I wonder...

Just killing her seems so…

Not boring, well, maybe that’s part of it.

Inadequate? Unsatisfactory?

In the end, it doesn’t quite seem like enough.

I should torture her beforehand.

On the one hand, I’d like to hear her screams.

Know exactly how bad it hurts,

how she begs me to stop, hurting, overwhelmed, desperate.

But it would be too loud.

I don’t like loud noises.

And we’re living in a dorm,

the two of us.

God, I’d love to skin her alive.

Layer upon layer, so sweet, so slowly.

I’d savor it, for it will be over too soon anyway.