The door opened and in stepped the snake woman. She had a collar and a leash confused he sat up and wondered what kitten was being taken. Him and Ari were ushered out but not before the collar was placed around his neck. “Your getting adopted!”
“What?” the look in her eyes was amused and suddenly he remembered that he was here with Sen. Obviously he done this as a joke, but he wondered if he could make this official. “This is a joke right?”
“Yes, sorry but he seemed to wanted in on the fun you and your daughter were having.”
“Then make it official. Papers and all,” he said.
“But Dwaddy, you said we not buy!” Ari spoke up folding her arms staring at them with a pout.
“It’s your daddy, this is the first time he’s wanted to buy something that wasn’t prompted. Besides it’s coming out of his paycheck.”
“Oh, you two aren’t together?” the woman said a bit embarrassed.
“No, he stated in the contract that I’m to buy // we’re not together like that. By the way, my name’s Van // Scorpius Wolfe, pleasure to meet you lovely.” she blushed for a moment but it seemed like she remembered something and it went away just as quickly.
“Now you behave yourself!” the woman said a bit flustered.
“It’s clear how obedient I can be,” he said a little deeper and near her ear when she turned away gently tugging at the leash and collar around his neck. She squeaked and quickly went out the door tugging him along. He wanted to mention the rough handling but decided to keep it to himself and gave a deep purr-like growl in her ear as they walked out. Walking up to the cash register she entered his information as a Black male cat, Scorpius Wolfe as the name with the nickname Doggy as he gave her the information about the name on the paper. He decided to tease her a bit more that it still wasn’t too late for her to own him instead.
It was dated and signed.
He got a tag and told them what to put on it: Owner Sen Neko on the back and Doggy on the front. It was put on his black studded collar and he smiled at the woman and he was dragged away and followed behind Sen.
He looked to the side and seen Rowan following along. They were dressed in casual clothes but he knew that they were packing a pistol and some knives at their side. Their hair was medium and dark brown with brown eyes and they were standing at about 5’ 5” with 140lbs to their name. He knew that Rowan was a deathly killer when provoked but often they were such a sweetheart as all Indigenous people are. They caught each other’s eye and they nodded down once and continued on their way. He felt safe with Rowan at his left, and let his guard down a bit more so he could enjoy his time shopping with Sen and Ari.
He knows that he can count on his men to protect him and the people he’s with, he would look for the rest of his men but their was too many to count and name them all and all of them were well hidden. Rowan once again disappeared into the background or the shadows and soon he couldn’t find any of his men anymore. They were getting good at what they do. They must have gotten tips from Rowan or Tony to disappear like that. Heck any of them could be learning off of each other.
Actually, he might get teased for this later on. They have radio communication on him and what he says. It’s actually been a long time since he last had to worry about what he says. Or maybe he can used this.
He gave another purr growl and watched as the men and woman guarding around him faltered a bit clearly surprised that he would do such a thing again. Rowan as he quickly spotted glared at him but the red tint on their cheeks were enough to earn them a smile from him. He went back to ignoring them after stating that he can’t be teased about this interaction.
He followed Sen and Ari to random store windows and seen them peer through at things that might interest them but then moved along deciding that they don’t want to look any further. Soon after doing that a few more times they arrived near the ice cream shop. He glanced around and noticed some people looking at them. The ice cream was bought and they sat down, he wondered how long Sen wanted to keep him on a leash and collar. People might get the wrong idea of them. Although he didn’t mind but what would it do for Sen’s chances at a new life?
He gently tugged at the leash to remind him and Sen immediately took it off him apologizing. It was shocking at how concerned he was and wondered if he should have done this sooner. He stayed quiet and waited for them to finish their treat.
They walked back to the car soon after and Ari held her arms up to him to be carried the rest of the way. He didn’t want to let them know that he was hungry but his stomach wouldn’t stay quiet for long and voiced it’s concerns. He quickly covered it up by stating that Sen looked tired.
