I woke up this morning not feeling too well like I did not get enough sleep last night but I went to bed the time I usually do and fell asleep almost instantly like I always do, but this morning it just doesn't feel right this morning, but I got up anyway so I can get ready for school. 

After getting ready I go downstairs and grab my backpack before leaving for school. I look back at the couche where my mom is laying and I frown, knowing that she was out all night probably at a bar again. I've learned to act like I dont care but I really do but I'll never let anyone know that. I shake my head and walk out the door and I start to walk to school thinking alot about the girl from yesterday, she was so beautiful so indescribably beautiful but she looked so tired, just then I feel a tap on my shoulder and I turn to see the girl from yesterday, Edzis I think her name was “h-h-hi” I stutter really bad and I get all flustered but then I hear her giggle.

“Hello.” she says as she smiles” was she laughing at me? Eh I don't care as long as I didnt scare her away then that would be an achievement in my book. 

“You live around here?” I ask her as I start walking again.

“Yea kinda I guess u can say that.” she said but her voice is not so believable but I ignore it and keep walkin.

“So you walkin me to school.” I turn backward as I walk so I can see her face, but when I turn around she's not there anymore, just an empty sidewalk. I frown, I must have scared her off. I turn back forward and continue to walk to school and I feel tears building in my eyes but I just ignore them and wipe them away with my sleeve, I refuse to cry. It makes me look weak and that's not the impression I wanna make on everyone so I stay strong no matter what.

When I get to school I go to the lunch room and grab breakfast and take it to my first period with me and eat it there, I think I fell asleep in class because I don't remember anything but the bell ringing and me snapping up sitting straight in my seat, I regain myself and gather my stuff quick and walk out of the class darting for my next class. When I get there I look around the class trying to remember where I sit then I walk to my seat, I sit in the end of the third row beside this kid named Andy, he’s one of the schools jocks i'm assuming, he’s like one of the jocks you would see in a middle school musical or something.

The class passes fairly quickly and  I get out of my seat as quickly as I can and quickly walk for the door as I walk out. The teacher said “Make sure to turn in today's homework on monday, have a good weekend” I groaned when he said ‘homework’. 

I go to my next two classes and after those I can finally go to lunch. As I'm walking to the lunch room I take in a lot of details about the school like observing the patterns of the walls or things like posters I can look at to make sure I'm going the right way, kinda like a landmark. I guess. I find a trophy cabinet for the school and I look at all the trophies and the pictures of the people that won them. While I was looking at the basketball team's picture I saw Edzis right in the middle of the picture. She looked so happy and a smile started to form on my face at that second, being able to see her happy like that just made my day 100% better.

When I got to the lunch room I walk over to an empty table and sit down like I did yesterday, but this time a whole group of kids gathered at the table with a blonde girl in a pink crop top and ripped jeans sits right beside be, I notice her from my english class, she's the girl that answered most of the questions for the teacher when no one else would. She had a lot of people sit with her. They were all very beautiful. Just then I notice Edzis at the end of the table, are these her friends? I ask myself as I stare at my food.

“Hii” I hear a high pitched but beautiful voice say, it takes me a second to notice it's the girl beside me. She was talking to me. 

“My name is Mia” I hear the girl beside me say. “What's your name?” she asks.

“I'm Quil nice to meet you” I say still not bothering to look up at her as i talk. She’s so straight forward I guessed as she talked loudly to her friends and to me like we have been friends forever, why did she even choose to sit by me? After they all finished lunch they got up and threw their food away and went outside but i just sat there. The girl Mia came back over to me.

“Hey wanna hang out with us outside?, unless you have someone else to hangout with that is'' I think about it for a second, I don't know do I wanna hang out with them? I ask myself. Ugh I hate making hard decisions, I hate it so much sometimes. 

“No, I think I will stay here, sorry” I smiled at her.

“Oh ok, well have fun I guess” she looks disappointed as she walks away from me. I sat there alone kinda waiting for something to happen but I knew my life and that nothing probably was gonna happen so I sat there waiting for the bell to ring but there was still about 15 minutes left of lunch. While I was sitting there waiting for lunch to be over Edzis sat beside me, it was kinda out of the blue, but I didn't mind it at all to be honest having the beautiful girl sit beside me it was like a dream when ever she is near me it just makes me feel so good but I don't know what this feeling is. It is very new to me but I like it more than I've ever liked anything before. Is this love? Nah it can't be we just met u dont feel love that quick, do u? I have so many questions for myself at this point.

I don't really know what to do at this point. What should I say? She probably thinks i'm weird or sum’. I probably look a little weird just sitting here not talking but that is probably what she was thinking of herself at the same time.