Lucas

I was captivated, truly captivated by the authoritative hand gripping me by the hair. Jae looked different. Throughout the morning, he had reminded me of a mother hen more than anything; all concerned and fussy over my well-being. But now, now Jae looked charged with an intense sexual energy I wanted more of. It was like he’d cast a spell almost, and I had become ensnared by it. His tone darkened, and his hazel gaze had become all-consuming. He didn’t look warm and compassionate anymore, he looked hungry, aroused, and dominating. I don’t remember when exactly I let his fingers into my mouth, regardless however, I liked it. It made me feel hot and bothered, and I didn’t exactly mind the drug-induced euphoria from the oxycodone hitting me just then either.

I could feel dribbles of saliva escaping from my mouth as I did my best to blow his fingers, and soon Jae gripped my hair firmly. He rocked my head forwards and backwards, and I realized this must be part of the training, per say. I practiced this way for several minutes, until he pulled his fingers from my mouth abruptly. He wiped them off on my shirt, which sort of turned me on even more. 

I liked the fact that he was using me. 

“Don’t swallow.” He barked, and I did my best to comply, even though I could feel saliva running out the corners of my mouth. 

I gave him a questioning look, and that’s when he grabbed my good hand and brought it to his mouth. “Pay attention, Pet, as I’ll only demonstrate the once.” He explained, eyeing me impatiently. I blushed and nodded, but then he wrapped his mouth around my fingers… and it was enough to make me moan. Jae expertly worked my fingers, and I did my best to imagine how it might feel if his mouth was wrapped around my cock instead. His mouth was warm, and wet, and he took my fingers deep into his throat without so much as a gag or a wince.  

Clearly, I had much to learn from Jae Hoffman.

As suddenly as he’d begun, he stopped, wiping his mouth as he eyed me. “Explanatory enough?” 

I nodded, afraid to open my mouth because I still hadn’t swallowed, and saliva had been pooling the entire time.

Jae looked at me and smirked. “Good.” He patted my cheek gently and then began to undo his belt, and my face suddenly felt as if it was on fire. My eyes widened as he undid his fly and tugged his jeans down just enough to expose his erection, still covered by a pair of black boxer briefs. Fuck, Jae… Jae was big. 

“All yours.” he said, reaching for his cigarettes. His expression was difficult to read, but he looked so fucking hot. He wasn’t wearing anything particularly special—just a black V-neck that hugged his biceps and chest delightfully, and a pair of blue jeans. His hair looked as perfect as it did the day I met him, and I was almost jealous of how hot Jae looked with so little effort; hot enough to let him come in my mouth. 

Yeah, I didn’t know what it was like to swallow, but I sure as hell planned to find out. 

“We’re burning daylight, Pet.” Jae chided, inhaling his smoke lazily. He looked bored almost, and the flat expression on his face made my dick even harder. He was treating me like his plaything, and I loved it. 

I got onto my knees and leaned over him, balancing on my forearm in place of my busted hand. He chuckled and ran his fingers through my hair gently, encouraging me firmly. “Go on, Lu.”

I complied and dropped my head down to his erection and felt my face get even hotter. I couldn’t believe I was about to suck Jae Hoffman’s cock, in the parking lot of my high school of all places, but hey, I guess I quite literally asked for this. The idea of us getting caught both terrified me and turned me on all at once, and I liked that too.

I ran my fingertips over his erection, but he didn’t moan, he just watched me. I wasn’t sure what I expected, but it quickly occurred to me that this was Jae, of all people. Jae was no stranger to blowjobs, and it would take a lot more than just touching him there to get a reaction. Taking a deep breath, my mouth about to burst, I fished his cock out of his underwear. He was larger than average, maybe nearly seven inches at least, but who was I to guess? I’d never been this close to another man's penis before. Jae was circumcised, and it appeared he groomed himself regularly. 

“Mmm.” I mumbled, trying not to spill my spit everywhere. Jae laughed and grabbed my head, pushing it towards him. “Drool on my cock, go on now.” I flushed and did as he said, watching curiously as my saliva spilled over him. It ran down the head of his cock, to the base, and now I understood why Jae had told me not to swallow just yet. I didn’t want to wait any longer, so without another word, I took the tip of his cock in my mouth and began sucking. After a few awkward sucks, I paused to use my tongue to coat more saliva around the tip, and that made it easier to work my lips around. From there, I proceeded to do my best to sort of mimic what Jae had shown me; moving my head back and forth, while playing with suction as I worked the top half of him.

I soon found a rhythm that felt good, at least to me anyways, and I stuck with it. After a few more seconds I felt Jae’s hand settle on my head. It felt good, and I looked up to find his eyes closed—he hadn’t made any sounds yet, but it was like he was trying to focus on the sensation, and so I decided to incorporate more. Pausing, I spat on my hand, and then went back to sucking him off, using my palm to work the shaft of his cock. I had wondered what it would taste or feel like to blow a guy, and here I was now doing it. His skin was super soft, it didn’t exactly taste bad, sort of just warmth and a little musk… and I could smell the remnants of whatever soap he uses. Huh. I smirked to myself and was contemplating on what to do next, when I felt Jae force my head down deeper onto his cock. I did my best to roll with it, taking him as deep as I could until I felt my gag reflex kick in. 

I was gagging awkwardly every time I moved my head and retched a few times; it was almost embarrassing. His hand on my head was firm, but gentle, guiding me exactly how he wanted. I hadn’t been expecting his touch that way, but I enjoyed it, nonetheless. His hand almost served as a reminder of who was in charge, and I really liked that too.

Jae chuckled, petting my head appreciatively as I gagged once more, finally pulling me off him. “Don’t laugh!” I sputtered, wiping my mouth awkwardly. He said nothing, just watched me in silence as he ran his fingers through my hair. Jae’s gaze was heated, hungry even, and every second I spent underneath it made me want to bust in my pants. His expression was gentle, yet somehow all-consuming and domineering.

The resolve I had to get him off felt like a want at first, a desire, but now it felt like a need. I didn’t just want to make Jae come, I needed to. I needed him in my mouth. 

“You’ve got to take a deep breath and slow down, Lu.” Jae smirked, observing as I took him into my mouth again. He gripped my hair and took control of my head, slowing my rhythm, and controlling the depth of my reach more consistently. “Breathe through your nose…” he purred, slowing me down as he pushed me deeper still. I closed my eyes and let the moment take me; I felt so high, and it wasn’t just the oxycodone kicking in. Following Jae’s instruction helped, and each time I did as he said, focusing on breathing through my nose as I took him deeper into my throat. My eyes watered, I could feel stray tears running down my cheeks, but the sensation of those tears seemed to arouse me even further. 

Jae was now controlling my head, using my throat, and I fucking loved it.

After too long we fell into a rhythm that both of us were enjoying. I could feel Jae begin to relax, low murmurs of pleasure began to drift from his lips, a few gruff moans as I paid some extra attention to the tip of his cock. I decided to use my left hand to give his balls some attention, squeezing them gently as I continued to follow his cues. His guiding hand became heavier, a bit more erratic the closer he got to coming, and soon I could taste the saltiness of pre-come on my tongue. It didn’t taste that great, but I swallowed it anyway. I knew what cum tastes like, I’d tasted my own out of curiosity one night—it was gross. But, if it was for Jae, I’d gladly swallow as much as he’d give me.