Angel had been up for hours already, long before sunset. The money wouldn't start until it was dark. That was when the roaches came out; all the vermin like him, and those that sought his services, those lonely souls that wanted something else, just for a night. The ones that paid best wouldn't be looking for him until well into the night. The ones with tastes for things that even others like Angel weren't always willing to do.
His gaze flicked to the window. At this rate though, none of it would happen. He wasn't sure if he was relieved or annoyed. He wouldn't do it, if he didn't have to, but only the most desperate of fools would go out in what was brewing overhead. As if in answer, the broiling storm cloud flickered in the distance. Some minutes later, Angel heard the muted rumble of thunder. The sun hanging low in the sky lit the underside of the storm, casting ominous but beautiful shadows along the surface of the cloud. A teasing precursor of a breeze stirred the faded sheets that currently passed for curtains in his tiny apartment, and Angel sighed.
He should shut the window. He knew he should. But... if he did, would Dallieh come? Would he use the door, or would he assume the closed window was a retracted invitation? Angel hoped not. He hoped Dallieh would know better than to think it. But he wasn't willing to take the chance. Long black hair fell away from fingers that had absently been weaving deft plaits, and he stood from the bed. He bent over his hamper and fished out a used towel, wrinkling his nose at the filling basket. If he was going to be stuck home, maybe he would do something productive and haul his stuff down to the coin laundromat on the bottom floor.... before it got to the point that it would take two trips. Another heavy sigh as he crossed back to the window and laid the towel on the floor, then pushed the table closer to his shelf of books and movies.
The wind gusted a little harder into the window, and Angel straightened up, bracing his forearms on the sill, and leaning out into the oncoming storm. The air had a heady tang of ozone and static, and Angel inhaled deeply, his lips curving into a small smile. Dying sparks of sunlight, reflecting from the windows of the building across the street, glinted off the bright green of his eyes and the first cold drops just before they struck his face. The storm flickered again, and this time the chasing thunder was much louder, and closer on the heels of the flash. A wayward gull fought against the pull of the wind, and Angel frowned. He hoped Dallieh wasn't trying to fly in this. There was still time before sunset. Still frowning, he retreated inside. Laundry. He'd get his laundry together.
He didn't have time to do more than get out the worn canvas bag from the bottom of his closet before he felt him. The growl of thunder muted the rush of air and flutter of his wings, but Angel knew he was there. When he turned, he saw the big black raven perched on the edge of the table, and he couldn't help the grin on his face as he dropped the bag and crossed the few steps between them. He raised his hand, running fingers over a soft, feathered head that pushed into his touch, and a quiet laugh escaped his lips as blue-green eyes closed.
"I was worried 'bout ya flyin' around in that..." He gestured towards the window, where the wind was picking up speed. Black wings rustled, and Dallieh tilted his head. It drew out another laugh.
"What? It's gettin' gross out there. And I totally don't wanna find out ya splattered yourself all over a window or somethin'." Now the raven squinted at him, feathers ruffling. Angel rolled his eyes, but he was still grinning when he turned towards the window. He rested his hands on the sill, watching the drops come down faster, until it was a steady downpour. The wind blew them in, soaking his bare chest in short order, and Angel closed his eyes. He remained that way only a moment or two, before he closed the window and turned around, leaning back against the pane of glass. He absently brushed the water from his skin.
"I love weather like this, yanno? The charge in the air an' the thunder... It's like... a little baptism for the world or something. Heh... that sounds stupid. I know it's not like it's raining around the world or anything." He laughed softly at himself, and his fingers picked up the now-loosened braid of hair that he'd left woven into the lengthy mane. He was babbling, and he knew it, but he couldn't make himself stop. He looked away, staring at a nondescript spot on the wall. "But... maybe it's just cleanin' up the one little area where it falls. It can't be just rain, either. It has to be a storm, with lightning. Like this one..." He hadn't realized that his lazy drawl had faded as he spoke.
