I want to love you more than I was ever loved

I want to give you the love I didn’t get and couldn’t give

I want to love you so much it’s impossible to believe I wasn’t loved as much

As I love you 

I want to love you in a way that will either make a therapist think

I was loved too much

Or wasn’t loved at all

But I want to give you so much love 

That you never know what it’s like to not be loved

So much love you never doubt my love for you

Is this love

Or am I just a vessel so full of love

Love I couldn’t give to myself

Love I couldn’t give to others

So much I’m willing to give it to anyone willing to take it

Because though I wish to fill you with my love

I have no clue as to where to begin