"Go onnnnn!" I chuckled. James did this thing where he'd say go on in an Hollywood Aussie accent, and make the on really long. I don't know why but It was hilarious. It felt better to talk to him when he said it, it made it feel that he was listening, in a way.

"Well I think I might, y'know, be"my heart was racing in my chest I could barely breathe, or move OR THINK! Still I managed to finish. "I might be, OKAY I THINK IM GAY!"

ho. ly. SHIT!