I don't like my life here, anymore— I never did ever since I entered this place as a maid, my life has been in shambles.

Can't I just go back home? Father, Brother — miss them. 

It was fun at the very start

But why do I have to suffer? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? 

WHY? 

Why must I carry his child? 

Why must this child live?

Why must I go on living on this shitty place? With that shitty man who completely ruined my life.

Not the maids, not the mage, not my family. Why that man?

NO ONE. 

I had no one left. 

I just want to vanish.

I don't want to bore this child.

I don't want this child to see this damn cruel world. 

Death, hear my plea. 

Be this entry be my last one.

Take me. 

I beg of you.

Embraced me within your arms. 

Kill me.

I want my existence within this world to vanish.

Death, let me say goodbye to this world, I beg of you. 

Take anything from me in exchange of my death, my soul my heart, anything. 

Just, kill me.