Little Creature...

Who knew you caused so much trouble?

Little creature...do my sacrifices even mean anything to you...?

Or rather I should ask...

Will it mean anything?

Or will it be brushed aside and called "My Duty"

Little creature, had you not existed how different will my life be?

Would I be happier?

Little creature...are you truly happy when I'm around?

Because I don't know

I don't hate you, but do I love you?

Do I even know what love is?

Actually what even is love?

Little creature...whatever happens

I...

...I just want you to be happy

But I don't want you to be happy at my expense

Call me selfish...

Well too bad...

...I'm already numb

Call me heartless...

How sad...

You're a decade too late...

Little creature, whatever you chose to call me...it would be too late

Because I can bet someone had already called me that...

Probably a thousand times already...

But if you truly resent me...I can't do anything about it

And if you love me...I would rather you hate me...