I woke up to Felixs's alarm at 9 AM. He didn't wake up, just slept through it. I was still trying to wrap my mind around because of what me and Felix did. I could be seen as the villain who used Felix to his advantage for his own sexual pleasure. Or, could be seen as the sympathetic guy who got fucked by his... friend? No bro definitely the first one. All I know is that I was sober yesterday while Felix was mad drunk. I quickly got out of bed carefully and let Felix sleep. I put on my clothes and went to the soccer field. As I played soccer my body felt so relaxed and free... I felt like a pro.
" Xavier!!!! Come here!" Dan called.
" Ye whats up?"
" You playing great today..."
" Thanks dude."
" A bit too good."
" Damn... Is someone jealous?" I said with a smirk.
" Nevermind. Anyway, how were things last night with you and goth boy?"
For a moment I freezed. The memories started flashing back in my brain.
" Haha what?" I said nervously.
" I called you 20 times bro. You weren't picking up so I assumed that you fell asleep at his place." He said with an investigative look on his face.
Just as I was about to respond... I saw FELIX. My body started heating up again and I felt so nervous.
" DAN! Let's go get some water." I quickly said.
" But I have a whole gallon of water right here?"
" Let's just take a walk." As I said that, he also saw Felix walking towards us.
" You don't want to talk to goth boy after falling asleep at his place?"
" XAVIER! WAIT! WE NEED TO TALK!" Felix called as he ran towards us.
I couldn't stand still. Those memories started coming back, I couldn't help but blush. So I just opened Tik Tok and started scrolling through tik toks.
" The fuck wrong with you dude?" Dan asked me.
" Nothing why...?" I replied.
" Why are you avoiding eye contact with Felix?"
" I'm just scrolling through tik toks bro.."
" Felix, did you and Xavier fight?" Dan asked Felix.
" No..." Felix replied.
" Then what even happened last night?" Dan asked while suspiciously looking at me.
" Actually about that... Xavier can we talk—?" Just as Felix said that, one of our teammates accidentally bumped into him knocking Felix and his books to the floor. His face was so close to my... He was staring so intensely at it... I looked at him and started blushing. I wanted to grab the back of his head and massage it like I did last night....
" Wtf is going on!?" Dan snapped.
Both me and Felix quickly backed off and cleared our throats. I quickly ran to the boys locker room. What was happening.... I punched the lockers and sat back down. Those feelings that I was having... were they an illusion or my true intentions and feelings?
" Xavier!!!!!" Dan yelled as he came to me.
" I wanna be left alone for a minute."
" Nah dude. Why are you acting so weird around Felix?"
" I'm not..."
" You used to bully him! And now you are constantly blushing at his presence!"
" I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM DOING THAT OKAY!?" I yelled.
" People blush around someone's presence when they like—"
" Wow you so smart Dan..."
" Do you like Felix?"
What he said put me to complete shock.
" Idk." I said.
" Well this makes complete sense..."
" What makes complete sense?" I asked confused.
" You've never had a gf. You've always made fun of Felix. Even back in highschool."
" Ok and?"
"Maybe before you did it for fun... Now you do it to get his attention."
" Listen Dan... Idk."
" Xavier you're closeted... aren't you?"
" LIKE I SAID IDK!" I yelled again... Felix then rushed in.
" If you're worried that Dan or any of your other friends won't talk to you if you're gay—" Felix said.
" I'M NOT FUCKING GAY!"
" WELL A STRAIGHT MAN WOULDN'T FUCK A GAY MAN LIKE ME WILLINGLY EITHER!" Felix yelled.
" You both had sex!?" Dan said with a shocking look on his face.
" HE DIDN'T NEED TO KNOW THAT FELIX!"
" WHY!? BECAUSE YOU'RE AFRAID YOU'LL LOSE HIM!?"
" Xavier... Even if you're gay... I'm still going to be your number one homie... Whenever I would see you bully or talk to Felix you would get so happy man. Just stop denying those damn feelings and be his bf already." Dan said as he walked out.
" Also... I'm telling the guys to stop trying to find you a date." Dan smirked and waved goodbye.
" Sorry Felix, I didn't mean to leave you alone like that..."
" If you think, Xavier, I don't remember what happened last night... you're wrong. I enjoyed it so much I remember every detail you whore." Felix snapped.
" Is this how you'll talk to your bf?" I asked.
" Knowing that my boyfriend is you... yes."
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