Ch.2.1
Nathan's pov
Ever since that kiss it feels like everything has changed. I don't know how I let that happen nor did I understand how Theo got the courage to do that.
I never knew he had those kinds of feelings for me just like I do.
I always thought he hated me a lot which I guess is still true but I never thought that was the case.
When did he start feeling that way? Wanting to kiss me like that? I don't remember him being that shy around me.
Maybe it happened after the kiss. I did notice that things changed afterwards. If I remember correctly, he said it was his first kiss so maybe it did something to him.
I mean I had my first kiss when I was still 10 years old and I don't even remember who it was with. Stuff like that has never been important to me but maybe it is for Theo.
Knowing how he is, such things mean a lot more to him than he admits. I can totally understand why he feels embarrassed that his first kiss was with me, of all people.
Despite it, it makes me happy actually. A sense of pride that I was his first. The first kiss of mister goody two shoes how perfect is that? Just like how perfect he is.
Though things have changed, it doesn't change the fact that I harbour hatred towards him. That'll never change. You can love and hate someone at the same time just like I do with Theo.
The fact he is still so perfect will always piss me off and that won't change. He's so different compared to me so I can't help but be annoyed by him. He's the goody two shoes and I'm the bad boy. Pretty fitting.
Honestly, I don't actually regret letting him kiss me and that I kissed him back on Sunday. It was everything I dreamed of, for years on end.
Though I don't know about him. He seemed to regret it at first but...his face really said otherwise. I just think he was confused about everything.
I mean hating someone so passionately but wanting to be touched in a naughty way at the same time must be damn confusing.
I got my share of confusion over the years but I for used to feeling those two feelings at the same time.
Maybe it's pretty new for him and that would explain why he's so confused.
If he never kissed someone before, for sure he didn't do anything else. Surprisingly, he never did. I guess he's just hiding the fact he's gay or else I'm sure plenty of guys would go running at him.
As crazy as everything is right now, it feels like a beast is awakening in me. It feels like I can't stop. I just want more! More than just a simple kiss!
It feels like we pushed some boundaries. It's also some kind of boundaries that makes it that we can't go back to before. I can't back up from that.
Once a beast awakens, it always stays awake and you can't get rid of it until you tame it.
Even if I'm completely lost in whatever this is, I'm aware that it's ridiculous that I'm throwing away almost 10 years of hatred shared with Theo just for a kiss.
It's crazy how things change quickly but I have every intention to explore whatever this is. I can't back up now. I'll make sure Theo can't either.
I kinda promised last time that we'll go all the way and I have every intention to do so.
I really want it even if I've never done it with a guy before, I feel ready. I am confident in this. I'll lead mister goody two shoes.
I hate him so much that I want to f**k his brain out, that bad.
So luckily it's our tutoring session today as it's Tuesday, so I am planning for this to happen right after.
I'm currently smoking again as I always do close to school grounds.
Unfortunately, it's raining today even if it's Winter and January of that. Disgusting...
I guess this is what you get when you live where we live. We get snow most of the time but sometimes we get nasty weather like this and end up having rain.
After a few minutes, I decided I had enough and scraped my cigarette onto the ground. Then, I head outside to go to the library for the tutoring session. I already feel nerves coming in just at the anticipation to see Theo again after the last time.
I get into the library and get rid of my coat. Seems like Theo was waiting for me impatiently.
"Hey, are we gonna start the tutoring session?" His lips...so kissable...Ugh, I want to kiss him. F**k it, I'm doing it.
"'Yeah wait, let me do something real quick."
I give a quick peck on his lips and I smile. He blushes in return at the realization. Surprisingly he doesn't seem to mind. That's good.
"Ok, so now we can start?" Oh, he's so confused! I love it!
"Ok, here you see this..."
In the end, we ended up stealing glances at each other during the entire session. Theo was still focused on teaching me some stuff I don't understand even if we both knew that was not what we wanted to do.
At times I glanced at him with a suggesting glance. I couldn't help but check him out. Already imagining what I'm going to do to him. The most interesting part was his ass of course.
I notice that he seems embarrassed and confused. He keeps blushing and he keeps
looking at me too, as if he's staring at certain parts that I already know what it is. Though he doesn't say anything.
Since he doesn't seem to do anything, I decide to pick up things and tease him a bit.
"Hey, babe, I know you love checking my body out but how about you focus on me now?" He blushes madly. Oh, it's always fun teasing him.
