Iyas, with a softened expression, spoke gently, "Lisan, we never doubted our friendship. We've always been here for you, and we always will be. We want to understand, to support you."

Frounda nodded in agreement, her eyes filled with compassion. "Lisan, we've shared so many joyful moments, but friendship is about embracing the highs and the lows. We are here to share your burden and help you find solace. Let us be the strength you need."

Lisan, still wiping away her tears, looked at each of her friends. Their unwavering support touched her deeply, breaking down the walls she had built around her heart. 

She took a deep breath and found the courage to speak.

    - "I've been carrying this weight alone for far too long."

Lujain, who had been silently observing, stepped forward and joined the conversation. "Lisan, I may be new to this circle of friends, but I've seen the love and care you have for each other. Let us all be here for you, supporting and comforting you as you navigate through the darkness."

With renewed strength, Lisan's voice began to resonate with determination. "I'm ready to face my fears and speak my truth. It won't be easy, but... I know I can find healing and peace."

They were now bound by a shared understanding, a commitment to standing by one another's side through every twist and turn.

That night was the longest, perhaps longer than usual. 

Inside the room, there was an echo of a solitary voice that filled the space. 

Sometimes it felt like a whisper, with words almost choking the speaker. At other times, it was a fierce argument between someone and their sins, or perhaps with their pains and sorrows that draped them in darkness, veiling the usual beauty of the surroundings with unusual colors.

Do you know the meaning of pain?

Hmm, or perhaps you may know something about betrayal?

Hmm, no?

In reality, neither of these compares to the immense self-blame and confinement within the depths of the mind and heart. But in truth, there is another person who deserves the blame. 

However, you're a person who hates to hurt. 

You hurt yourself, shielded by the fact that you know how to stay alive. 

You take so much upon yourself to spare her from it. 

Lisan... 

Do you all know why Lisan was given the nickname "Lilac"?