"Thank you for everything you did for me, and for having accompanied me this time. I'm just disappointed in myself for not being able to complete the mission I was given," I said sadly, looking away from Dornnih.

"Don't be like that. You did your best. Keep on dedicating yourself and whatever you need, I am available," said Dornnih, with a beautiful smile.

He approached me and kissed me on the cheek. He said goodbye and left. I wanted to kiss him, but since I didn't do it since the first kiss, I decided not to do it now. I still wasn't decided what I was going to do with my love life. The confusion of my feelings persisted. I hadn't been able to forget Drinihian. Even though I didn't speak to him anymore, I missed him. It was hard to endure the breakup after years of living together.

I have had my old activity resumed. The bad thing would be having to deal with that @#++#@, Trissandri. That would be a punishment, but I didn't question it. I got ready and went to my old and new routine, which would probably be a lot worse than it was before.

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"Excuse me (Supervisor) Trissandri. Introducing myself to resume my old activities."

She pretended not to hear me and said nothing. After a few seconds, when I was going to introduce myself again, she replied:

"You should be back by now, knowing that I am now a general supervisor for mapping planetary systems for quadrant groups 116L21 (Sub Chief)," said Trissandri, without looking at me.

"Sorry, (Sub Chief) Trissandri," I said, containing my anger.

"All your activities are already online, in your old access. There are already things I want for today! And don't try to circumvent any system, because otherwise…"

I waited for her to say what would happen if I did something irresponsible.

"Go!" said Trissandri in an arrogant tone.

"Yes, excuse me," I said and left.

I kept cursing her until I got to my old room. She had been promoted and the (Captain Lieutenant Colonel) Hennmi excused from his activities. I wanted to talk to him so badly, but I was far away and out of touch. Without much desire, I went to make the infinite reports that Trissandri had given me.

I was trying to get back to the routine, but it was difficult. If I were to maintain this pace I would have to abuse the stimulants. Despite not having completed the mission on communication through quantum entanglement, until they left my research with me and I could, in my spare time, continue with it.

When I least expected it, I received a video call from Dornnih.

"It's all right? What did I do wrong this time ?" I asked, surprised by his call.

"It's all right. You didn't do anything," he said, laughing. "What happened was with Drinihian. I know you're not talking with him, but I thought you should know. He was injured in a mission and he is hospitalized," he said, changing his expression.

I was scared by the news. My reaction was null on the outside, but desperate on the inside.

"Micahilla! Micahilla! It's all right?" asked Dornnih, looking scared at my lack of reaction.

"It's all right! It's all right! Thanks for telling me! I need to go! We’ll talk another time!" I said, hanging up without waiting for him to say anything more.

My heart sank. I desperately wanted to see him! I stopped everything I was doing and searched for him, consulting the inpatient system to find out where he might be. I found it and left immediately. I took a transport drone and was soon in the Admission Wing. I ran in desperation to see him, but when I was about to enter the room, I looked through the glass and saw him...

I saw him in a situation that I never imagined that could happen. I saw him kissing another one. Another who seemed to be taking good care of him. My heart sped up, and despair mixed with anger washed over me. I wanted to go there, but he wasn’t my boyfriend anymore. I would be an idiot if I did that.

I ran away and cried. I didn't want to admit it, but I was still desperately in love with him, but after what I had seen, that love was consuming me and turning into anger at myself, that I was a fool for letting him get away from me. I took a transport drone again and asked him to take me to Flower Square.

Arriving, I stopped beside the only tree in the place and sat down. I couldn't stop crying. I  blamed me all the time. I was remembering the great moments we had in that place while looking at the big city. It was night and in tears, I ended up falling asleep.

"Thank you for everything you did for me, and for having accompanied me this time. I'm just disappointed in myself for not being able to complete the mission I was given," I said sadly, looking away from Dornnih.

"Don't be like that. You did your best. Keep on dedicating yourself and whatever you need, I am available," said Dornnih, with a beautiful smile.

He approached me and kissed me on the cheek. He said goodbye and left. I wanted to kiss him, but since I didn't do it since the first kiss, I decided not to do it now. I still wasn't decided what I was going to do with my love life. The confusion of my feelings persisted. I hadn't been able to forget Drinihian. Even though I didn't speak to him anymore, I missed him. It was hard to endure the breakup after years of living together.

I have had my old activity resumed. The bad thing would be having to deal with that @#++#@, Trissandri. That would be a punishment, but I didn't question it. I got ready and went to my old and new routine, which would probably be a lot worse than it was before.

☼☼☼

"Excuse me (Supervisor) Trissandri. Introducing myself to resume my old activities."

She pretended not to hear me and said nothing. After a few seconds, when I was going to introduce myself again, she replied:

"You should be back by now, knowing that I am now a general supervisor for mapping planetary systems for quadrant groups 116L21 (Sub Chief)," said Trissandri, without looking at me.

"Sorry, (Sub Chief) Trissandri," I said, containing my anger.

"All your activities are already online, in your old access. There are already things I want for today! And don't try to circumvent any system, because otherwise…"

I waited for her to say what would happen if I did something irresponsible.

"Go!" said Trissandri in an arrogant tone.

"Yes, excuse me," I said and left.

I kept cursing her until I got to my old room. She had been promoted and the (Captain Lieutenant Colonel) Hennmi excused from his activities. I wanted to talk to him so badly, but I was far away and out of touch. Without much desire, I went to make the infinite reports that Trissandri had given me.

I was trying to get back to the routine, but it was difficult. If I were to maintain this pace I would have to abuse the stimulants. Despite not having completed the mission on communication through quantum entanglement, until they left my research with me and I could, in my spare time, continue with it.

When I least expected it, I received a video call from Dornnih.

"It's all right? What did I do wrong this time ?" I asked, surprised by his call.

"It's all right. You didn't do anything," he said, laughing. "What happened was with Drinihian. I know you're not talking with him, but I thought you should know. He was injured in a mission and he is hospitalized," he said, changing his expression.

I was scared by the news. My reaction was null on the outside, but desperate on the inside.

"Micahilla! Micahilla! It's all right?" asked Dornnih, looking scared at my lack of reaction.

"It's all right! It's all right! Thanks for telling me! I need to go! We’ll talk another time!" I said, hanging up without waiting for him to say anything more.

My heart sank. I desperately wanted to see him! I stopped everything I was doing and searched for him, consulting the inpatient system to find out where he might be. I found it and left immediately. I took a transport drone and was soon in the Admission Wing. I ran in desperation to see him, but when I was about to enter the room, I looked through the glass and saw him...

I saw him in a situation that I never imagined that could happen. I saw him kissing another one. Another who seemed to be taking good care of him. My heart sped up, and despair mixed with anger washed over me. I wanted to go there, but he wasn’t my boyfriend anymore. I would be an idiot if I did that.

I ran away and cried. I didn't want to admit it, but I was still desperately in love with him, but after what I had seen, that love was consuming me and turning into anger at myself, that I was a fool for letting him get away from me. I took a transport drone again and asked him to take me to Flower Square.

Arriving, I stopped beside the only tree in the place and sat down. I couldn't stop crying. I  blamed me all the time. I was remembering the great moments we had in that place while looking at the big city. It was night and in tears, I ended up falling asleep.