I could clearly see how my future with the person I loved vanished right before my eyes.
I wanted to run after the car, stop it, and make him mine. Tell him I did not care if he had two omegas, but to keep me by his side.
His jacket felt to the ground when I abruptly stood up from the table with my hands on the table, but I could not move an inch.
After everything that had been said, I could not go after him, not now.
I dropped into my seat with a crash and covered my face with my hands.
I could not break down there.
I picked up the jacket from the ground and quickly left the place. I started running, heading straight to the hotel. Then went straight up the stairs to the room, but when I arrived, I stopped dead.
The owner's son was in front of my door.
As I stopped, I realized I needed to get some air. He turned to look at me as soon as he felt my pheromones and smiled.
"Sorry," he clasped his hands in front of his face apologetically. "I know this will sound bad, but I was talking to the receptionist, and he mentioned about you after I told him you worked with me."
He paused for a moment. Seeing that I did not respond, he continued. "So... you live here? I thought you had a partner and slept here with them," he said with a slightly awkward smile.
In my mind I thought this guy had no reason to stick his nose into my business. I frowned, but I had held back the urge to cry for too long over the loss of my alpha, and his last sentence, instead of making me angry, ended up breaking me.
I leaned against the wall to keep from falling on my knees, slowly falling to the floor while my tears starting to fall nonstop. I covered my face with my hands and there I stood, suffering from the loss of my first and only love overnight.
"Woah... huh? What's wrong?" I heard from the owner's son. It was probably his first time he had seen a completely broken person in front of him, so he didn't know what to do.
I heard him take a deep breath to think clearly, and approached slowly.
"You ok? Come one, get into your room," he spoke softly, determined to lift me up.
He tried to take my arm, but I pulled away.
"I just want to help you. You can't stay here. Come on, okay?"
His tone of voice made me glance at him. The way he had spoken to me was similar to his mother's, and the way he was looking at me now was too. That was something I could not reject for some reason.
Without thinking, and with sadness invading me, I got up with his help and he carried me to the door. I reached for the handle, but everything was blurred in front of me. Tears didn't let me see, and no matter how much I blinked to drive them away, they just wouldn't stop.
I let out a sound of frustration. I raised the hand holding the key and held it there, hoping he would understand.
And he did.
He took the key and opened the door for me.
I broke free from his grip and reached the bed. I immediately curled up and clutched the jacket Matt had left me, and I could still smell him on it.
I inhaled deeply of his pheromones. His scent was so strong it triggered a reaction in my body. It had never happened to me before, but just thinking about him and smelling his pheromones on his jacket had caused it.
His smell made my body react. Something like this had never happened before, but just thinking about him and smelling his pheromones on his jacket had made me react.
I tried to calm down, but it was impossible. My alpha was no longer here. I had been so used to his pheromones that after going several months without it and now having it again, I could not handle my own body.
And that made me cry even more.
Suddenly, I felt the weight of someone else on the bed.
I turned my face slightly and saw the owners' son above me, panting.
He had probably reacted to my pheromones, since he was an alpha, a dominant one.
I stared at him for a moment. For some reason he did not scare me, I just couldn't react to anything.
Because of me, he had gotten excited.
He stared at me and something in his eyes made me shudder.
He hesitated for a second but lowered his head and began to sniff my neck, making me shiver. When I felt his lips on it, I could not help but let out a moan, with him going rigid.
He looked at me for several seconds and swallowed. He closed his eyes tightly and stood up, sitting beside me. He brought his hands to my head and began to gently stroke it; it was surely his way of comforting me.
A dominant alpha like him was resisting the pheromones of an omega. That boy was truly strange.
I glanced at him and noticed he was looking away, his free hand covering his nose.
I felt weak, both physically and emotionally. Even so, the caress on my head brought me no comfort; his touch only worsened my body's reactions.
I was not crying anymore; my body had taken over. I felt so hot, and I knew my pheromones filled the room. I had no idea how this guy had not already pounced on me.
Months had passed since I had been touched, and in the state my body was in now, I did not think I could control myself. Without thinking, I raised my face to his hand, and my breath brushed against his palm. He stopped immediately, and I faintly sensed his pheromones.
I began rubbing my face against his hand, not really aware of what I was doing, letting myself be carried away by what my body was practically screaming for.
Even so, I would not let go of the jacket of the alpha I loved. I could not stop holding it close to my face, inhaling his scent.
I opened my eyes slightly, and our gazes met. Now he was staring at me, panting.
I could tell he wanted to say something, but he hesitated at the same time.
"...Can I?" he finally said, his voice slightly muffled.
I watched him and clutched the jacket tightly to my chest. His gaze flicked to the jacket, and he grimaced. He looked back at me, squeezed his eyes shut, and finally sighed.
He slowly approached and ran his hand over my face, wiping away my tears.