"Did...did you just call me babe!?" Already loving his reaction I decide to tease him even more.
"Yeah, what about it? I'm allowed to call what's mine whatever I want." I smirk and he remains red as a tomato.
Yeah, I think I can put my plan into motion. I want a piece of him now!
"Hey, do you want to go back to my place? It's kind of boring here..."
"Sure..." He says hesitantly.
Omg, he said yes! I can't believe I'll get to finally do what I wanted for years! Though he remains a silent flustered mess.
"Come on, we have to pack everything, I'll take you to my car."
"You have a car?" I forgot he didn't know that part. I guess I can impress him some more:
"Yeah, but it's my dad's. I take it sometimes from him, especially for special occasions." I smirk.
I hope he picks up what I meant by that. It's cute that he's oblivious but he can't be that dense can he?
He takes his things and puts them into his bag and then puts it on his bag. All while trying to avoid me. How cute.
He remains a silent flustered mess. Seems like he's finished packing his stuff. Guess I have to talk to him instead.
"Ok, we can go now."
"Alright, wait, it's raining outside."
He's bothered by that? Thank god I have an umbrella with me. Seriously when did my brother Alec leave that in my school bag? He used to use his umbrella for his girlfriend before. Guess he left it to me before going to college. Guess I didn't know.
"We can share my umbrella." He actually looks surprised at my answer while I can only smile.
"Ok"
We walk outside in the rain, sharing my umbrella. It feels kind of intimate sharing an umbrella. I never would have thought that I would do this with him. Being intimate in that way isn't something I'm fond of nor did I imagine it would happen today.
We reach my car. I notice that he fixates my car but he stops as soon as he does. Was he expecting a cool car? Damnit, he likes being impressed, doesn't he? I guess I'll continue the gentlemanly act.
I open the door for him and I do it for myself too. We drive to my house mostly in silence. At first, an uncomfortable silence later turned into a comfortable one.
We then finally arrive at my house and we get in.
"No one's home so you don't have to worry about that and you can stay over to eat dinner. I'll call in pizza."
I try to actually reassure him something I definitely never did. I already know it's just because I want to get in his pants.
We get in my room and he looks at everything in my room. Oh yeah, he never went in my room before...Guess that's another thing that's not impressive.
The only obvious thing is a plain desk in front of my window that I never use, filled with random stuff of mine. Curse my mom to have bought me that when I was 12, to try and get my grades on track. We already know if that worked to my advantage or not.
Through, he's currently looking at the photos on my walls. Damnit, why are those photos of my family still there? I don't even care about them. Now he's gonna think I cherish my family when I do not in fact.
"What'd you looking at?"
"Oh, I'm just analyzing your room."
"Oh...right... you've never been to my house before.."
"You have a brother, Alec, right?"
"Yeah, what about him?"
"I haven't seen him in school in ages. He must be in college now..." He smiles. Curse that smile.
"Yeah, unlike me he got into college."
"Don't say that, if you work hard enough in our tutoring sessions, you might get in."
Ugh, I hate it when he mentions that. I couldn't care less about my future. I only care about getting what is in front of me now.
"Yeah, I don't care about getting into college unlike you goody two shoes," I say pissed off. He glares in return not liking where this is going.
"Good for you." He says clearly pissed off.
I decide to sit on my bed which has red covers. I can't let this conversation keep on going. I brought him here for a reason and it isn't for chit-chat.
''Come here." He walks towards me. I get him to sit on my lap.
"Nathan!! Stop!!" I laugh.
"I know you're enjoying this," I smirk and he looks at me confused with a flustered face.
Then I leave no time to think some more. I get right at it and capture his lips. I open his mouth and he grants me full access. He puts his hands on my neck and I instantly like the feeling of that.
I start using my tongue and explore the inside of his mouth. Oh geez, it's getting hot in here. I can already feel myself getting aroused and him too.
"See, you are getting hard too and I'm sure you can feel my cock on your thigh," I say with a powerful smirk.
"Yeah, I know..." He says shyly.
I start kissing him on his neck and leave some hickeys there. He moans for the first time and loudly at that.
"Hah...I want more..."
"Oh? What was that I didn't hear you speak louder." I pretend I didn't hear him and smirk.
"I want more."
"Ok then, do you mind if I do this?''
