Jae

Lucas had undoubtedly gotten me close—it started off a bit rocky, and his inexperience was probably the cutest, yet hottest thing I’d seen in a long time. Lu was sloppy, but very enthusiastic about his work, and I couldn’t help but be amused initially. I had to hand it to him though, he was a quick learner, and I knew he’d become a pro at this in no time. 

Lucas’s eyes fluttered shut, he’d been watching me here and there, like good boys do, changing it up based on my response, and I loved the way his hair fell about his face as he sucked me off. His mouth was hot, and wet, and he was doing this thing with his tongue—It was certain to make me come. Another low groan escaped me, and Lucas moaned in response, feeding off the pleasure he was giving me. The perfect pet. Without a thought I grasped a handful of his hair with my other hand, using both to guide his head now. He responded like a dream, and I could feel his throat close over my cock when he gagged a bit—fucking perfect is what it was. “Good…” I murmured, coaxing him on with my hands. Lucas upped his pace, moaning as he took me deeper, rotating his head a bit. He paused and brought his left hand back up to work my shaft, and ran his tongue the length of my dick, swirling it around the tip. I took a mental picture of that because fuck, he looked perfect. 

“That’s a good boy,” I encouraged him, and he whined at my words, falling into a rhythm again as he blew me. Lu knew exactly what to do it seemed this time, and I couldn’t hold it in anymore. The pressure had been building, and I could feel my body tensing in anticipation of release. “Fuck.” I grit out, coming there and then. Lucas gagged some, but like a good boy, proceeded to lick every bit of it up. “Don’t swallow, hold it.” I said gruffly, body relaxing in the aftermath. 

Lu blinked at me sheepishly, a small trail of cum dribbling out the corner of his mouth. He hummed a bit awkwardly, pointing at his mouth in question. I chuckled, running a hand through his hair gently. 

“Open your mouth and show me.” I said, cupping his chin appreciatively. 

His eyes widened and he blushed, but he complied, opening his mouth like a good boy. The sight would’ve been enough to get me hard again if I hadn’t have just busted, but I wished I could take a fucking picture.

Goddamn. 

His hair was a mess from the way I’d been playing with it, his eyes watery, my come, running down his chin, and dribbling down his neck. I studied him for a minute and then pressed my thumb into his mouth, his face flushing redder as I did so.

“Go on now, Pet. Swallow.” I ordered. Swallow he did, moaning, lapping it all up obediently. It was perfect… he was perfect. I was sure I’d never seen anything so erotic or beautiful as Lucas in that moment. He had cum stains on his shirt, and I wasn’t sure whether to be more turned on by that or amused. Lu would have to walk around school all day, with my cum on him. 

Fuck. 

“Jae…?” He mumbled, finally breaking the silence. His cheeks were rosy, lips plump and pink from his work, eyes full of lust and need, with a hint of insecurity. 

“Yes, Lu?” 

“Um… w-was that good? Did… did you like it?” He chewed on his lip and watched me, clearly anxious for my approval. I smiled and nodded, drawing his face to mine. “I came, didn’t I?” 

He tilted his head side to side and shrugged as he thought. “Well, yeah… but was it good-good, you know?”

I cupped his face in my hand and studied him as I thought. “For a newbie, it was pretty fucking hot.” I smirked.

He grinned and looked down at my dick then back at me. “Well, I had a nice cock to work with.” 

I laughed, tucking myself back into my boxer briefs. “Come here.” 

“Hmm?” He raised a brow and I brought this mouth to mine and pressed a kiss to his lips. At first his body tensed, because I don’t think he expected it, but it didn’t take long for him to melt into the kiss, moaning contentedly as it turned heavier. He tasted like cigarettes, cum, coffee, and I didn’t mind it one bit. 

It was true I hardly knew Lucas, but it was also easy to see that there was something so innately special about him. Something that drew me to him, that caused me to dote this type of affection on him. I didn’t kiss just anyone like this, especially not my hookups, but Lu… Lu deserved it. He deserved every ounce of attention I could shower on him. 

His good hand found its way up my chest, then wrapped itself around my neck as we tasted and breathed each other in, our mouths finding a rhythm. He settled on my lap, and then I could feel his arousal pressed against me. Lucas would need a release too, and I certainly planned to give it to him. His kisses became more heated, more feverish, and I took his jaw into my free hand, letting the other roam down his chest to his cock, giving him a gentle squeeze. He squeaked into my mouth, pausing to glance down at my hand. 

“Wha-what are you doing?” He sputtered, doing his best to catch his breath. 

“Good boys get rewards, do they not?” I chuckled, pressing a kiss into his forehead. He bit his lip and nodded. “Um, that’s true…”

 I smiled and watched him for a beat before speaking again. “Lu, I don’t have to touch you there if you don’t want me to; just tell me what you want.” 

Lucas looked out the window and sighed as he thought. “No, no it’s not that. I mean, I really want you to touch me… I do. I’m just, I don’t know. I feel shy suddenly.” He murmured, resting his head on my shoulder. 

My heart melted ever so slightly at his shyness and innocence, and I understood it. After all, I was the first man he’d ever been with. “Would you prefer I wait until after school when I pick you up?” I asked, kissing him on the nose.

