Her words almost made me unable to answer. Looking at her, I felt an indescribable feeling. I closed my eyes deeply. I wanted to stop thinking. "You regret choosing to love him, right?" Mei Yang's tone was full of regret. "Because you are afraid of his death."

I raised my hand and asked him to stop. Let me think about it.

"If you regret it, then don't love him anymore."

I opened my eyes. I stared at Mei Yang intently. "Do you know what you are saying?!... You... You are persuading me to escape!" I felt incredible. "This is not your usual style, Mei Yang."

Mei Yang smiled bitterly. "Because, I am also afraid of your death."

My heart suddenly hurt. I felt a heart-wrenching pain. If I died, how many people would cry for me? "Mei Yang, do you know? Lin Shinuo found me, and he told me to go to him, and he would let me go."

Mei Yang began to remain silent. "I'm really afraid that Mo will die. You know Lin Shinuo always uses very despicable means to harm us. One day we will be caught off guard!" I became a little excited. "I'm really worried, worried that Mo will be gone in the next second... If I encounter the same thing as the previous two times, how long can I bear it... I don't understand, I'm really scared..."

I said a lot of things, but Mei Yang didn't say a word. Her expression was very strange. "Mei Yang, Mei Yang?" I tried to call her and gently pushed her. "Mei..."

"Why do you want to stay if you are afraid!" Mei Yang suddenly yelled.

I was shocked.

"I really don't understand, was it right or wrong for me to persuade your father to let you come back..."

I was shocked by what Mei Yang said suddenly, what's wrong with her?

"I'm afraid that every time I ask you if you are happy, you will pretend to be happy every time... But I'm more afraid that you will tell me that you are not happy every time!"

"..." I was speechless "Don't show me gray again. OK?" Her attitude was so serious that I couldn't react. I couldn't resist the soft and hurt tone.

After a while, she regained her composure. She scratched her hair, "I'm sorry." She smiled bitterly. The faint bitter smile on the corner of her mouth said, "Forgive my selfishness."

Mei Yang never gets angry with me, and rarely yells at me. But this time she is so serious.

She left first. Looking at her back as she left. I asked myself, "Is this relationship wrong from the beginning?"

The leaves fell to the ground, and the green leaves lost their lives too early. Leaves that leave the tree can only wither on the ground.

Even if the leaves are not withered and yellow, they will lose their lives.

Spring is coming.

I smiled bitterly. The surroundings were quiet.

"Chongmi."

I turned around, and Mo stood behind me. He pulled me up and left.

"Why do you have time to come to me today? Why don't you stay at home and take care of yourself? What are you doing at school?"

"I'm afraid you can't take care of yourself."

I glared at him. "You underestimate me. I can still protect you!"

He looked at me as surprised as if he had discovered a miracle in the world. "If you brag too much, you'll get busted."

"Hmph! Just watch." I said proudly.

"What? Don't tell me about that lousy method of going to Lin Shinuo's place." Actually, he heard my conversation just now. He just didn't say it. He looked at me and smiled faintly. His dark eyes were covered by his bangs.

We walked for a long, long time. I don't know how many hours passed. At first I was still talking, but later I didn't want to talk anymore.

It was already dark.

I realized that we had been walking for a long time. When the lights came on, Mo stopped. His expression became pale.

"Mo..."

Standing under the street lamp, the yellowish light reflected on his face, looking pale.

"What's wrong? What's the sudden unhappiness?"

Mo gently let go of my hand. I instinctively held him tightly.

"I promise you...let you go." His voice was very low.

For a while I didn't react. "What did I do wrong?!" I shouted. "What did I do wrong? I can change!"

"Chongmi." Mo burst into tears. This was the first time I saw him cry so clearly. Wasn't it always him who watched others cry? He watched me cry and then comforted me. "I am a gangster, not suitable for you."

I looked at him with wide eyes.

"This relationship was wrong from the beginning." Mo seemed to be answering my question. He heard the conversation between Mei Yang and me. But I didn't understand how much he heard.

"I shouldn't have looked for you, shouldn't have tied you to me. I've walked so far. How long can I go?" Mo was very confused. His eyes lost their luster and were dim. His tears made me feel so sad. It hurt so much.