I start taking off his shirt and then decide to suck his nipples. Gosh, sucking the nipples of Theo is 10 times better than a girl.
"Hah..." He moans.
I guess he lets me do most of the actions since I am more experienced than him even if I never did it with a guy.
"It's your first time right?" He seems lost in daze and pleasure.
"Huh? Yeah, it is." He seems confused at first but then smiles.
"Then I'll make extra sure to make it special."
''Oh yes!''
I start kissing him from his neck down to his waist. I eventually start sucking and licking there too. By then we are already a bit pent up. I take a deep breath already racked from all of it before talking.
"Sense you're not really experienced, let me do most of it. The only thing I want is for you to moan for me and scream my name."
I'm a good liar, aren't I? Thank god I at least did it with a chick before or else I would feel ashamed saying that.
"Ok..."
I eventually shift him under me on the bed, then I proceed by getting rid of my shirt finally.
He stares into a daze once he sees my chest and blushes madly. He almost drools at the sight of my chest. I'm not imagining this.
Seeing that sight of him makes me want to do more and go further. I drop my gaze on his jeans and notice his obvious budge hidden unfree in the fabric of his jeans. It gives me a boost of confidence knowing he's all hard for me.
"Can I get rid of this?"
I ask smirking. I point towards his jeans and he becomes completely embarrassed. He is also staring at me intensely despite being embarrassed. Which makes me realize he's still into this.
He moans in pleasure at the thought probably. That pumps even more blood down in my cock. Oh gosh, he's so hot...
"Hah...Yes, you can Nathan..." He moans again, so sexy...
I start unzipping my jeans eager for this. Then get rid of his briefs. His undoubtedly aroused dick springs out fast with some precum already on it.
I start touching his aroused dick already leaking precum. I stroke it a bit with my hand and he moans like crazy. Oh, he loves it.
Then an idea comes to mind to make him have even more pleasure. It's then I start putting his warm dick in his mouth. He yelps in surprise but stops as soon as he feels the pleasure it gives him.
He moans even more, loudly too. I love that sight of him. I haven't even started sucking him and he's already moaning like that, I can't even imagine what it'll be like once I get to the grand prize.
I finally start sucking it. He doesn't last long through out of pure pleasure. Probably because he never came with the help of someone else.
I decide to not get rid of his dick still in my mouth. Eager to try, I decided to swallow his load of cum. Oh geez, it feels satisfying. I'm definitely doing that again.
Suddenly he looks at me with some new confidence in his eyes.
"It's time...It's time for me to try something.'' He says breathless.
He wants to try something? Oh, I already can't wait.
"Ok then do what you want.'' I wait impatiently on what he's gonna do next.
"I'm getting rid of this.'' He smirks confidently and points toward my jeans.
"I'm sure it can't wait to come out of there. It must be painful."
Omg, since when has he lost his innocence?! He's bold now?!
He then points towards my cock that is almost getting through my pants. Damn, I didn't think I was that hard...Am I that big?
"Yeah, you're right, get rid of it, I know you've been dying for me to finally be inside of you," I smirk and he blushes madly in return.
He eventually unbuckles my jeans belt and gets rid of my briefs slowly. Sure thing my cock springs out like wildfire. Finally, I don't have a suffocating fabric on me.
Oh gosh...he really is getting bolder. I didn't know I would enjoy that part of Theo that much. Seriously it hurts how much I want to put it in even if I've never done so before.
As a jerk, as I can be sometimes, I'm not that much of a jerk to not ask his consent.
"You really want to do this Theo? You sure you want to lose your virginity to your arch nemesis for over 9 years?"
"Yes, I want to. F**k me like you've always wanted to. Shake off all the hatred you had for me all those years."
And with that, I can't help but jump right on it right after.
Like crazy animals, we end up going several rounds. I still can't believe I had sex with Theo Kerlerg the one perfect guy! The one I've always hated!
There's something strange that happened while we did it but I didn't say anything. It wasn't anything major but when I was f**king him in his ass, it didn't feel like I was hitting his prostate as strange as it is.
It felt like I was hitting something else but I couldn't tell what it was. I was too busy on to focus on it in the end. I guess it wasn't that important anyways. I just found it strange that's all. It's probably nothing, I'm inexperienced anyways.
Even if I don't know what this is nor does he, I'm just glad this is finally happening. I get to do what I wanted for a long time even if we're venturing into the unknown.
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