I look up. Nothing good happens around them. Walking around some students think about me.
Those are... Tiara huh? Why is she alone? She always cares for me so maybe I will accompany her for a moment. It's not hurt... And she is pure in heart for now.
"Hello, Tiara!" Said me with a bright smile.
She looked at me with a surprised face. "Y-yes, may I ask you your necessity?"
A what? Necessity?
"Ah, I just wonder if I can accompany you for a bit." Said me with a gentle smile.
She reminds me of my mom. Caring, but she is smarter than her. My mom is smart too but this person is smarter, that's it.
Once again, in the Cafeteria. It's like there are no other places to chill and heal.
I sit on the chair and look at Tiara while smiling. "Don't be so polite, you always caring for me so please..." Said me with a smile.
She is the one who cooks in the house. The one who reminds me about eating, help me with my chore and accompany me while walking around. It's like she babysits me but, that's okay, and that makes me happy too. Because what? There is still one normal person in here. Thinking of that makes me smile.
"I-I don't think I deserve that." Said her blushing and fidgeting.
"Umm... What's your order miss?" Said the waitress after coming to my table.
I looked at her and said. "One chocolate milkshake." Said me while raising my index finger.
Sigh* I looked at her and said. "Don't be like that, or maybe you didn't like around me?"
She looks down a bit. With a worried face, she said. "N-no, it's just..."
"Then, it's okay." Said me cutting her phrases with a smile.
"Here's your milkshake miss." Said the waitress.
She's surprisingly fast! It's even faster than before. "Ah, yeah. Thanks." Said me with an awkward smile.
"Fufufu... You look cute." Said her while laughing a bit.
I look at her and laugh a bit too. "That's surprisingly fast." Said me while grabbing my neck.
I put my milkshake on the table and lean my head on my hand. This cafeteria chocolate is highly rated. It's so peaceful to stay like this. Not like that little girl, not like that absolute perfection, not like that twisted teacher... It's just me and our caring personality big sister. I hope I had a big sister like... No, If I had a big sister like that... Looking at my sister, it's a bit traumatized me with a sibling.
She stared at me with her smile. She is really gentle and beautiful.
"Oh! Your phone is crashed right?" Said her so suddenly.
Huh? How did she know?
After drinking the milkshake I said. "Y-yeah, but how did you know?" still with a smile.
"Because Tohru told me." Said her with a smile.
(Because I broke it.)
"..." What? Huh? Hah? I even stop leaning on my hand.
"You broke it?" Asked me trying to stay calm in my smile. My face was a bit trembling.
She stands up. "Ah~ So you already read it."
She stared at me sharply. "I thought you would never read my mind.".
The way her voice changed. Do I make her angry? Wait, let me focus...
(Disappointment, disappointment,.........)
That's too long! Wait, not that!
She still stared at me. I don't know what she will do it's just... Scary.
"You know what Nina? I get heartbreaking easily." Said her while tilting her head.
Why are all you guys normally tilting your head to make feel scared?!!! It's your neck not hurt!?
From now I pledge to myself, that don't ever trust people's personalities here. My expectation was broken.
"I-It's... I can't! I just..." My mouth stopped. Think... How should I comfort this creature...
"I am listening..." Said her even with a scarier voice.
Think Nina, Think!
Spontaneously, I said. "I just want to get closer to you!" Said me with a loud voice.
(Huh?) (What's happening?) (Are they fighting?) (What's happen)
Ahhhhhhh... They stared at us. But!! She cares about me... I don't want to hurt her heart.
(love)
Love?
Why?
Why was she embarrassed like that?
"U-Umm... Are you okay?" Said me while wondering about my status for now. I hope she didn't get more angry by that.
She sits back in her seat. After that, she tried to cover her blushed face by drinking her tea. Reflex, I drink my milkshake again.
Just what is that?
"T-then... Can you do something for me?" Ask her with a low voice and fidgeting.
I stopped drinking and said with my smile... My face is hurt. "Yeah, anything for you."
I continue to drink my milkshake again.