I cried with him.

"In the end, either you are too tired to walk or I am too tired to walk. Just like love, in the end, either you don't love me or I don't love you. There is no suspense."

"So you don't want to practice it because you know the result...right?" I held his hand tightly. I asked seriously.

"I don't want to waste time."

"Heh." I smiled helplessly. "Do you think our love is a waste of time?"

He was silent.

"You don't." I said. "You don't think so. Mo, let's go on together. If I can't walk anymore, you carry me. If you can't walk anymore, I support you. Until we are both exhausted."

Mo looked into my eyes. "I will die."

"..."

"I don't want to leave you alone."

I was stunned and didn't say anything. At this time, Mo gently pulled my hand away from him. "If you are afraid, just leave me."

He left sadly.

"I have doubted our love, been afraid, and never regretted it!" I yelled. "I don't regret it. Even if I am afraid, I won't run away!"

I caught up with Mo. "We have been on and off so many times. Don't set obstacles for us. Mo... don't leave me again. You said that we should die together."

"Are you really not afraid?"

"Afraid."

He smiled bitterly.

"As long as you stay with me."

Mo smiled, I hugged him and never let go. I don't want to break up and get back together again. If you said you would accompany me all the way, don't give up halfway.

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The weather is very good today, with only a little sunshine. I am wearing a beautiful new skirt with floral patterns just above the knees, and a long wide sweater in a sable color.

I stand at the agreed place waiting for Mo.

I look at the time, why hasn't he come yet? Today is a special day. A very special day. It's my birthday. After 5 minutes, I finally see Mo. He is wearing a casual suit and tea green sunglasses. He is still charming. It's rare that he walks today.

He must have arranged something for me. I secretly laughed. When he came over, I deliberately put the watch in front of him "You are late."

He didn't respond.

I frowned "You are late!"

He smiled helplessly, "Miss, how do you want me to compensate you?"

"Well... every minute you are late, you say you love me once. Now you are late for 5 minutes, that means you say you love me 5 times." I looked at him with shining eyes. A look of "I'm going to play dirty".

His face sank. He looked very aggrieved. "Why don't I take you wherever you want to go?"

"Don't change the subject." I said.

"Do you like to hear that?"

"Yeah!" I nodded.

He curled his lips. "You're bored, aren't you?" I pouted, "You don't have the sincerity to apologize at all!"

"Can you stop playing?"

"How can this be called playing!"

"It won't be true if you say it out loud." His reasons were too far-fetched. His expression also looked very unnatural.

"Just say it~ Just say it~ I want to hear it~" I rubbed his face.

"You can't say this sentence casually. Not at this time." Mo was very serious.

I sighed, "It's up to you!" I was about to leave. Mo held my hand, "Don't be angry, okay?"

"No!"

"Child." He smiled, and it really made me want to be beaten when I saw him smile. "No!" I argued for myself.

"Every time he gets angry because others give in to him, he will lose his temper. This is just like a child." Mo said.

"I'm not losing my temper!"

"Okay, okay, are you still angry now?" Now I realize that his tricks of bluffing are really good.

"Mo."

"Yeah?" We walked hand in hand.

"Are you really the boss in the underworld?" Mo smiled. "Why do you ask?"

"You seem very... gentle. Aren't most underworld bosses very bad? They are either very cold, very cruel, or the kind that don't care about anything but are very mean?"

"Have you watched too many movies?" Mo was still laughing. "But how can you become a leader without being cruel and mean?" I looked at him. Mo's smile suddenly settled. "Only to you."

"?" I didn't quite understand. Did he mean that he was actually very cruel and cold? The expression he showed to Zhu Xiaomi in the hospital last time, I almost didn't recognize him.

"My gentleness belongs only to you."

I don't know how he feels. But the excitement really overwhelmed all thoughts.

"Coldness and cruelty are for most people. Because you are the only one left in this world." When he said this, even the air was heavy.

I should be happy to hear these words, but I was surprisingly heavy. He meant that in addition to his family, even the organization seemed to be nothing. The organization he founded was so hard, but this organization that caused him so much suffering. It was obtained by cruelty and means to many people. In the end, it belonged to him, but it was like a black hole.