I looked up at her and...she was covered in sweat looking down at me genuinly worried..

Even when she was the one sad...I hugged her close and she hugged me back.

"Don't scare me like that idiot!" Sai yelled punching my chest but...I was still only focused on one word...she was scared because she thought she lost me..again..

I snaped out of it and remembered she wanted to say something when I zoned out.

I wonder what...

"So..what did you want to say, Sai-chan?" Asked and she looked...afraid...

"O-oh it was..nothing.." she murmured the last part..

Yeah like I belive that..not again..not after That..

Not after what she gone through while saying that last time..!