I threw myself into work, and by doing so, I nearly forgot all the deaths I endured, all the deaths I caused, and the death LUC had spoken of. I was numb and happy, more so because the time of Odum's rousing approached. Forty rotations had flown by, and except for food and sleep, I lived in my labors.
My present labor was red clay
from stream beds east of the ship. I had a cart with wheels and
handles. With that, I shifted to a stream no longer flowing. Parts were swampy, overgrown with cattails, where stagnant pools drew
large dragonflies. The clay was plentiful and easily shifted to my cart. I used the clay to fill in the gaps in the
cabin walls; the one between the stream and the ship.
Having completed the external
cabin, I returned to the ship with a full cart. On the Seed Ship, I
had many cabins. There was also the longhouse and barn. There was
quite enough to keep me busy. I loosed my grip on the handles and
looked around. There was the rebuilt cabin where Imabelai would have
been the Queen of my heart. Sweat dripped into
my eyes, but a smile lingered at the corners of my mouth.
The GM spoke. “You should rest
and wash. There is just over a turn before Odum's rousing.”
“Oh yes,” said I. “Thanks.”
I left my cart in place,
shifting to my water closet. The heated water soothed, relaxing
tight muscles. I did not mean to be slow, but I tarried in the wash.
I tied back hair not fully dry. I was
genuinely excited to rouse Odum. He would be a man. Even as I stood
before his tree, I found myself recalling the look on his hairy face
as he turned in his seat on Rigil's ferry. I recalled his wide eyes
at the mention of my name, and I recalled the collar around his neck.
“It's time,” said the GM.
I tapped the pad that brought up
the cover, noting the hiss of escaping gases. Internal registers gave
a heartbeat and scrolled vital information. The numbers were down a
bit. I hurried to loose the straps.
I slid an arm beneath his back
to pull him free. As I embraced his torso in my struggle to bring him
out, his head rolled back, and I began to
worry. He had not opened his eyes. Moreover, his skin felt hot.
I laid Odum on the grass and placed his arms beside him. Odum's skin
was a light brown, and what hair was left, curled slightly. The hair
on his head was black and tightly coiled. It amazed me that Odum
looked so unfamiliar; he was tall and well-muscled.
“GM,” I asked, “what's
wrong?”
“The body has a fever,” said
the Great Mind. “The organs are at risk of failure.”
“What do I do?” I asked.
“Body temperature must be
lowered,” said the GM.
I was alarmed. “A cold
shower?” I asked.
The GM answered. “Water
temperature on the Seed Ship is too warm.”
I was alarmed and afraid;
terrified, actually, as I had not the first clue how to help. A 43S7
would have been helpful. I, on the contrary, was useless. I turned in
a circle, my mind blank. If water was warm on
the ship, it was warmer outside. Where I kept the meat was no cooling unit, but
a stasis chamber.
The GM said calmly, “Heart
function has ceased.”
Beside myself, I repeated the
word, “No,” as if I could will away reality. I was on my knees by
Odum's head staring into his slack face.
The GM said to me, “You must
restore a heartbeat.”
“Right,” I said, leaning
over the body.
I had nothing at my disposal
aside from ripping cables from the tree and jamming them into Odum's
flesh. My father's power came to mind. I had used the power of
raw lightning to destroy an entire village, but could I control it in
smaller doses? I looked at my palms and felt desperation rising
within. I placed both hands on Odum's chest, and at first, nothing
happened.
“You must hurry,” said the
GM.
“I know,” I shouted.
I rubbed my hands together;
don't ask me why. Holding my breath, I returned my palms to Odum's
chest and closed my eyes. I recalled how I did it before. It
was anger and rage; the faces of those I burned were inside of
my eyelids. Anger, rage, and fear triggered the power, and I was
hoping I might use only fear. I feared Odum would die without my
help, and I hoped I would not fry him.
I was waiting for something to
happen. No power came forth.
“He is running out of time,”
announced the GM in a calm voice.
I lifted my hands and glared at
them in anger; I screamed at clenched fists. What good is power if
you can't call on it when needed? I slammed my fists against
Odum's chest and saw a hopeful spark. I hit Odum's chest a second
time. The power surged. Odum heaved.
“Anything?” I asked the GM.
“No,” said the GM. “Try
again.”
I sent power into Odum's flesh; his body heaved.
“Again,” said the GM.
I yelled my desperation as I
touched Odum's chest one more time. The power that went out from me
was greater. Odum's body jumped higher from the ground, but in my
mind was a dark worry. What if I hurt him rather than helped?
“I have a heartbeat,” said
the GM.
