Lin Shinuo smiled. I knew he wouldn't kill me. "Very good, to get her back, use your life."

"Lin Shinuo!" I yelled. "Kill me if you want! Don't use me as a stumbling block for me!"

I calmed down, and Lin Shinuo threw the gun to me. "Commit suicide. After you die, I will let him go. All I want is your life." Lin Shinuo's tone seemed to be very unhesitating.

I looked at Zhu Xiaomi, who would draw the gun at any time, and told me to hurry up with a blank expression.

"Don't..."

I pointed the gun at my temple. I smiled faintly. "An Chongmi, I love you." I heard this sentence that I begged for many times but couldn't get. I burst into tears. Lin Shinuo saw me crying and seemed to be a little soft-hearted. "It turned out to be like that..."

"Bang bang bang!" Three shots were fired from Zhu Xiaomi's gun. There was no deviation, hitting my left chest. The position of the heart.

"No!——!" My scream was heart-wrenching. The sound was made unusually desolate by the crying...

Lin Shinuo knocked Zhu Xiaomi's gun away. Because he knew that she would probably kill me.

Gone... They are all gone...

I knelt on the ground... Looking at the body of Mo Na whose temperature was disappearing, I ran over to press the wound...

But the blood wet my hand, and there was a pungent smell of blood.

"Mo..."

I called him.

"Chongmi..." Mo moved my hand away. "My blood... You gave it to me..." Mo smiled faintly. "You have saved me so many times, this time, it's my turn..." His smile disappeared. His hand slipped from mine...

"Mo!——!"

My screams resounded through the sky... It started to rain, a heavy rain...

The rain washed away the blood on Mo's body...

The blood merged into a river...

This rain, there is no more laughter...

Why is there still pain behind suffering.

The rain is still falling... Mo is gone. He will never come back. He said he would take care of me forever... but he still lied to me.

Can you believe those vows?

I believed them... but I was still deceived in the end...

What would have happened if Lin Shinuo and I had sworn at the beginning? ... It would not be Mo who died...

What would have happened if I had not saved Mo that year? Wouldn't we have lost these memories...

If I had gone out and called my brothers... Mo would not have died...

It was me who killed Mo.

Mo gave me the hope of life... and I broke it...

We both failed today. Mo chose to go in and see, but I failed in asking for help. This failure cost us all such a painful price! We lost each other.

The rain kept falling, getting heavier and heavier. So many ifs. If there were, it would not be like this now.

The brightest star that promised to buy me ice cream for a lifetime... would it still shine? A star stained red by blood?

The cold rain devoured the world. I couldn't see the world. Because it had no color. Mei Yang came to the hospital and saw me dripping wet. What she was worried about still happened.

A month passed.

I came to Lin Shinuo's house and was invited in.

Lin Shinuo was surprised.

"You, do you still want me?"

Lin Shinuo was even more surprised, but more of a surprise that could not be concealed.

"Yes, I am this kind of woman. I will be with whoever can give me benefits." I laughed contemptuously. Sitting on the sofa.

"I knew you would come." Lin Shinuo sat beside me and touched my face intimately.

I stood up. "You are very calculating." He hugged me from behind. I closed my eyes deeply.

Midnight.

"You are inviting a wolf into the house!" The quarrel between Zhu Xiaomi and Lin Shinuo came into my ears. It was just Zhu Xiaomi's roar.

"Please wake up! God is unfair!"

Lin Shinuo didn't seem to speak. "Brother! Anyway, I won't let her stay! If so, I will kill her!"

"Pah!"

"If you dare to touch her, you will die." This is the only sentence I heard from Lin Shinuo.

"You are all poisoned by that woman!" Zhu Xiaomi slammed the door. Yes, I was standing in the hall. They had a quarrel in the office. Zhu Xiaomi was not afraid that I would hear it, and glared at me fiercely.

I took a glass of water into the office. "Drink a glass of water. Aren't you tired after quarreling for so long?"

Lin Shinuo smiled.

The night outside the window began to leave.

It was dawn.

"Chongmi!"

I was sleeping on the big bed, and suddenly I heard someone knocking on the door. It was Lin Shinuo.

I stood up and went out to open the door. "What's the matter?"

Lin Shinuo didn't say anything, smiled and pushed me to the window and pulled the curtains. There was a small car in the yard. "It's for you, do you like it?"

"Yeah." I pretended to smile. It's just a small car, I have one too. "What do you want? I can buy it for you." I pretended not to hear.

"Ring..." He saw a beautiful ring on my right hand. At that time, I said it was the brightest star in the sky.

"It was given by Nangong Mo." I pretended to be relaxed. Then I took it off and threw it downstairs. "Can you buy me a new one? I want a very big diamond."

"Okay, as long as you like it."

My eyes were already blank. There was no color in my eyes a long time ago. Mo, after death.

But I still have to smile stubbornly. I am waiting for the dark here.

Finally, it was late at night. It was raining outside, hitting the glass window. It made a snapping sound.

I was in the yard, looking for the ring I lost today. But I couldn't find it. I didn't think.

Tears and rain mixed.

I couldn't see anything clearly, and I couldn't hear anything.

Please... let me find it.

The sky began to turn white.

The rain had stopped long ago.

I searched all night. What do I look like now? With my wet clothes sticking to my body, I searched for it all night.

"God, let me find it..."

I knelt on the ground and searched for a long time. Suddenly a hand stretched out in front of me. It was a ring.

I looked up and trembled all over. I took it and wanted to throw it away.

"If you lose it, I will never help you pick it up again!" Lin Shinuo yelled.

I ran out of the yard.

What on earth did Lin Shinuo want to do? ! He did so many things that were sorry and hurtful to us, but now he is like the Buddha, so kind!

I ran to the street and walked in the street in a very embarrassed manner. Without any emotion.

"An Chongmi!" Mei Yang's voice. "Where have you been?" She caught up with me. She looked very anxious.

I gently took off her hand that was holding mine and left expressionlessly.

When my hand touched Mei Yang, I realized that my hand was as cold as the end.

"Chongmi,..." Mei Yang has no words left. "Chongmi."

"What do you want?!" I yelled. Tears would flow down. "Don't do this... Don't do this to me. If you do this to me, I will want to rely on you... Then... I won't be able to stand up..."

"If you can't stand up, I can take you away. Chongmi, you don't need to be strong. You can rely on me." Mei Yang's tone was already a little tearful.

"Don't jump to conclusions so early." I smiled bitterly. "I will kill your sister."

Mei Yang took a few steps back as if she couldn't accept it. Her look made me feel heartbroken.

"I can't accept your sister's fate, or I didn't expect that I knew that the woman who killed Mo was your sister, Mei Yang!"

Mei Yang shook her head as if she was hurt.

"No... I didn't expect that the naive An Chongmi would become like this. Killing people."

"Don't say that!" I shook my head painfully. I covered my ears. I thought I could not hear the sound. "Don't say that..."

Mei Yang was speechless. She looked at me with a heartache.

And I thought I had no heart, and that I would not feel pain without a heart. But I still felt pains...

To endure this kind of pain, I would rather have no heart...

Because this kind of pain tells me that I am still alive. This kind of pain tells me that the end is gone...