Sometimes I sit and wonder would things have changed if I hadn't listened to my mom and gone and debated in Sweden.
Would things have been different?
I think they would have; I would have never met him, and I would also have never gotten here.
Sometimes when I look back, I wonder did I make the right choice, I wonder do they miss me, or do they think I'm dead ?
Did I love them more than I love him? Did I care about them, or did I want to run away?
I looked out the window it was, beautiful the northern lights always were, they would run across the sky in such beautiful colors, giving light and beauty as they went and as always, they were in stark contrast to the white of the mountains and snow.
I held my mug of chocolate closer to my chest and tightened the grip of the blankets around me, to keep the heat about me.
The Netherlands, in all they're right beautiful and pristine but I simply can't put up with the cold, simply put this country is an impossible place for someone like me because it's cold.
I mean I love the cold, don't I, doesn't everybody, but really summer hear is what I'm used to as the coldest my body can withstand, I have never felt 10℃ in my life, exactly in what world am I going to live in -5℃ ?!
I put the cup down and looked at the door, I wondered where Alex was, I couldn't feel him and I was starting to wonder, I sighed, "He probably went to the chapel."
At first, I was surprised when he told me he was going to a chapel, but then he said there were churches that were a hoax, in reality they were hideouts for super naturals.
I didn't get it so he explained in greater detail by saying, "The churches worship no deity, meaning they worship neither the heavens nor hell, meaning that there is no protection over them whether demonic nor angelic," again I stared at him in confusion, "meaning we, who are of earth and hell can enter without restriction."
I got that part, but I forgot to ask him about why he went, at all. Alex who is vampuric can't enter churches nor can he enter demonic synagogues, but since he isn't of demonic essence he can enter churches, if he is given allowed by the one with higher heavenly power, meaning I get absolutely nothing.
I probably will never understand, the difference between vampuric and essence but I don't need to worry, I think.
If everybody thought I was dead and the vampires think I'm human then I'm alright, I think.
Lana!!!
I fell down and my cup spilled over the wooden floor, isn't that Alex, I hadn't gotten the hang of using telepathy so I couldn't answer.
I know you can't answer but run!
Don't ask why, go to the northern chapel, and find Namer, she'll guide you, I can't continue UGH!! Run Lana, I'll find you!
My adrenaline was at peak I didn't know what to do, was Alex being attacked, was he far from here I needed to run but what about him will he be okay, should I go to him?
I was clutching my heart in pain and worry how am I going to run from here, no! how can I run if Alex is being attacked?
I tried to stand but my legs wouldn't budge.... I can't move, why can't I move, why wont my legs move?!
I pinched my arms I felt blood trill through my fingers and pain shot through my arms, I felt my legs and threw my blankets to the floor as I stood up.
I need to get out of here.
If I stayed and went to him, I knew, and it hurt me to think it, but I would be deadweight.
I looked at the rooms at the far end of the corner and I run to the master and only bedroom, piled my main clothes, took my phone of the counter and a jacket, I wore the jacket and went to the bathroom took a few soaps as well as toothbrushes and washed my face.
I took the pile of clothes and put them in the rucksack as quick as I could, at this point there was blood, I smelt blood, although it was faint I knew they were close.
I took the rucksack and ran to the door at this point I could hear the patter of feet hitting the snowy floor and the occasional crunch of twigs and leaves.
My ability to smell and hear was better than most Canis lupus, I can hear better, smell further but there was something that made me unable to be a fully acclaimed Canis lupus and that was I couldn't fully embrace my wolf nor feel her complete consciousness.
I knew where the northern chapel was, but the problem was the vampires on my track I didn't know how to disguise my prints and I couldn't fully embrace my wolf. I was at a disadvantage; I trusted my speed, but another thing was the mountains between me and the chapel.
I knew they were after me and I knew I had to put distance in between us but how?
I listened closely to the crunch of the leaves and smell of them... nothing the wind was in their favor, but I could hear the leaves, six hundred meters at most.
They were coming from the east, that meant they were from the east atlas chapel, I darted to the forest that lay ahead and followed what light was provided by the moon and northern lights and in the furthest distance I could see the mountains.
I was far but at least I knew my main direction, the wind came back, and I the smell of blood was closer this time from how strong it was, I knew I was caught.
They had to be at least fifty meters in range, I had to find their direction, east... south east. I ran north west weaving in and out of trees over ten times my height, an owl howled, and my heart skipped a beat.
I knew they were moving closer I needed to get faster, quicker, I smelled... salt?
What how was I smelling salt did my nose fail me, where they trying to disguise their scent, but I could hear their feet hitting the ground, and that was far behind me.
But this scent was from the direction I was heading how where they already ahead of me when they were from a different direction completely?
How where they able to do it, I was too deep in my worries and before I saw it, I had hit a tree, I bit my tongue to keep from groaning, I had to hope I wasn't bleeding.
But I didn't have time they were coming and my time was running out, they had probably made up half the distance already. I picked myself up and started running although not as fast as before.
I covered my forehead as I saw the twigs and tree branches ahead from the towering trees.
And as I started to pick up speed my head thudded painfully, and my knee and legs were in agony, but I knew I had to keep going.
I saw an outline of a building and that's when I realized where the salty smell was coming from.
Normally a chapel on the outskirts uses holy salt but since these chapels weren't religious, they used salt as a show, a hoax, as a way to show the people something religious and safe, but in reality nothing but edible rock salt with nothing religious nor holy about it.
I saw a slight movement from behind me and then red piercing eyes. I was done for.
I ran faster than ever my adrenaline making my body numb to the pain.
A hand gripped my leg and I tumbled to the hard rocky floor and the last thing I remember were red piercing eyes and then black.
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