He gave himself a mental shake and flopped onto the bed, folding his arms behind his head, but turning enough so that he could look out the window. "Sun's gonna be down soon... I like the way it makes the rain glow like that, though... Heh, I don't know what's gotten into me tonight... probably just the rain. Makes people get all...sentimental or some shit like that..."
It was the movement that drew his attention. Dallieh had been perched quietly on the edge of the table, but then he raised his wings. Just a single stroke, and he'd cleared the room to instead settle on top of the fridge. The way he tilted his head, and the body language, even bird body language, was so pointedly asking a specific question, Angel had to laugh.
"Damn ok, I can take a hint. No, I ain't eaten yet." More squinted eyes, and rustling wings. Angel laughed again and rolled easily, gracefully to his feet, striding to the fridge. His eyes sparkled as he reached up to caress black wings. "How'dya do that anyway? You ain't even talkin' and I know what you're tellin' me."
He bent, opening the fridge, and then straightened up with a bottle of water and an apple. He held it up, raising a brow in inquiry. "Better?"
Dallieh's head turned towards the window, just as the last glimmer of reflected sunlight vanished from the windows across the street. He gave himself a shake, then hopped from the top of the fridge. When he landed, he was a man, and he wore that slight smile that made Angel's heart pound, and his insides go watery.
"It's a start."
The rain had yet to abate. It came down in sheets, and battered at the glass of the window. The wind howled like a tormented soul, while the thunder and lightning played tag in the sky. The storm had seemingly stalled completely, right over the apartment building Angel called home. There was a faint smell of char in the air, and a pan sat in the sink, full of soapy water, soaking. The television was playing across the room, just loud enough to be heard over the storm, without drowning it out.
Angel stretched carefully, his head braced against Dallieh's shoulder. He reached up and ran the fingers of his left hand through nutmeg locks that mingled with his own, where Dallieh's head rested against the top of Angel's. He could feel the slight shift as cool fingers found his, and drew them so carefully into sight.
"How's your hand?"
Swirling eyes flicked to the white bandages wrapped around his palm, and Angel wrinkled his nose. He'd done quite a bit of damage when he'd scorched the pan. It was a small miracle that he'd set nothing ablaze, but he had given himself a frightful burn on the side of his hand. Still, the careful application of a cooling gel from a first aid kit Angel didn't remember owning had taken care of the worst of the pain.
"S'fine... doesn't even hurt."
"Good. I told you I would cook...." Dallieh looked down at him with the corner of his mouth quirked in a slight smile.
"Yeah but I ain't a baby. I can do it myself."
"Apparently."
Angel's nose wrinkled again when Dallieh gestured towards the sink with one hand, then lightly touched the fingers of Angel's injured limb. He could hear the amusement in his tone. It drew a snort from him, but he merely settled more comfortably against a cool shoulder. A smirk curved his lips.
"Yeah well... I ain't never said I was good at it."
They fell silent again, bathed in the soft glow of the screen. Thunder roared overhead, and Angel's eyes closed. He could stay like this forever, just frozen in this one little moment, with the storm, and the TV and the shoulder he leaned on. If the world ended in that second, he'd have been perfectly content. With the way the storm was shaking the building and rattling the windows, it seemed like it really might just end. He smiled when he felt a hand gently brush over his dark hair. So perfect. Everything really was so perfect.
The lightning lit the sky to almost daylight, and the thunder crashed immediately on top of it. There was a strong charge in the air, an eerie green glow, and then suddenly, the room was plunged into total darkness. Angel jumped in place, sitting upright. Then he cursed and flopped back against the wall with a thump.
"Stupid fucking power..."
There was a low chuckle from beside him, and Dallieh shifted in the bed. Angel wished he could see him. But even the street lights were out; he couldn't see his hand in front of his face. It felt like Dallieh had raised to his knees. Angel could feel his gaze on him. What was he thinking? How could he even see him? The lightning flashed again, giving Angel a brief glimpse of the smile. That smile... oh hell that smile. It made Angel's heart pound like a drum. And those ocean blue eyes caught the light like a mirror, shining like a cat on the prowl. For a millisecond, he thought Dallieh would close the distance between them again. Then the light died and the room was once more nothing but inky blackness. It took far longer than the lightning flash for Angel to recollect himself. He took a breath, and raked a hand through his hair, then slid off the side of the bed.
