Those were the words that continuously repeated in my head as I looked out the hospital window, my long dark hair gently blowing in the wind.  

A nurse entered the waiting room before writing something down on their clipboard. 

"He's ready for you, sir" 

I gritted my teeth before standing up abruptly, this was it. I was going to see what felt like a lifelong friend in his worst state yet.

I followed the nurse closely as we approached his room, he slowly opened the door to let me in. But by the time I could see inside, my legs already weakened, and I collapased to the floor. 

Seeing him in this state, I just couldn't bear it. Tears flowed down my face and snot dripped out of my nose. Why did it have to come to this?

As I broke down, the nurse went to go get some water.

The only words I could mutter were "Please God, let me reminisce about all the days we spent together!" 

Suddenly, a burst of light entered the room, whether it was reality or just my imagination didn't matter to me. As long as I could see those two one last time, I'd be happy.