You shouldn’t get so worked up about that, after all your still a kid, dad said rudely and menacingly

 I KNOW I AM STILL A KID! *I was scared he was going to scold me but he didn’t*. 

“I just don’t want you to worry Jace, its a grown up problem not a 9 year old boy problem. Dad says with a hint of compassion but his voice was mainly irriatated.

Those words hit me sharper than any blade, only if Anila were alive I said *as my eyes started to get watery* 

*After I wiped my face and finish dinner, I went to my room*. 

I miss Anila….I miss Anila…..Why does this sort of stuff happen to me. 

*I cried myslef to sleep that night wishing Anila was here*

To be continued..