My own heart was beating
raggedly as if I had run a great distance. I sat back and laughed. I
had done it. I saved Odum; I had not lost him. I wiped tears
from my face.
“He's alive,” said the GM,
“but the fever persists.”
“What went wrong?” I asked.
The GM answered, “I am running
a diagnostic.”
Suddenly, I shouted, “Ava! Is
Ava alright?”
The GM answered, “Ava is in no
danger.”
I looked down at Odum. I touched
his skin and felt a heat that worried me. I asked, “How do I cool
Odum?”
The GM said, “You will need
something that absorbs the excess heat.”
“The clay,” I said with
sudden clarity.
I touched Odum and shifted to
the cart before Imabelai's cabin. With Odum on the grass beside the
cart, I quickly freed handfuls of red clay and pressed them
against Odum's chest. I had to work fast.
The GM reported, “There is no
fault in the tree.”
“Then what?” I asked.
The GM answered, “It is
possible that the body rejects atomic progression. You must eliminate
the fever before I can say more.”
My concern burned like
Odum's fever. I shifted portions of clay directly to Odum's body. I
had his chest and neck covered and was placing clay on his lower
body. Thoughts flew in my mind like startled birds. I would
need to leave breathing holes when I covered his face. Would I need
to cover the top of his head? I would have to turn him over and apply
clay to his back. Did I have enough clay?
I called the GM. “Can you
shut down the overhead lights?”
The lights went out, and the GM
said, “Done.”
The lights were warm; I thought
they might affect the clay. Clay was a natural cooling substance, but
if it was warmed from both the fever and the overheads, the clay
would be useless. I turned Odum's head to one side, adjusted the
breathing holes, and shifted him onto his stomach. I placed clay on
the top and back of his head; I covered his ears and began working
down his back. I had used more than half of the clay. I
was running out.
“No,” I said. “I'm running
out of clay.”
The GM said, “You will need much more.”
I said in repressed anger, “Your
help is no help at all.”
I touched the cart and shifted
to my clay quarry. I arrived on my knees. As I moved to stand, I slid
across the surface and fell to my back. I shifted to my feet with an
angry grunt and filled the cart with a single shift.
Back on the Seed Ship, I shifted
clay to Odum's back side and turned him to apply
more to his front. When I had the soles of his feet covered, I took a
moment to kneel and inspect my work. I did not have so much on Odum's
chest that he could not breathe. I watched his chest rise and fall,
the clay coming apart in places.
I looked at the clay on my
hands, and shifted to a seated position on the cabin porch, leaving
the clay behind. Having to catch my breath told me how hard I had
worked and worried.
I asked the GM, “How long do I
have before the clay has to be replaced?”
The GM answered, “One turn is
a cautious estimate.”
I had to steady myself for
another round of clay appropriation, another bout of maddened clay
shifting. How long would it go on?
I asked the GM, “Can you gauge
his temperature through the clay?”
“No,” said the GM. “There
is a meter in the blood bank. Remove it and use it to measure his
breathing temperature.”
I returned quickly with the
meter and stooped to place the meter over the breathing holes.
“No change,” said the GM.
I asked, “Will this even
work?”
“Hold the meter to the clay,”
said the Great Mind. I complied and the GM said, “The clay is
rising toward body temperature.”
I stood and threw the meter in
anger. It rebounded from the porch and fell to the ground. I did not
like to swear, but I didn't know what else to do. With a yell, I
said, “Damn my impotence!”
Then, I heard my father's voice.
“Take Odum to the clay and bury him in the shade.”
I shifted Odum to the clay and
looked around for shade. I saw a broad shaded area by a pool. I
quickly moved to the area and wasted no time creating a pit several
hands deep. I shifted Odum inside.
Father's voice came to me again.
“Fill in the sides between his arms, raise his head, and cover his
lower body. Put a thin layer on his chest and abdomen. Shift cool
water atop his torso.”
I did all of that. “Can we
save him?” I asked.
Father said, “Take a breath,
son. Do as I say and Odum will live.”
I felt my body relax. Muscles relaxed in the back of my neck and behind my eyes. I exhaled as I sank to my
knees; and with father in charge, I became limp with relief.
Father said, “Shift out the
warm water and replace it with cool.”
I did so. Then, I heard a noise
among the trees and high grass. Reflexively, I reached for my guns.
They were not with me; I had left them on the ship. I drew my stasis
pen from my upper arm.
Father said, “A lion approaches.”
I stood in a crouch and readied
myself to defend Odum. The rustling drew close enough for me to smell
wet fur. I faced the direction the sounds came from and held the pen
in front of me.
