So, you have changed

And I have not

I'm still that girl 

they want from me 

Identity 

Nor a new face 

Everything is

The exact same

you wanted this

But what do I want 

I want, need to be me

The true me hiding beneath 

She's yearning to come out

and saw through the sky

beautiful butterfly

looking down from up so high

But I'm frozen 

Stagnant and lost 

In a state of pain 

You killed with hate

So judgemental

And dishonest

In the end I'm 

Left with my thoughts 

Always thinking 

'Why is this me'