When her parents asked if she wanna go out.So Vivian agreed to go out with her parents.Her parents were very delighted to hear her answer at last to go out. Her mother immadiately ran to the kitchen to pack everything required to eat out and her father gave her a shiny golden dress which sparkled in her dim room like a sun but not bright enough to wipe out the darkness surrounding her.

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Her mother once again making sure that everything is perfect for her dear Vivian who never left her dim room, who always shutted everyone out who at last si leaving her room for first time after many yearswho was brave enough to leave her emptiness behind her in hope of having a peaceful day for once.

                              There she is as she stepped out from the house the rays of sun lightly touching her face and her flowly brown skin reassuring her that everything's gonna be okay and is ready to protect her from her visions and her sadness. The climate became warmer . She looked around her surroundings and it's as if the place never changed llike that for her , like she was never forgotten.

                                  At last she felt like a normal girl, a girl just like everybody else, free of sadness and full of happiness. A girl who belonged to that place without any of these visions just her memories.

                                   The outside world became a new thing for her, a distant memory which she was eager to make it true and no longer lbe left as a memory.

                                    Everyone in her neighberhood saw her as of she was a ghost, some thought they are hallucinating cause everyone forgot that she even existed- a girl who just ghosted the world. While everyone are staring, gossiping, suddenly a thick mist of fog enveloped around Vivian. When the fog completely vanished vivian saw a girl standing above a tall building it is so high that even a slight nudge and they would be near heavens gates.

                                    Vivian realised that she was seeing a accident, a death- a girl ready to jump from the building. And she started to feel the sorrow , the misery, the regret, the numbness, the void, every emotion hitting her at a time not even giving her  a space to take a breath.The person- that girl's emotions became her's. In a few minutes Vivian is gonna witness her fall, the pain, the pain of death, the loved ones pain everything once again.Vivian tried everything to avoid seeing another person's death , their misery - closing her eyes, wishing for it to go away. Alas but nothing worked , nothing hepled vivian nor that person.Again she was forced to watch someone die infront of her eyes. Just when the person was about to take a step forward  into the nothing.

                                      Vivian shouted "PLEASE DON'T YOU DARE KILL YOUSELF" To her suprise the girl heard her plea and immediately turned towards the voice who shouted,who didn't wanted her to die but she couldn't find anyone. Though vivian still can see that girl realising at last that the victims can hear her voice so she spoke "Please don't do this, I know the pain you feel and the pain you are gonna feel , I know what you fell- no one was thre for you when oyu needed them the most , no one cared for you, supported you, you are all alone."

                                        The girl started crying crashing to the floor. Vivian continued "But you forgot you are there for yourself, you can care for yourself" Then vivian got interrupted by her "I got fed up with everyone, i tried to be there for myself,I did but for how much time---" Vivian immediately spoke understanding her emotions "I am there for you, I'm Vivian, there are gonna be many people who are gonna care for you if first start taking of yourself instead of caring about others cause at last your feeling are much more important." Just as Vivian completed her sentence, surroundings around her faded, the girl faded. Just when this happended she felt as if all her emotions left her, making her feel empty. Her faded surroundings revealed her town, her parents standing beside her with their belongings giving a puzzled and concerned look.

                                           "Are you okay, dear" her father asked "You are frozen looking into the house for a long time, I know what you are feeling 'No no I'm okay,just lost in thought Vivian repliedunsure of what happened to the girl, though it is her first tme where no accident occured, she stopped it for the first time,she felt happy for a moment, until regret hit her feeling if only she did it sooner. Her thoughts are immediately abrupted by a voice calling "Hey Vvian " to vivian's suprise it's her childhood friend THANA  although she never thought Thana would never remember her while she was astonished and confused,her father said "It's me who invited her on your birthday vacation,I hope you don't mind " "Ofcourse I don't mind dad" as vivian completed her sentence Thana threw her arms around Vivian giving her a biggestbear hug squeezing her.

                                            She felt at ease and she forgot her problems, her visions she felt safe. Before releasing her from embrace Thana whispered  "This is the only thing I can do to release you from your visions for a short while"

                                         Vivian felt shocked for a moment if what she heard is real and asked "You know about visions"Thana replied "what vsions?" so she  just shook her head thinking she must have misheard something. 

                                        As everyone were getting into the car to visit the places they wish,Vivian felt as if someone was staring at her far away,opposite to her house. A shadow like being staring at her she couldn't quite figure out who i was cause the person was in the darkest corner only eyes are visible to her. The eyes are appeared to be dark even though th eperson was standing in bright sunlight.

                                      She shrugged away the thought that it might be another person of the town who seeing her as a ghost and just wen away.

                                        No one's gonna care about you even if you vanish unless you acknowledge your own worth.