He chuckled a bit and smiled. “Yeah…” 

“Easy enough.” I said, caressing his soft face gently. Lucas let out an exhale, before planting another heated kiss on my mouth. I took in his taste, the smell of his warm hair, the sensation of his hand trailing itself down my jaw and neck. Every part of me felt awake, felt as if it were buzzing with electricity. His touch did things to me, and his sweet face drew me in, hook, line, and sinker. 

 “I should go.” He said suddenly, and we watched one another for a few moments, almost as if neither of us wanted to end it. Our bodies pressed against each other as we breathed, chests rising and falling in a sort of labored unison, and the physical connection was something I didn’t want to break. 

“But what about that little problem of yours?” I smirked, gesturing toward his erection. 

Lu rolled his eyes and exhaled a soft laugh. “Eh, waistband trick, you know.” 

I nodded and chuckled. “I do know.” 

Lucas sighed, playing with my hair quietly for a few seconds, and it felt like he was studying me. It seemed Lucas also had much to say, he just… wasn’t saying it. I hoped whatever it was, that he would share it with me later that afternoon. Emotions, feelings, these things can be messy sometimes after exploring one’s sexuality. 

“Lu?” 

“Hmm?” 

“Don’t overthink this, alright? If you didn’t like what we did, and you decide guys aren’t for you after all, that’s okay. No harm done.” I said, wondering if he might have regretted it.

Lucas tilted his head and gave me a wonky grin. “Regret? Hell no.”

“I fucking loved it, Jae.” He looped his arms around my neck, careful with his broken hand. 

Sighing with relief, I cupped his ass with my hands, and gave him a little loving spank. “Good, I did too.” 

Silence overtook us once again and we lingered in it for longer than we probably should have, just watching one another. It felt… easy. It felt right. Part of me was sad to let Lucas go, but he did need to get to school. It was nearing fourth period, and I didn’t want Lu to be any later. 

“Should probably go…” he mumbled, glancing around the parking lot with a sigh.

“Yeah, get that fine ass inside.” I winked, poking him in the side playfully. He squirmed and batted my hand away, and the look on his face was full of light and life. I hated to think that I’d personally have to return him to the very man who’d taken that joy from him this morning.

That… that thought angered me beyond recognition. 

“Fuck, yeah, I do gotta go.” He muttered, adjusting his erection swiftly before leaning over to open the door. He slipped off my lap and I heard the cement against his shoes as he landed haphazardly. “My bag, please?” He pointed to his backpack on the floor, and I passed it to him with a nod. 

“Oh, Lu. Your note and your meds.” I said, pulling out a dose and handing it to him along with his absence note. “Give that to the lady at the office, and the oxy, you can take it in a few hours if you’re hurting again.” 

He eyed it and shoved it in his pocket with a goofy grin. “Sweet, now I get to walk around school with drugs, Jae. What’s even crazier, is that my dealer is a cop!” 

I couldn’t help but laugh, flipping him off as he snickered there outside. “I’m not a Narc, you know, just wasn’t born yesterday. It’d be stupid of me to send the whole bottle with you–the wrong asshole would swipe that shit from you in a heartbeat.”  

Lucas rolled his eyes and waved me off. “Yeah, yeah, mister Cop. But seriously Jae… thank you.” he added, kicking a stray rock on the ground. “I mean really, thank you for this morning… I needed it.” 

“Anytime.” I said, watching as Lu slung his backpack over his shoulder. “If you need anything, you know how to get a hold of me, yeah?” 

Lucas smiled, dropping his gaze to his feet, and for some reason I could tell a question was brewing. He seemed to get this look on his face anytime a question was coming, and I adored it.  “Jae, you’ll come get me after… right? You promise you’ll come back?” he finally asked. 

An ache tugged at my heart from his words. Lucas wasn’t used to people following through, I guess; not used having people being there for him, and that killed me.

“I’ll be here. Just text me what time, Lu. I promise.” 

His face brightened and he smiled again, a large gust of wind washing across him. “Okay…” He fidgeted a bit with his hoodie and then turned to leave and took a few steps before spinning around again. “Oh, uh. Jae, can I text you? You know, throughout the day?” 

I laughed. “Of course, Lu.” 

“Cool! Okay… Well, see you later, then!” Lucas chirped, giving one last grin before turning on his heel and heading into class. My heart felt heavy watching him leave, and I kept my eyes on him as long as I could, until finally he disappeared inside the school. 

“Fuck.” I muttered, dropping my head back against the headrest. Lucas… I couldn’t explain it, because despite hardly knowing him, I still wanted to give him everything. I wanted to keep him safe and shield him from the ugly things that might come. Was that too much of me? Was I wrong for feeling the way I did?

I didn’t know, these feelings were foreign to me–I’d never felt this way about a fuckbuddy before. Lucas, he was all sugar and spice, and everything nice. He was good-natured, gentle, kind… but I knew I’d hardly brushed the surface of who he truly was. I wanted to know more, I wanted to know him. 

In a way, Lucas already has me wrapped around his finger, he just doesn’t know it yet.