News of the barbarians soon reached the other women, prompting them to hastily pack their belongings to abandon the settlement for the night. They uprooted sprouts to save the crops and took down their tents for the journey ahead. The children, too young to help, could not carry the heavy loads. Their only assistance came from two oxen, which unfortunately had no space on their backs for cargo.
In the small settlement of Parians, now co-inhabited by elves, Trakka, with the assistance of the elf Baldur, began efforts to rebuild the settlement for the night. They concluded that moving a group of weary elves and humans at night was too perilous. Thus, they opted to prepare their food for the next day's journey. Young elven children were fed a corn porridge, while the adult elves engaged in discussions with Trakka and the other women regarding living arrangements.
"We don't have enough tarps for everyone to live under. If we are to share, the women and children will stay in tents separate from the men," Trakka suggested.
"Some of the elves might not be comfortable with being separated from their families," Baldur pointed out.
"I understand that, but you must realize that the other women may not be comfortable sharing a tent with a man, family or not," Trakka replied.
Interrupting their meeting, Nanok's mother, her face still marked by tears, angrily confronted Trakka. "You are too preoccupied with accommodating these newcomers; what about my son!?"
"I'm sorry, but we cannot retrieve his head, Moa, we're not in any position to—"
"You allow these strangers to come in and feast on our food, yet you can't find my son's head!?" the woman, stricken with grief, contends as another woman enters the tent. "Trakka, we're short on furs for the cots; some will have to sleep outside!"
Amidst the ensuing chaos and the Parian women's complaints, Trakka exhales deeply, trying to soothe them. This role isn't hers; she's just a maid to the princess, not a diplomat or politician. She desperately needs Arjana to help defuse the tension, but Arjana is absent... somewhere else.
----
In another tent, hours had passed since Birger had collapsed from casting the resurrection spell. As he lay on the cot, Arjana kept vigil beside him, only to be startled by Izzimar's entrance, draped in his sheet.
"Ah!" she exclaimed.
"Sorry, it's just me, Arjana," he said, waving his cane.
"How did you know I was here?"
"Through smell. Everyone has a unique scent. That includes you, Arjana," he explained, walking over to sit beside her. Arjana turned her gaze back to Birger, who was still soundly asleep on the cot.
"How long will he be unconscious? Is he going to be alright?"
"Oh, the old bastard's just sleeping. He probably just strained his back."
"Izzimar..." Arjana sighed.
"I was kidding.. Besides, he's lived so long, a tumble is more likely to do him in than an old resurrection spell," Izzimar continued. Arjana muttered, and turned away from him.
"What?"
"How could you be so mean to him? He looks after both of us, Izzimar."
"I said it was a joke!"
"Well, I'm not laughing!" she yells. "How could you say such things about him... After everything, you can't even give him a 'thank you'..."
He pauses, sighs, and sits beside Birger's cot.
"Honestly, I am grateful to him... And I really want to make him proud."
"Then why do you swear at him? I could never bring myself to call my father a bastard or insult him after he raised me. Unless he was cruel, but even then..." she trails off, falling silent. Confused, Izzimar urges her, "Even then, what?". Arjana falls silent, her hands clenched. "Why? Why not choose kindness instead?" Izzimar sighs and attempts to speak, but his voice quivers, and his teeth chatter. After another shiver, he starts.
"Arjana, my old clan showed no kindness.... not even to me, their weakest," he stands, touching Birger's shoulder. "I was always betrayed by my family, even when I tried to be loyal. I did everything my father asked, but he still favored my siblings over me," he continues. Izzimar trills uneasily, shakes his head, and takes a deep breath. "I have no eyes nor strength for protection, only my words. So I hurled insults at him when he wronged me. I wanted to feel strong, to reclaim my power, but the words...didn't do a thing..." Arjana watches as he drops his walking stick and rests his head on Birger's side.
"My insults are just words... they had no meaning to my father. I thought they wouldn't matter to Birger either...", he continues, lifting his head to face Birger's sleeping form.
"Have you tried to stop saying them?" Arjana suggests a bit sarcastically.
"Arjana... It's complicated..."
"Well, for once, think about the positive things about Birger.", she urges. To Arjana's surprise and fear, Izzimar fell silent. There must be good things about Birger... unless Birger was actually a terrible person.
The doubts she had about Birger resurfaced. She had been suspicious of him in the past but had suppressed those thoughts. He had kept his identity a secret from her, but he had also nursed her back to health from her strange illness. Still, she couldn't shake the feeling that there was more Birger was keeping from her. What if he really isn't a good person? No, that can't be. Surely Birger is a good elf; if he weren't, he wouldn't be helping a runaway or a lost child. So, she continues to prod.
"Well then, compare him to your father—"
"My father doesn't hold a candle to Birger!" Izzimar quickly interjects, raising his voice and startling Arjana.
"Even though Birger can be a bastard to me sometimes... at least he's not my father," he says, spitting on the ground. "My father can die a thousand deaths for what he did to me..."
Arjana falls silent, observing Izzimar as he begins to tremble with anger. She has never witnessed such intense fury from someone at the mere mention of a family member. Her curiosity is piqued, yet she remains puzzled.
"You... really don't like your father—"
"I fucking hate him," he cuts in sharply, and then... Arjana sees it—the silence and labored breathing from Izzimar. As she moves to face him, the tears welling in his eyes become apparent. "Um... Izzimar, do you... want to talk about it?" she inquires softly, touching his shoulder. He turns away, seething, and retreats to the other side of the tent. Arjana contemplates going to him, offering comfort, but hesitates, worried she might have crossed a line. Opting not to press further, she stays silent, the tent filled only with the sound of Birger's steady breathing.

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