“Today was an eventful day so of course I’m tired.” Sen snapped he flinched slightly wondering what he had said wrong, “I’ll make something quick when we get back.”
He was too afraid to answer back, he didn’t want to say anything wrong to upset the other man anymore. Regret started to set in and flashes of his time while shopping he started to feel that this was too much. That he had asked for too much. ‘I shouldn’t be spending time with his daughter, I should leave them alone now. Is he upset that we spent money on useless things? What could be useless? Was it me?’
The ride back was in silence, the only words repeating back in his mind was ‘I’m useless, I shouldn’t ask for anything, I don’t deserve such things.’ he had tried his best to keep his hands steady but the slight tremble revealed itself and he hoped that no one saw.
He watched her carefully for her next move, Ashlynn was in a very foul mood when she returned home that night. He wanted to talk to her but past experiences kept him quiet and watchful. He quickly followed her to the bedroom his collar jingling slightly from the chains hanging from it and the tinkling sound was from the small bells from his chest.
He followed her hand signals and sat on the bed, until he was smacked on the head with a whip he quickly slid down to the floor. Where he waited for her next command. He seen her give a down ward motion with the whip and immediately lowed his head until his chin rested on the carpeted floor.
He knew that this was much better than what had happened before, the sound of the air snapping he kissed her shoes. Then helped take them off, “Can it be gentle tonight? Ah!”
“What did I say about asking?” she had used the whip to hit his ear the sound as well as the pain mixed and his vision was starting to blur.
“I’m sorry I... woof.” a hand gently cupped under his chin and was lifted up.
“Good boy,” Ashlynn said softly and released him. “We’re going to try something different tonight. It will require the other room.” he didn’t like the sound of that. Whatever happens in THAT room was always painful.
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His hands were held above his head and soon were cuffed, his legs were next and was strapped down fully from his thighs to his ankles.
“Alright,” Ashlynn said happy as he was suddenly tilted back he yelped not liking it one bit and it earned him a whip to the tip of his half hard member. He tried not to make a sound and he was soon blindfolded. Trembling at the loss of vision and the fear that was now rising he let the tears start to flow. Having been thrown back to that year.
“Now, get yourself hard, I heard it won’t be a pleasant feeling like this.” He tried his best to think of something that would help his situation but the fear was setting in deeper now. “Haa, alright I’ll help but just this once. I don’t want you getting hurt this time.”
“Mmm!” the soft gentle hand on him started slowly and softly and soon he started to whimper. The momentary pleasure was then replaced by something cold, he kept as quiet as he could while she worked on him. She didn’t like that he made sounds, or squirmed from her touch. The first few noises were allowed as long as he doesn’t over do it.
“Alright, let’s see about this new trick.” He felt something poke the tip of him and he tensed slightly but tried his best to relax. Keeping his breath even as the pressure on his tip increased and spread down the shaft.
It was painful.
It was not slowing down.
It wasn’t eased.
It felt like it was being shoved.
The small stimulation on the underside of the tip was the only thing he focused on for it to be at least bearable.
“This would be easier if you weren’t so sensitive, well put this on now.” Something wrapped around the base of him and he instantly knew that it was the cock ring. She turned it on and small jolts hit him causing him to yelp but he quickly silenced his discomfort and tried to bare through it. He then felt the pressure inside was sliding out and he felt instant relief until it reached the tip and was quickly shoved back in.
It went on for hours, he felt exhausted and lifeless as he lay there taking what she gave. Soon he was released and was stumbling to the bed. He was forced to lay on his back and the chains around him clinked together briefly as he waited. He tried his best to ignore the pain he felt as she lowered herself on him.
The chains were grabbed when she hilted him and tugged on, the pain on his nipples shocked him and he nearly screamed. “Good boy.”
She used him to get off and left him in pain and unsatisfied and leaving him with the words “You don’t deserve it, and you were useless. Think before you ask for something.”
