Waking up I look around the room and notice how the sun barely peaks through my window. 

How early is it?

Trying to sit up it felt like someone weighed me down. My legs and back feel terrible.

But slowly I move inch by inch out of bed and wobble to the sink. 

Why am I in different clothes? My clothes changed from casual training attire to sleep attire. I know for sure I didn't change by myself. As I stare at myself I feel dread but I shook it off as there is no point in annoying everyone this early in the day. Walking outside my room it was cold, my breath fogged up holding myself as I walked around. I got goosebumps but when I turned the corner I stood there. A shadow was at the end of the hall. Turning to me I could tell who it was, it was the demon lord but he looked different. He had wings? As my breath got fast he charged at me. Trying to move out of the way he was already in front of me. Pushing me to the ground I crawled backwards wincing in pain as I looked up. 

My legs, my back and staring at him I looked at him with anger as I realized, he was an angel.

Staring at me he says, “Don’t tell anybody about this if you do I will kill you.” His voice was cold. 

My jaw dropped there is no way he was serious. Using all my energy I get up but with every movement my needles hit me. Gritting my teeth I walk up to him as I move my face closer to him. Staring at him with disappointment and anger I whisper to him. “Go ahead and try to see what happens.” Raising up my eyebrows with an emotionless face his eyes darted away from me. Looking like he is filled with guilt he turns to me slowly and whispers under his breath. “I’m sorry.”

“Hmm, what was that I didn't hear you.” As I lean over with my ear to hear him. But with that I quickly shook with pain as I fell to the ground again. 

Groaning in pain I hold my leg as I lay on the ground. Laying there as I stare at Saul.

With a lot of concern he quickly kneels down to be and hover over me as he says

“Oh my goddess are you okay?” 

I roll my eyes as I stare to the ceiling.

I can’t move an inch, it hurts so much. Will I be paralyzed?

Starting to fear for the worst, Saul grabs my hand as I look at him. Laying his forehead to my hand he whispers something when a sharp pain shoots through my head. 

Yelling in pain I curl up as I hold my head. Memories flash before me as I grow fearfull. My eyes dart quickly from one image to the next. With all sorts of memories of my family, friends, victories, defeats. When one appears before me. My eyes widen as I start shedding tears. 

W-why, why, why?

Can’t I just forget, please? I can’t anymore. Shedding tears I rip them from my face as I grow angry. He killed me. HE killed ME. Then, it went away and I was standing up as Saul looked at me with horror. 

“Why do you do this to me?” Shaking my head I turn and walk back to my room.

Leaving him laying on the floor I walk to my room. It hurt with every step as I felt my chest get heavier and my eyes wanting to cry. But, my back and leg pain went away but at what cost? I just want to let it go and now I know for sure the only way I can is to kill him. Thinking of this I scoff at the thought as a smile grows on my face. Closing my door I burst out laughing. 

Wow, I can't believe I'm like this. 

Then, a knock came from my door as I turned around. But the next thing I know is Saul grabbing me and running out of the window. 

He really is going to kill me.