I do not really know what is happenig most of the time but I put my trust in Jesus. Being humiliated or being called crazy for him does not bothers me, it hurts me, but is a low price to pay compared to the grace and love he gives us. I pray to love like him and that my love becomes as big and similar as his, I venture forth holding his hand in this second chance he has given me under the promise that he gave me to explain to me what had happened with me. 

I wish to share my vulnerability with you, so I confess: 

I might not be a virtuous woman I am still growing in Christ, life really took out the best I had, I am scared by the tought of not being pretty or not being the person my future husband asked for. Nor I am perfect or wonder woman at the same time I am eager to meet him. I got excited by the thought of loving someone else, is something I thought I would never have again.

Forgiving myself for everything I did to myself was really difficult.

I stopped loving myself to the point GOD HIMSELF had to come down and ask me, If I wanted to stay here on earth or come with him to heaven, becuase I did not realize how tired I was and how I did not aprecciate myself. 

And I am here, becuase what I care for the most is accomplish the promises that God has for his people, becuase meeting JESUS is a gift that must be shared and now I rest in him. 

Today I pray for the one who prayed for me when I did not knew Jesus, and I want to tell you something:

Now I am the one who prays for you EVERYDAY and I have high hopes to say thank you in person. 

So, so, so many thanks, thank you, really, THANK YOU. 

Thank you all for reading my testimony.

I LOVE YOU ALL, I do have HIGH HOPES that we all will meet in Heaven one day. 

AND SO MANY SORRY´S,  ENGLISH IS NOT MY MOTHER LANGUAGE.  SPANISH IS. I am from Mexico. 

BYE.