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The Turmoil of Foil

Freak Squad

Freak Squad

Nov 12, 2024

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The sun started to slowly creep up again on us as I drove through the dimly lit streets. Lily, sitting in the passenger seat, looked like she was still processing everything she’d witnessed. She was beyond drunk, and her words started to slur as she struggled to make sense of it all. 

We could all use some aspirin. 

“What the hell… what was all that? Monsters?!?” Lily yelped as her face laid against the window as she strung the seatbeat like a guitar and cycled her legs. “Am I dreaming? I’ve gotta be dreaming, right? Wake me up, please.”

The monkey finally had some rest somehow with all the commotion going on in the car.

Izzy, lounging in the backseat, spotted Lily staring back at her in the rearview mirror. She decided to mess with Lily a bit by waving her hands around like she was a mirage. “Woo, yeah you’re definitely dreaming. None of this is real. Shut your eyes, will ya?”

"So," she began, the words slowly tumbling out of her mouth, "I didn’t come inside the pet store after the monkey explained stuff to me... while I walked through the blood and bone of dead animals, all the while carrying a shotgun and shooting the daylights out of some giant creature?"

Izzy giggled to herself. "Nope," she said, drawing out the word. "This is just a fever dream, remember? I mean, listen to yourself. It sounds even crazier once you say it out loud, huh?"

Lily squinted, trying to focus, her eyes darting back and forth between the rearview mirror and the road ahead. "I guess." She sighed as she slumped back into her seat. "Maybe I need to quit morning drinking."

Everything seemed to settle with silence before Lily piped up again. "Who are you though?" she asked, blinking at the rear view mirror.

Izzy’s sly grin widened. "Stick around some, and you might just find out."

I knew better at this point. Lily wasn’t going to shake this off as some random, alcohol-induced fantasy. She’d seen too much. Too much for any normal person to process.  “No, don’t listen to her. Everything that happened... it’s all real.”

She turned to face me, her eyes jumping in confusion. “You can't be serious!”

“Yep. Dead fucking serious,” I said, keeping the steering wheel and my voice steady. 

Lily tapped on my shoulder as her voice dropped to a whisper. “Oh. Well, while I attempt to process that, I hate to be a bother, but who is that lady back there? And what’s wrong with her face? She kinda...reeks.”

“Hey!” Izzy shot back.


I cleared my throat, rolling my eyes around. “Oh, uh... you’ve both met before by passing a couple of times.”

Lily’s voice shook with shock. “WHAT?! I don’t remember a walking, talking garbage bin…”

Izzy’s eyes narrowed as she slammed her fist into the back of the seat. “You’re pushing your luck, lady…”

“Settle down,” I quickly said, glancing at both of them. “Her name’s Izzy. She was… my roommate.”

“Ooh yeah, I remember her.” She paused as she tried to connect all of the dots. “Wait, but shouldn’t you be dead?”

Izzy turned away and shifted around in her seat. “You’d think. But it’s my sister who did this to me. That little shit. I didn't ask to be alive again.”

Lily's face began to pale, rubbing her hand on her stomach. “Bleh. Can we stop real quick, Foil? I need to… you know… bathroom, I think.”

I'm not planning on cleaning that out of my seats any time soon. I quickly pulled over to the gas station and I helped her out the car, guiding the walking hangover toward the restroom. She waved me off.  “Go on. I’ll be in there a while.”

I watched her disappear inside. After I paid for the pump, I went back toward the car. 

I felt Izzy’s presence as we exchanged glances in the sideview mirror. She decided to pop her head out the window. What I didn’t know was that she detached her head and held it in her palm, grinning ear to ear.

“GREAT DAY IN THE MORNING!” I yelled as I stumbled over and spilled some gasoline on my clothes. Even the monkey, who was still resting in the backseat, jolted with a startled screech.

Izzy laughed a hearty chuckle as she juggled her head, making the monkey laugh. “Sorry, Florence! I couldn’t resist. I'm just seeing what else I'm capable of!”

"Can you cut that shit out?' I hissed, glancing around the empty lot. "What if someone sees us? It’s bad enough Lily knows what’s going on."

Izzy shrugged while she played hot potato with her head. “Come on, it’s not that bad. I'm still banking on her not remembering.”

"Well we can't. Come on and sit up in the front so Lily can lay down."

She snapped her head back into place. “Coolio! I've been waiting to call shotgun! I’m coming up there!”

“Here she comes.” 

Lily emerged, looking a little less pale.

“Got that all out of my system,” she announced as she flopped into the back. The monkey curled up on top of her and soon we were back on the road.

Izzy broke the silence after a few minutes with a more serious tone of voice. “So, Florence… what’s been going on with you since I’ve been gone?”

I hesitated. I wasn’t living the grand life. The thought of revealing just how empty things had become was hard to admit. 

“Same as it ever was. Same struggles, same dead ends.”

Izzy sucked her teeth. “You still work at that crap shack? I was hoping you’d have moved on from that place.

I mumbled, more to myself than her. “Yeah, you’d think that, but—”

“But what?”
 
A heavy sigh escaped my breath before I could stop it. “Since you’ve been gone, everything’s just been… off. The apartment, the job, everything. I don’t really get out much except, you know, for work. And I don’t even have that anymore.”

She shook her head. “Damn. Back to square one. So, how are you making ends meet?”

I stared at the glaring headlights while tilting my head around. “Had to get creative. Sold some junk, donated blood, picked up whatever odd jobs I could find. You know.”

“I feel you. It’s funny. This feels just like the same situation we were in before you landed that job.”

The irony was not lost on me. “Heh. It does. Guess time’s just a circle, huh?”

Izzy leaned back, resting her head on the back of the seat. “Yeah. But you gotta stop living in the past, man. Something's gotta change.” 

And yet all I could do is stare the past in the face.

A heavy silence settled between us as we stared at one another. There was so much to process.  Everything I’d bottled up since she died, the guilt, all of it—and yet none of it felt real. It was just another strange segment in the mess that had become my life. 

At least with everyone crusing with me, things seemed less messy. 

Izzy leaned back into her seat, staring out the window. “You think we’ll ever figure this shit out?”

I didn’t have an answer for her. Not yet, anyway.

But it feels like I'm forgetting something...
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The Turmoil of Foil is a novella set in 2006 Louisiana about the titular Florence "Foil" Dolores Rodrigez, a twenty-two-year-old man who bottled up his emotions after a series of unfortunate events that happened years prior. He lives alone in his apartment and desires connection and change. He intends to do something about it by going on a journey to break free from the monotonous cycle of his life and reunite with old friends to nurture their relationships. However, it comes at a price that Foil should have seen coming; confronting the emotional baggage he has been carrying. Foil's life along with the ones around will change in ways they weren't prepared for.
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