That was how their relationship were for the past few weeks, they meet and fucked. He was always the one to call on Silver like some booty call, Silver never came to him and he was too horny lately and couldn't keep it in his pants to actually wait him out for some days or month like he did before to know if Silver would seek him out and come to him instead. He didn't want Silver to be his booty call or fuck buddy. 

It didn't help that everytime after they fucked to the point of exhaustion, Silver was gone before he awoken the next morning. If they had fucked during the day, Silver left a few minutes after they've come down from their high giving different excuses each time and was out before he could say a word to get him to stay. He even tried fucking Silver so hard he passed out and sore the next morning he won't even bother trying to leave but surprisingly that failed big time. 

Worse he was a heavy sleeper after their long night of wild sex he's always exhausted and out by flicker of light, so he was never able to catch Silver leaving early every morning like his security informs him. He even tried setting alarm to rhyme with the time Silver left to wake him up but he always slept through them, waking up later to missed alarm. After a few times of trying that method that obviously didn't work, he suddenly realized that the alarms he sets is probably what wakes Silver, who was a very light sleeper up most of the time leaving him and his side of the bed cold and empty each time he woke. He kicked himself for his foolishness and stopped setting the useless alarm.

It made Silver look like a whore, the only thing left was to pay him each time after sex before he left. It saddens his heart everytime he wakes up to an empty bed as expected. It felt like a constant reminder this was all about the contract and nothing more. Few weeks ago he was happy, content even that Silver wanted him and was happy to take whatever little Silver was willing to give. He had hoped they'd end up being more than just sleeping together but that isn't forthcoming and nowhere happening.

He wanted more from this, the heavy feeling in his chest grows everyday knowing Silver is just doing this for the contract sake. The stupid thing but that contract was what brought Silver to him, the reason he was able to have him on his bed.

He wouldn't deny he thought about ending this thing they have going between them to save himself from a lot of hurt and heartbreak destined to happen in near future but selfishly he rather be with Silver as FWB, fucking around and taking the little he offered than not be with him at all.

This morning like every other one he awoken to the empty side of the bed, the body embraced to his and limbs intertwined with his last night was gone. The contentment he felt from the night before is suddenly replaced with an empty gloomy feeling. He dragged himself from the bed to make breakfast and probably get ready for work. He had been going to work looking dark and solemn, everyone at work took notice of his mood, they tend to associate and communicate with him depending on his mood. 

When he was happy they all laugh and joke about silly things, everywhere was all smiles and sunshine you get away with most things. When he was angry, they received his wrath, so they all tend to avoid him like plague and was careful with what they say or do around him to avoid getting fired on the spot. Then when he was sad, they were extra nice and tend to walk around him like broken glass to avoid setting him off. His mood had been following a descending order as stated this past few weeks, two weeks ago was his mood for anger and irritation, now he was just feeling solemn and tired.

Too lazy to put on a shirt he headed to his kitchen only in pants to make breakfast, his cook was given a day off, infact all of his staffs were given most days off ever since him and Silver happened. They had sex a lot and in different areas of the suite when they couldn't keep it in their pants or wait any longer to get to his bedroom or even the guestrooms, he can't have the staff witness that, just imagine the awkwardness and embarrassment.

He froze, might as well stopped breathing when he got to the kitchen. There stood Silver in one of his gray t-shirt that looked large on him and covered him like gown reaching at the middle of his thigh, his hair pulled up in a bun. He looked so cute and adorable don't forget small and fragile. 

He pinched himself on the cheeks to make sure he wasn't dreaming but Silver was still standing there messing around with the stove with his back to him. He only heard, read about this cheesy stuff and watched movies but it happening to him, he now understood what they meant by the warmth that fills you seeing your significant other wearing your clothes. The possessiveness that sets in after. 

Suddenly feeling happy and hopeful, he pulls himself together and walks slowly to him, wrapped his arms around Silver' waist and placed a lingering kiss on Silver' exposed shoulder. 

Silver turned to him startled, "you shouldn't sneak up on people."

He smiles apologetically before pressing his lips to Silver' who leans in and kissed him back in a light kiss. "Morning." He smiled at how natural that felt, like it was a regular occurrence for them and how domestic they looked. Silver must have also felt it but didn't look happy about it like he was, his eyes were wide open in slight shock. 

Noticing his stare Silver pulled on his stoic mask but his panicked eyes gave him away.

Silver cleared his throat, "I made coffee, do you want some" 

"Yeah,"

Pouring some for him in a mug, "hope you like it sweetened." Silver asked handling the coffee to him.

"I love that," taking a sip. "this is good, how about I start up breakfast for us."

"Let me help_"

"No thanks. You're my guest. Now go take a sit, I'll be quick." He said shooing Silver out.

Silver chuckled, before taking a sit opposite him by the counter.

He smiled, he wanted Silver to feel comfortable and relaxed in his home  and around him. He noticed he's always tense and cautious around him when they ain't intimate. 

He could feel Silver' eyes on him as he walked around the kitchen preparing the said breakfast. He was a decent cook and was glad for that. He wasn't really worried he'll making something burnt or too salty. He wants to impress Silver.

His eyes meets Silver' who was following his every move with his eyes. Silver still looks a lil anxious and wary of him but relaxed, which is a start. 

He sents a smirk his way. "like what you see."

