

I mean, back in their younger years, for example. One of them was just about to be born. While the other one was busy f*cking every person they met.

I know it's freaking wrong to think this idea and getting prejudice… but, I can't helped.

That's why, I decided to keep myself.

Maybe, I don't know anything yet. And a lot of things that I don't understand myself.

As they say, love is blind.

I guess it is, and the same, not.

"Hey, Honey! Are you inside?" Jenny shouted who was probably in the kitchen.

"I'm not dressing up. Why?" I shouted back.

"I'm gotta go.?" She threw a pillow at me.

"This evening?"

"Yeah, I need money for Jeanna's tuition."

"But evening? Is there a restaurant that was 24/7 near here?"

"Nope. But I applied in the catering restaurant in the hotel near the shopping district. The pay was pretty much the same but the benefits are superb."

"So? What's the connection of having your first day at your job turns out first night?" I ask confuse.

"Well~ We will have a catering business tonight with some big shots."

"Oh~ Celebrities?"

"Don't know yet. But, they told us it was a intimate yet closed party. So, if you're asking for photos– I can't say."

"Awww. I thought it was– but wait! Don't you have extra work with Nanay Lin?" I pointed out the elderly owner of the cafeteria just a few blocks away.

"Oh, yes it is! Can you take over?"

"Dishwasher. I… I don't know."

"You know, you need a job. Grab it for now." I looked at Jenny and her face is serious.

"Alright, alright! I'll start tomorrow. Just tell her beforehand." That would make me feel guilty, so I went ahead.

"Nice. Alright, I'm leaving!"

"Hey! Make sure to buy some bread before going home."

"Noted! And one more thing–"

"What?"

"THERE IS NO FOREVER! AAAAAND~ HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU! HAHAHAHAHA!" She said as she ran out of the house. Looks like I'm the only one tonight.

I just laughed it loud.

Haaay. All alone in this night.

Today was quite a blast.

Doc Manley is nowhere to be seen. And I was transferred to another doctor.

Maybe it was blessing in disguise. I can start over by erasing this petty feelings. And maybe, take more seriously in life.

I never took it as a joke, so I don't quite understand why they see me as that.

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