He tried his best to keep himself together when they arrived home. Sen walked on ahead, leaving Ari in his hands once again. Was he really that mad? He picked up Ari gently and followed along as quietly as he could. He slowly walked up the stairs keeping quiet but also not wanting to wake the little girl in his arms up. A brief moment slipped passed him wondering if this was what it felt like to hold a child but he quickly smothered that very painful thought. This wasn’t his child. He had no right to want a child of his own.
He set Ari in her bed and covered her in her new bed sheets. He didn’t bother to see what they were, he walked out, closed the door partly and walked to his own room. He noticed that Sen was in the kitchen setting it up for something. He was going to tell him not to worry and go to bed but the look on his face was enough to silence him. Walking into his room to change he wondered if it was a good idea to go into work a day early.
He changed into something comfortable and felt secure in. It was a wolf onesie and wore white fluffy socks he was prepared to lay down until he heard a voice telling him to eat. He turned around and seen the door open and Sen standing in the doorway with what he figured was an amused look. He distinctly remembered that Sen could open the door if he didn’t answer after the third knock.
“You’re lucky Ari is asleep. If she saw you in that she would have lost her mind and want one,” Sen said. “Hurry up it’s going to get cold.”
Walking out he felt silly and guilty but the smell of Sen’s food chased those feelings away and he was suddenly in a safe place. Sen leaned on the counter across from his usual seat on the end of the island. He sat down and started to eat, it was a simple meal of mac n cheese with vegetables but it was still filling all the same. The warm scent brought back his moms gentle hand on his head and the smell of savoury food in the air.
He felt warm and safe in this memory and hoped that it would never end.
Trying to forget that Sen won’t stay.
To forget that Ari won’t be here to have tea parties.
He wanted to live in this moment forever.
He hoped that this moment will never let him go, and that he will live in it for eternity.
The ease of security soon vanished as he finished the food and was satisfied with the small amount he was given. He was now on high alert having given himself the small pleasure of loosing himself in memories. He now remembered what he was wearing and felt childish and foolish that he was no longer alone in the house. He needs to remember that he’s not alone. These things can’t see the light of day.
His simple childish pleasures will need to hide until they have gone. He can probably get away with only the fluffy socks during their stay.
But for now, he’ll enjoy his small calming behaviour. Just for tonight. He got up and the bowl was taken before he could pick it up to wash it. Sen took it to the sink and washed it he was more relaxed now, he noticed and wondered why. What could have calmed the chef down? Was it cooking? Was it therapeutic to him?
Shaking his head he decided not to worry about it but decided to keep the information for later. The new rules were going to get some getting used too. He walked back to his room and closed the door, he leaned on it and tried to think of the day. It started out so great, the shopping trip was amazing, was Sen just tired. Or was it something he did that he didn’t like?
Looking down at his fuzzy feet, the grey legs and white belly were all he saw. He didn’t know what to do and wondered what he should do. It wasn’t the first time Sen was mad, but this time it was a quiet mad and it worried him. Sen’s rules were different than hers. He can’t figure it out most of the time and it was difficult to get a good read on him. He hoped that trial and error would help him understand his rules and he hoped that it won’t take too long. He also hoped that it won’t hurt as much when he broke those rules.
He doesn’t want to feel like he’s burdening him with added stress and looking after such a giant child. Bringing his arms up to his elbows he slouched a bit, Sen had enough to deal with, he doesn’t need him to pile it on with his problems and worries. He looked to the bed and walked towards it, he wanted nothing more than to lay down and not get up.
But stopping mid step he remembered that he had a call to make, he picked up his phone and dialed the familiar number. One problem, he hesitated before pressing call. She hasn’t picked up or returned his calls for over four years now. What right does he have to expect her to return his call or answer him? He leaned back on the door and slid down until he sat on the floor.
Being loyal got him no where near her love or received her love for him. But she had made him promise that he would call every night and email her every morning. Sure he would occasionally skip out on a few of those but it wasn’t often. “I don’t want to be alone. Please, stay?”
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