Father said to me, “I can send
the beast away. Concern yourself with Odum. Replace your pen and
change the water.”
From the reeds, I heard a
strangled sound of fear. The animal turned and bolted. I put away the
stasis pen and replaced the warm water with cool. I found myself
trying again to relax from physical tension, pressing my eyes and
holding my breath.
Father said, “We've got this,
son.”
We worked into the evening,
periodically changing the water. It became tedious, but each time father told me to change the water, I was quick to do so. Odum was
the last Kee male. Like myself, each of us was the end of our
line, but Odum was more than the last of his kind, he was also the
first. He was Huim, and with Ava, he would sire a people. It was for that reason that I gladly
endured the labor; that, and Odum was my friend.
I sat in the clay by Odum and
looked at the red clay on his face. I listened to
his rhythmic breathing and watched his chest rise and fall. Father's
presence brought peace to my troubled spirit. His words gave me hope.
“Do you know why I chose you
over LUC?” asked my father.
“It's a mystery,” said I.
“LUC would have been the logical choice. He had the skills of a
King.”
Father laughed, and the sound warmed me. He said, “But you were a devoted son. Your desire was
toward your father. Your love for me always brought you back, and I
can't think of a time when I was not proud of you.”
I continued shifting water,
cooling Odum while basking in the light of father's revelation.
It was what I always wanted; to be close to him, to be assured of his
approval. I wanted to respond, but I was overwhelmed; on the
verge of joyful tears.
“It's time,” said father.
I shifted Odum from the clay and
into my lap, although the red stain of clay remained on his skin. I
watched his chest rise and fall. I watched his eyes move beneath the
lids.
Father said, “The fever is
gone.”
I had been comforted into the
evening by the real presence of my father. It was not just his words
in my mind that anchored me; I could feel him with me. The
sense of him was lost in a moment; he was gone, and my isolation was
buoyed only by the presence of Odum. I shifted to the Seed Ship
for safety. I sat with Odum in the shallows below the falls. I held
his head above water and rinsed his hair and face. It troubled me
that he still slept, but I was determined to see my friend through.
I said to his
sleeping face, “Awake. You are a man now. There is a whole new life
for you.”
I could see the clay clinging to
his chest, and I saw the falls as the solution to two
problems. If I held him beneath the falling water, the clay would
rinse away. I also thought the cool uneven pressure of falling water
might jog him from slumber.
I swam toward the falls,
paddling with one hand and pulling Odum behind me. The falls covered
us as I navigated a sitting position and pulled him up. He was against my side as the gentle falls fell across our heads. The water,
at first cool, soon warmed, and I sat patiently waiting. Still, he
slept, and my spirit groaned within me.
I shifted Odum into the grass
near his tree. I laid him there and stood, then shifted beside
myself, my dampness falling to the grass. I felt better dry, except
for my tangled hair. As I stood quietly beside Odum, the sounds of
wild animals came from the enclosures. It was dark mode; the change
in temperature was evident.
Suddenly, the ship's sprinkler
system activated, and a fine mist wet me.
I quickly
shifted to my quarters and returned with a towel and a pair of work pants. The mist was gone but was set to run once per turn.
While I waited, I dried Odum and struggled to get him into the pants.
I thought if I continued to wait, we would get wet again,
so I shifted to Imabelai's cabin and laid him on the porch.
My patience was strained. With a deep breath, I sat on the
top step and put my back to the support. I had no idea how long I
would have to wait; I simply wanted to be there when Odum awoke. The
silence I had so often enjoyed, suddenly seemed harsh. The solitude I
had become accustomed to suddenly chafed.
I had lived a life apart for
many revolutions; now, I was lonely. I wanted someone to talk to.
I needed company and pined for another voice. As my angels were
busy, there was no way to guess when they might
return, so I pinned my hope on Odum. I watched his chest rise and
fall in the darkness. I looked at his slack face trying to see the
Kee I used to know.
I spoke to him in a hush.
“Please hurry, my friend. I need to know you're alright.”
It was at that moment that Odum
sat bolt upright and shouted. “Aah! Aah!” he yelled.
Startled, I leaped to my feet,
but I miscalculated the bottom step. I tumbled to the ground. As I
rolled to my feet, Odum yelled twice more, but not as loud. I well
remembered what rousing felt like. The shock of consciousness was
brutal. But, Odum was awake; he sat on the porch staring at me. I ran
to him, and laughing for sheer joy. I took his
shoulders in my hands and looked into his eyes. He held his hands before his face and stared hard.
“Odum,” I hailed, my voice
on wings. “It's me. Jeez.”
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