That girl named "Jing" gave me the illusion that she would always be by my side. When she didn't come, I started to feel a little uneasy.

As a stray cat, parting is always easy.

 Because there is only one relationship with a lot of people, or several sides. And many other stray cats are only in general, because everyone has to wander, most of the time go to different places.

I was used to living like this, but I found that I was a little unaccustomed to this kind of life.

I don't mean longing for a home, but starting to look forward to the arrival of that girl every day.

Although she doesn't come here often, most days she always appears in front of me with a cheerful smile.

She never showed my troubles in front of me, as if my presence could erase all her troubles.

This feeling is somewhat gratifying.

It turns out that I am used to being alone with a cat, and I can also warm the existence of others.

But I knew that her light was brought by her.

Recently, I haven't seen the girl again. So I followed the trajectory she had walked in the past.

Is she going to leave without telling me a word?

She didn't really have to say goodbye to me, because she was just a passerby who found me.

Because they sympathize with me and give me food, there are many such people.

It's just that she comes every day, and recently she hasn't appeared, and I can't see her smile, and my heart is somewhat uneasy.

What do I long?

Hoping that she will appear again? Will she continue to be by my side as usual?

Or do you want her to keep her smile and live happily if she doesn't show up?

As the saying goes, there is no unbroken feast in the world, is it time for me to say goodbye to her and go to the next place?

What is she doing on the days when she doesn't appear?

Are you playing with other cats?

Or is it alone bearing the weight of life?

Thinking that she may be bearing the weight of life,

I couldn't help but want to give her a hug, give her some mice, spiders, white doves.

And I want to be like her, and I can illuminate others.

If I have the opportunity to see her again, I want to listen to her wishes.

Although I may not help her achieve it, I also want to know what I can to help her be happy.

If you want to hunt mice, spiders, white pigeons, I am very good at it.

As a stray cat, I am the best at catching them.

But now, maybe it's not her who wishes, but me as a stray cat.

I hope to meet her again.

I hope that I can give her a hug.

I hope to express my gratitude in my own way.

I hope to know her wishes.

I want to know what I can to make her happy.

What I hope most of all is that she will continue to have a bright smile.

Those days we spent together, I hope will not be forgotten.

But as I get older, I become forgetful like a human being.

Maybe the next time a girl like Jing comes to give me food, I'll forget about Jing.

I hope that such memories will last forever, but many times hope cannot be fulfilled.

Just like I had hoped to find my mom, I couldn't find it either.

I would be deeply fortunate if my wish was fulfilled.

If not, I will keep the good memories in my heart and try to keep them as best I can.

If there is a next encounter, will I still be there?

Some actions, some words, do I still have time to convey to Jing?

Although my hopes may not come true, I hope to meet her again.