Read Longing :: Chapter 5 - Adam

Chapter 5
Adam

I've gotten used to the human world. It's not as bad as i thought even though it has its flaws.. A lot of flaws... But it's nice, my "roomies" offered me a job at their cafe so I graciously accepted the offer because its the least i can do right now. I feel guilty just laying in bed and eating their food, i just feel like a burden, like a nightmare that wont go away. Right now Alfred is tailoring my working outfit, it's nothing much but it's a pretty nice looking working
uniform. A white button up shirt, black pants and an orange apron. I really like this combination of colors. I feel like it suits me quite nicely with my blonde hair. Alfred said that everyone's uniforms in the cafe are meant to represent a cat, which i found very interesting. Meanwhile Alfred and his wife Natalie are working hard on getting me ready for tomorrow. I cant help but feel so excited. In heaven, I didn't have much of a reason to get excited over anything, I was expected to be the symbol of a perfect angel and... look where that got me. All that work and research of previous pillars of what an angel should be. All of them had the same fate, which was to be killed by Lucifer. Every single one, but heaven did nothing. The council, which came into power after God placed his trust in us to run heaven, had no idea what to do. They just started guarding every corner of heaven. Even with so many angels being on guard and me preparing for my fate. I didn't expect my family and my lover to be killed... Why did Lucifer make me fall, why didn't he kill me like all the rest. Was i too weak and pathetic to be worth his kill...

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