"You wish," Silver smiles while he pouts. " I'm just hungry."

"For the food or me." He asked with a deliberately low voice.

Silver gulps "the food of course." His lustful eyes holds Silver' which mirrored his.

"Yeah sure," 

Silver clears his throat. " You'll burn the eggs." 

He chuckled before paying attention to finishing up. When he was done, Silver helped him set the plates. 

"Is this not too much," Silver asked.

He looked at the table, plate of many layers of pancakes, yummy chocolate and strawberry syrup on top. Don't forget bacon, scrambled eggs and waffles. 

Shaking his head. "No, you haven't seen me eat yet and after the night we had I'm pretty much really hungry." He said sending a smirk Silver' way and he could have sworn he saw his cheeks tint red.

Silver rolled his eyes and took a sip from the glass of milk, he decided to take with breakfast. 

They both dig into their food while making light conversation. Smiling at each other and laughing when one says something funny. He said something stupid and Silver giggles. Like literally.

He stops and stares at Silver. His heart awws. It was the most beautiful sound he ever heard, he wished Silver laughed more. 

"You're beautiful." He blurted out, Silver shocked eyes met his and hardened in the matter of seconds and he knew he'd made a mistake. 

The moment lost food forgotten. Earlier Silver was just wary of him, now he just shut him out. There wasn't any form of emotion on his face to tell what he's thinking about just like when they met at the company. He was just cold. Like he wasn't the one smiling and laughing a while ago, like he'd had imagined the moment.

He shouldn't have said anything. Why did he have to go and ruin this.

"Can I see the contract you compiled." Silver asked, his voice monotone and cold.

The contract. Back to the contract. His heart felt heavy. They've been at it with this thing between them for weeks and Silver never brought up the contract like he'd forgotten about it's existence. He did too until now.

"Let me go get it." 

He returns with the file and handed it over. He watched Silver go through them with concentration.

"Move in with you?" Silver raised an eyebrow.

Yeah that was a stupid thing to add and a lil too far. Did he write that. It feels like a very long time. "It felt right back then, when I was compiling it."

"Convenient as it sounds, for you, I can't move here. Why would you even think this, We're not a couple Xavier." Silver said with a straight face clearly annoyed.

He had that coming and probably deserved it. Even if it sounds stupid, he had hoped Silver would reconsider it; moving in with him. He didn't want to push it.

"You don't have to move in Silver. Like I said it was a long time ago I  compiled that. I haven't looked at it since, so take your time going through it. We cancel out anything you feel uncomfortable with and add somethings to it." He replies softly.

"Okay I like that," Silver said turning the page over.

Few minutes later, Silver burst out laughing and he couldnt help but stare feeling mesmerized, "you were to compile a business contract Xavi not a marriage certificate"

He pouts, "Don't make fun of m- " his eyes widens, "what did you just call me." He could have sworn Silver just said Xavi. His heart flutters.

Silver blinked once, then twice realizing what he said, the tense feeling in the room before shifted. Silver gulps, then clears his throat which he did often when he's nervously thinking of a way out of a situation; like this one.

" That's besides the point. Number 4 act two states we can't have other partners. You can sleep and be with whomever Xavier, so will I. We ain't getting married nor in a relationship. Don't let me cockblock you from other women." 

His heart stops. Does Silver have someone else, is he sleeping with other people. Probably why Silver doesn't stay over at his place. His hands clenched at the thought. He tries not to overthink it before letting out a tired sigh.

Silver is right, why was he mad. It's not like they're dating or anything. Silver can be with anyone he wanted, it's none of his business. He shouldn't care but why does it hurt.

"Yeah. That makes sense. Being a while since I've touched boobs and felt the essence of a woman." He says trying to keep his voice normal and playful.

He probably imagined it but Silver' eyes turns sad for a moment.

To be honest, he hadn't been with a woman since Silver, a plan he should put into action. He had been totally consumed with the thoughts of Silver and anything Silver that everything else didn't matter.

Intentionally or not Silver has cockblocked him. He didn't think he can be with any woman after being with Silver for these past weeks. Nothing would be able to compare to it nor satisfy him. That doesn't mean he shouldn't try it out and see where it goes.

They went through the contract for hours, adjusting and removing. It was stressful but entertaining. He got to hear Silver opinions on things and they both argued their points. Both being business men with good negotiating skills didn't help to fasten the process. 

Don't forget they're both stubborn as hell, none willing to compromise to the other until they argued it out. It was fun, like trying to seal a difficult deal in the company.

Once done Silver stands up, closed the file and placing it on the table, pushing it towards him. 

"Thanks for breakfast. You're really a good cook." Silver compliments him which warmed his heart.

He holds Silver' gaze and smiles, "I feel appreciated. You know you're the first person I've ever done that for. "

Silver tensed and looked at him with curiosity, he did that a lot mostly when he says stuffs like this or compliments him. "I feel special." 

you're special.

"I'm going to take a shower." Silver said biting on his lower lips, eyes heated before walking away.

His breath hitched, imagining Silver naked under the shower, blood pumps to his lower region he watched Silver ass as he left. 

Was that an invitation?

A/n

Well tapas doesn't allow more than 15,000 letters not words don't know why, It's sorta frustrating.

So Chapters longer than the required will have a part 2. Check out part 2 ( •͈ᴗ•͈)

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