"Hang on, I know I got some candles..."
He knew his apartment by heart, but he still fumbled blindly in the drawer before he managed to procure the box of emergency candles. He cursed again, when he bumped the burned hand against the interior of the drawer, and started to switch to his right hand, but Dallieh's touch stopped him. Angel went still, even the air in his lungs frozen. Dallieh was so close. He could feel his chest brush against his shoulder, even as a pale hand covered his, and took the box of matches from him. That riverbed voice was a soft rumble in his ear, cool breath against the skin.
"Let me."
Angel couldn't protest or even summon up a response, he simply let Dallieh take the candles, the matches, and the assorted, mismatched candle holders out of the drawer. The first match was struck and a candle sparked to life, illuminating Dallieh's features with a flickering glow. Angel could feel his cheeks heat when one of the oddball holders was lifted, and he caught sight of the amusement on the ivory features. It was... a glass teddy bear. One ear had been broken off, and it was cracked through, but it was unmistakably a teddy bear, complete with sculpted bow tie.
"That's cute."
Angel's flush darkened and he snatched the chunk of glass, shoving a candle roughly into place. His tone was a sour grumble. "Shuddap. I got it at the thrift store.... first time the power went out, I got a bunch... I wasn't real concerned 'bout what they looked like."
"Does this happen a lot?"
"Often enough that I gotta be prepared."
Angel gathered up a few more of the candles and holders, and walked over to the table to set them up, while Dallieh finished lighting the ones on the counter. Before long, the tiny apartment was bathed in soft, warm light. Angel stood by the window for long moments, staring out into the dark night, one arm wrapped around himself. He knew he should turn around and say something, but... what should he say? Stupid power outage. Stupid teddy bear shaped candle holder.
Once more, Dallieh was behind him, so close, that if he breathed, Angel would've felt it. He didn't need to hear words to know there was an unasked question. Dallieh wanted to know why he was standing there. Why he didn't move back to the bed. The hand that touched his arm was so tentative. Angel sighed and leaned his head back until it rested on Dallieh's shoulder. Without a word, Dallieh guided him across the room, scooping up a book as they passed the shelf. Angel sat down, and Dallieh sat beside him. Angel scooted back until his shoulders rested against the wall, and once more, Dallieh followed suit. He opened the book, intending to read, just like they usually did.
Angel didn't think he'd be able to help himself doing something he shouldn't, if he had to lay there and listen to that beautiful murmur of a voice, coupled with the patter of rain on the window. So instead, he covered the book with his hand. Dallieh flinched, looking up with wide eyes. Angel's brow furrowed. He thought he did something wrong? With a good-natured sigh, and a roll of his eyes, Angel took the book from him.
"My turn." he said simply. He then guided Dallieh down to rest his head against Angel's thigh. He almost laughed at the bewildered look on his face. Warm, coffee-colored fingers combed through ruddy bangs, smoothing them away from cool skin the way Dallieh had done for him. He watched as unruly lashes closed over blue-green eyes that glimmered in the glow of candlelight.
Dallieh smiled when Angel began to read. There was no lazy drawl... just the words from the page. He’d never heard that way in his voice: the forced simpleness of a sharp mind so no one would ask any questions... even when Angel tried to use it. Now, it was painfully obvious that he didn’t require it as anything more than a way to spare himself from conversation. Did he ever talk to anyone else like this? Dallieh closed his eyes against a disappointment he wasn’t even sure of. He had. He had to have forgotten himself in someone else before. Dallieh’s brow furrowed and he rolled so he could see Angel’s mouth form the words of the story. It all looked so easy. It all looked like something he had done a thousand times before. It hurt him to think that, somehow... he could have missed this. He let his fingers stray up to touch Angel’s chest, tracing the lines of a rose. He watched the rise and fall of his hand and listened to the softness of his voice as he read. How could he not realize... how could he not know... that this was all just perfect. It was exactly as it should be and it was all because they were there together.

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