She said without any hesitation and still with that smile. If you asked me what did make me scared? I will say nothing. But that smile, that smile... It really scared me.
"Nina, could you strip in front of me?"
Cough* cough*
"Ah! Are you okay?" Said her with a kind and worried face... It looks like a devil's face to me now.
Calm down Nina, you must be wrong. I know it, you must be wrong.
"W-what did you say?" Said me with a shocked face.
"Could you strip in front of me?" Said her again.
Fine, I will do this. My clothes are a white dress with a red long skirt. There is a ribbon on my chest and I am with my pinhair.
I stand up. With a serious face, I grab my pin hair and put it on the table.
"Done." Said me proudly.
She started to pout. "That's unfair." Said her with a sulking voice.
"T-then, let's go back shall we?" Said me trying to suggest her.
Even if she didn't accept it I would create an excuse to run away from this girl.
"Ah! You know that this island had a beach right?" Said her with a bright smile.
I don't like where this conversation go.
We go to the beach. And... In the swimsuit section.
"Look at this Nina! There are a bunch of them." Said her walking around while smiling at me brightly.
Shut up you... You little devil in big sis skin. Oh no! I should not think the only one who cared about me like that. Control yourself, Nina.
She chose one of the swimsuits and said. "Let's go with this!" With the finest and most genuine smile. The swimsuits... I can't even call it a swimsuit!! It's too open!
My patience running low. How is this? Should I run? Let's just check another swimsuit.
That's! The most covered swimsuit!
"Hey Tiara! How about this?" Said me with a bright smile.
Her face becomes flat as soon she looks at the swimsuit. "Yeah, it's good." She said with a flat voice.
Not feel it, the sun is setting. In the end, none of us didn't wear any swimsuits. It's just us walking around on the beach.
Tiara is walking in front of me while humming. Her voice is good to hear. Calming, nice, soft, and... Cruel at the same time.
She turned back and looked at me in my eyes with her smile. "You are cute Nina." Said her.
Yeah, yeah, meanwhile I am here still busy sorting out this thought from people on this beach.
"You seems not surprised huh?" Said her with a faint smile.
"Sigh* You know, my feet are getting numb." Said me while glancing at the sunset.
She turned behind and said. "Want me to carry you?" Asked her to offer her back as my place to lean.
I close my eyes and think. If you count it, our meeting time are about twelve hours. That's the third longest time I spent time with. For your information, Nexus is the first and Yulia is the second.
It's been just over a month since we met. And yet you are here offering piggyback with this romantic scenery. Don't joke at me.
"Sorry but, the fact is, we still do not know each other."
Those words are pretty harsh. But, this is the normal way for me to stay away from others. Make them hate you but at the same time make them feel responsible about you.
Bullying is always bullying the person who is weaker than them. Why? Because they are feeling some kind of relief from them. And the person who gets bullied, they too scared to ask a help. But, they already told it but ignored right? That's the wrong of thinking. You should not beg for help from a bully (teacher).
And how about me? That's it. I will force them to feel responsible for me and start to shout. I would kill myself if you don't stop. Not just words and do it in front of the bully. Make them scared, and the last, make them feel your pain of responsibility.
That's my art. The art of me. After being bullied by them for one week. I do that. Looking at them feeling scared and responsible really has some stress-relieving feelings.
And yeah, I told my mom that I didn't get bullied. And that's the fact for that moment. But, it's not like I was not getting bullied back then. In fact, my mother knows about it.
I wonder if that's why she still worried about me. Really... What should I do with this bad personality? Nothing...
After all, this is not my story. This is the story of a woman I apparently met on my way to school. It's just I accidentally hit her while I was late for school.
And that's the first time, my head hurt. Her thought is too long for my brain to decipher it. And forcefully, the overwriting ability shut down for a moment. With that second, I can read the entire event.
That's why, she is still safe until now. Because on the day of her "red flag", I called the police and acted like her friend who used to see her constantly getting bullied.
The end.
Now, I will look if that is my normal way to deal with people working or not.
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