I do not usually write about romantic or love relationship related stories, let alone a full book dedicated to it. It is off a great deal of task to handle the complexity of love and romance. One does not usually start a psychological tbriller and start writing a romantic novel. As a curious guy i begun to brainstorm new ideas and thoughts. What could i write that connects my reader to me. Unlike others, i care about every single reader who has ever read my book or my stories. I did not have any clue what to write whatsoever, but as I was wondering, I remembered a story of my life, and i thought to myself, i should tell my stories to the world. 

It would be a building pillar for the relationship i want to build with my readers. Through this , my readers can understand the real me. This story would let the world know about this particular side of my story. So far, I went through thriller,psychology, adventurous, horror books, and stories. However, a writer must be diverse and not be cornered around some specific topics and genres. But I am determined to explore new boundaries and new genres. And since it is my first romance related book, i do not know how to place the words properly. I do not have any idea what kind of chapters should i include or what kind of stories will my readers like. I would definitely not want my existing readers to get bored off me. So i thought it would be better to start the work and keep on learning in the way. Hopefully, as i move forward down the road, i will learn more about writing a novel or romance and how to pit it in the most desired way. I shall learn the process as i am doing it. 

I should tell you guys that i was always the shy and quiet guy in the class, which is a probable reason why i like to write so much. I can express my emotions and thoughts through my writings. The words that i can not speak or do not want to speak, comes down on earth in the form of words, phrases, and sentences. It is my way of connection, my medium of choice.

Love is a driving force around the world, but i never thought that I would have such a kind of feeling. It's different, and it's unique. I have some crazy experiences and some crazy stories to share. Hopefully, my readers will enjoy it. But this book is concerned about only one of the most prominent and most important subjects of my life. Due to my respect and attention for her, I would not be naming her or saying the exact details of her. So before I dive in towards her ,I need to tell you about myself. 

I am an introverted guy, but that does not mean that i am deaf or an autistic person. It's just that i get lost in my imagination. Imagination is a powerful tool for such introverted personalities such as me. As an introvert, I found my home in my imagination and thoughts. Where i am the hero, who saves the day from the evil. Being an introvert, i would spend countless hours reading books of different genres and try to recreate different scenarios in my mind. I once started writing two scientific journals regarding my experiments and studies with THE TIME LOOP THEORY and the frankensteins Monster module.. Both of which are just vague ideas of the imaginative minds. But for me, they were real, and to be Frank, I once believed, I had this amazing theory that would have made by theory on the frankenstein monster to be almost an accurate idea. But then again, it was all my imaginations and their recreation of ideas mind thoughts.  

 I had developed a fictional world where I was the strong guy and the popular guy. That doesn't, i didn't try to be social, but I was just too nervous and did not have any idea how to even proceed. For that reason, I had a very close circle of friends who understood me and my introverted nature. I am thankful to them, though, as they always encouraged me to step out of my comfort zone, especially with girls. They believed it would make me more comfortable around strangers. Needless to that I had some tries ,though all of them were just temporary and I only liked them but as the line of a famous song sayd "I have heard of the love that comes once in a lifetime "

Now, that was something that was different, and that is the story I am going to tell you. It might sound boring or off the track because it is my my romantic book. Besides, i am still learning how to get my readers engaged with my words. I want to have a proper understanding relationship with my readers and followers alike. So buckle up, let's enjoy the show. 

I had always believed that love was a concept for adventurous people. And that perhaps that was just not made for me. Moreover, I never felt a strong connection with anyone. I believed romance needed an extroverted guy with a charming personality, besides who would like to bond with a boring and shy personality as me. I never felt the need to protect a relationship or create a bond of such importance ever before that intriguing moment in my life. My life was practically nonsense. There was nothing, no enjoyment, no thrill ,I was not alive in the world. Perhaps I was looking for something or someone to hold me up. We all meet so many people throughout the days we spent on earth. We forget so many, and so many people just randomly passed that we actually do not care to notice them. But there are some, a very few, but some individuals who create a string structure in our minds and hearts. They become too strong, and we can not forget them. They become unforgettable. And that is how we meet our soul mates. 

To me, love was something boring, something lazy. I thought I was stone cold, but I guess what, maybe I was wrong.

Any story is not a proper story until a reader can connect themselves with the lines or phrases. Words can be a really be a powerful tool when it comes to actively listening or reading it. 

"Blessed are those who got to witness the taste of love."

With those words in my mind, I am starting the project.