His werewolf aura accidentally came out when Jackson called for the student to do what he had just ordered.
To humans, the werewolf aura would
give off nothing but fear, so it did not surprise him to find the
student’s body shuddering with fear.
While releasing his grip, which was
strong enough to cause a red mark on the student’s wrist, he turned
to face Alicante.
He found Alicante was also as
frightened, as the student was currently collecting Alicante’s
things kicked by them, stretching out his hand while suppressing his
werewolf aura.
"Alicante. Can you stand up by
yourself, or do you need some help?"
The question did not seem to have
created a sense of security for the gloomy man, as Alicante
immediately pushed away his outstretched hand.
Without saying anything, the man stood
up with difficulty, refusing his help while casting a suspicious gaze
at him. Perhaps the man was suspecting the sudden change in his
attitude.
He could not blame the man if Alicante
felt that way, though.
The student gave all the things to
him, and then they ran as fast as they could, leaving the two of them
in the corridor hall.
His demeanor just now managed to
attract the attention of all the students in the school. He did not
care. Alicante was the only one he cared about, and he pretended that
helping Alicante was the normal thing he always did.
For him, Alicante was all he thought
about. All he cared about was Alicante’s condition. He had sworn to
himself that he would protect Alicante if he ever got a second chance
to go back in time.
And of course, when that second chance
came his way, he would not waste the gift the gods had given him.
"What?" Alicante asked him
curtly as soon as he found him still standing by the man, who seemed
disturbed by his presence.
"This time, what do you want to
do with me? Are you planning to lock me in the bathroom and throw mop
water as you guys did to me yesterday?"
Alicante’s question hit him like a
thousand pieces of rubble. His fists clenched tightly, cursing the
foolishness he had done to Alicante in the past. Alicante did not
deserve it.
Not at all. In the first place,
Alicante did not deserve such cruel treatment.
His brain worked quickly to think of
the right way to make Alicante no longer feel threatened by his
existence.
He wanted to make him believe him.
Until his brain came up with the only way he could think of to make
Alicante give him a second chance.
Jackson grabbed Alicante’s hand,
which was not carrying a book, and kissed the back of his hand. His
eyes widened when he noticed the pale blush on Alicante’s face.
The feeling of warmth mixed with
pleasure came over him.
"Forgive all the foolish things
I’ve done to you over the years, Alicante Watson." Jackson
locked his gaze on Alicante.
He could see the shock on Alicante’s
face as if he couldn’t believe what he was saying, but he didn’t
care.
"Anything," Jackson
continued, smiling gently at Alicante. "You can do anything to
me as my way of repaying you for all my sins. Even if you want to
make me your slave for life, I will not protest at all."
"W––what are you––"
"Because all this time, all the
stupid things I’ve done to you were my way of expressing my love
for you."
Jackson swallowed, gathering his
courage before he continued. "Well, I know that my confession
just now might mean nothing to you. But I don’t want to lose you a
second time."
A feeling of sadness returned to his
heart as memories of Alicante’s death replayed in his mind.
He forced himself to remain calm and
smiled at Alicante. "So I--"
Alicante slapped Jackson’s hand away
before he could continue, glaring at him angrily, removing all the
cute expressions from that face.
"What kind of joke are you
playing now, Jackson?" Alicante snapped in exasperation. "Is
this part of your plan?"
"I didn’t plan anything--"
"Do you want to play with my
feelings?" Alicante interrupted. "Because you know I’m
gay, so you think making me feel like you will make you feel
victorious? Then you’ll dump me after you’ve accomplished your
goal?"
"That’s not what I mean--"
"Do you think I’ll be happy
just because you just helped me? In your dream!"
Without giving him a chance to explain
what he meant, Alicante closed his locker door, walking away with a
furious expression that the man didn’t hide from him.
It was as if Alicante wanted to
challenge him openly. Alicante did not seem at all afraid of the
consequences of daring to reply to his words.
Although he could see clearly that
Alicante’s hands were trembling in fear as he walked away from him
earlier, Alicante was desperately trying to hide it to make him look
strong in front of him.
Unexpectedly, he found himself
mesmerized by the eyes that were full of loneliness but full of a
very high fighting spirit to survive.
The Alicante he met today was nothing
like the Alicante he remembered in the past. It differed from
Alicante Watson, who died before his eyes. In the past, the man’s
eyes had lost the light of life and the will to live before drowning
themselves on school graduation day…
In the pouring rain. His screams, as
he called Alicante’s name, echoed along with the sound of
raindrops. His hand failed to reach the man’s hand.
It was the regret of a lifetime. He
never wanted to see that expression again...
He laughed softly, shaking the painful
memory from his mind before his laughter became loud. Alicante had
disappeared from his sight, but he kept his gaze locked there.
Jackson slipped his hands into his
jeans pockets, ignoring the students’ stares, terrified, and
avoiding him without saying anything.
He smiled briefly, looking back at
Alicante’s figure, before following the man into the classroom.
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