He waited a few seconds for my response, but my voice just wouldn't come out.
"You can... think I'm him," he whispered, leaning in to kiss my freshly dried cheek. "I... can't hold it anymore."
He waited for my reply, his nose brushing against my neck.
In my mind, there was only one alpha, and it would always be that way, but my body was too impatient right now. I didn't want to cry anymore, and if this would help me forget everything that had happened for a moment, then I didn't have much to think about, so I nodded.
As soon as he felt my nod, I felt him swallow hard and nervously bring his hand to my chest, beginning to touch me. His hand went under my clothes, and as soon as his fingers brushed against my skin, I shuddered. He reached for my breast and squeezed gently, which made me moan.
He stayed still for a second, then he stood over me and looked at me. He leaned down to my chest and licked one nipple. I shuddered and arched my back at the touch of his tongue.
I began to moan, the tighter he pressed his jacket against my face.
I closed my eyes, and in my mind, it was Matt's hands touching me.
He unbuttoned my pants and pulled them off, tossing them aside as he continued to play with my chest, his hands caressing my abdomen and waist, making my whole body tremble with each touch.
With his fingers, he traced a line from my waist down my leg, lifting it and spreading it to the side.
"You're so wet," he whispered, sitting up, his voice husky, clearly aroused. His voice blurred the image of Matt in my mind, so I opened my eyes slightly. He was looking down at me, his gaze lingering on my lower body.
He reached for my member and began to stroke it while looking at me. Suddenly, he leaned down and took it in his mouth. I moaned so loudly at the feeling of his hot mouth, as if I was going to come right then and there. He kept sucking, and I came the instant he slipped his fingers into my ass.
He swallowed it like it was nothing.
My legs were trembling. I wanted more.
He continued, inserting two fingers, and then added another. I moaned so loudly I could not recognize myself. Had I been longing to be touched by an alpha that long?
No. Not by an alpha.
By the only alpha I had ever been touched by.
And right now, that was not the one touching me.
"W-Wait," I spoke between moans. I held the jacket tightly to my face with one hand, and with the other I reached for his hand, which kept moving its fingers inside me.
I looked at him, who stopped moving. Apparently, he had seen in my eyes what I was going to say, as he raised his free hand to grab the jacket, bringing it closer to my face, while with the other one, he continued to give me pleasure, making me moan.
"You can use me," he whispered, kissing my belly. "Use me as much as you need."
I shuddered at his voice. His pheromones had begun to pierce those of my previous lover.
"Your... pheromones," I said. "Suppress them."
I knew it was not right, but I needed to.
He pushed his fingers deeper inside me, making me recoil and moan with pleasure.
"As you command," he whispered.
As soon as he uttered those words, I could smell the pheromones on his jacket more clearly, while pleasure coursed through my entire body. It was the second time I'd come.
Suddenly, he pulled his fingers out and I saw him lean toward the nightstand, where he retrieved some condoms. I watched him, unsure what to make of it, and then it all made sense. After all, it was a hotel.
He took off his pants, put on a condom, and I felt the tip brush against my ass.
But he did not put it in.
He waited for my response again, rubbing against my penis and moving down to my ass, pressing against it.
I moaned.
I reached out again, trying to ask him to do it, but he just kept rubbing it. As soon as he moved his hand back over my penis, I reached for it and he shuddered. I moved my hand to my ass and spread it slightly.
"P-Put it in already," I begged. I closed my eyes again and the image of Matt returned.
I felt him hold back from pushing it in too quickly.
He slowly began to insert his member, making me shudder.
When he was fully inside, I felt completely filled.
He let out a moan of pleasure as soon as he did.
"I'll move now," he said, lifting my legs and spreading them so wide that my ass lifted off the bed.
I wanted to tell him not to speak anymore, but that would be too much.
He slowly pulled out his penis and thrust into me suddenly, making me come with the first stroke as I let out a muffled moan against the jacket in front of my mouth.
"Wow," he whispered. I glanced at him and a hint of a smile appeared on his face, full of lust.
He waited a moment, lowered my legs, and thrust his entire penis back in, leaving it there. He began kissing my chest and licking my nipples. His hips moved again, making me moan with pleasure once more. I closed my eyes again and breathed deeply into the jacket, now saturated with my former partner's pheromones, which almost made me come again.
He kept thrusting inside me so hard I could feel it reaching my womb.
I felt it growing bigger and bigger inside me, indicating he was about to come. He took my legs and lifted them again, holding them on his shoulders.
He groaned, and his member began to tremble inside me, making me cum too.
I could hear his gasps mingling with my own, and all I could see in my head was Matt.
He lowered my legs again, and I opened my eyes slightly. He moved closer to my face, searching for my lips, so I lowered my head and hid it under my alpha's jacket. He uncovered a part of my neck and kissed me right there.
"You're beautiful," he whispered, planting a kiss on my temple.

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