I am a woman

A woman of simple biology

Two arms

Two legs

One frontal lobe

One Temporal lobe

Although perhaps I lack a frontal lobe

I Can not plan and I am not organized

I say too much or nothing at all

And my Temporal lobe must not be working well

Because I forget important things

My memory is not good

So I am a woman of simple biology 

That is not working as it should 

I have one heart

With a messed up Atrial Fibrillation

Because my heart starts running miles

But all this only happens when 

When I see him my heart jumps a beat

I am a mess

I forget what I had to say or do

And I can not walk away but I have no need to

As if the acceleration in my heart is a soothing ocean

And the emptiness in my mind is full of “I think I’m falling for you”

A doctor would say remove the problem and I will become

A woman of simple biology

With a good biology

Now my heart doesn’t speed up suddenly

And my legs can run when I see him

But my mind is still a mess

Somehow separation did not help

The acceleration of my heart would only lessen the pain now